Sweetie, I LOVE reading your story and I find it a total honor to be one of your betas. Okay, so forgive me while I go a little "after school special" on you. I approach reading your story like it's classic literature and I love dissecting every little part of it literarily. I know that I've said it repeatedly, but I'm going to say it again. You're extremely talented. Your characters are stunning, your plots are well-developed - SO well thought out (I can ask you what Ali and Nick talked about on such a such a date and you KNOW!), and it shows how much you love your characters through your writing. I love that you're finally getting recognized for your work because I know it's been a long time coming. You know that I don't read much fan fiction so the whole idea that I can read yours completely without skimming, enjoy analyzing it, and then love beta reading for you is really unique. And it's simply because of your talent and the way you approach it.
Beta reading for you hasn't been difficult because through the time that I have been, we've been getting closer and closer. I think that through our character development exercises, we've gotten to know each other because we put ourselves into our characters. We work issues out in our writing. If you understand Nick and Trina in HDL, you understand me, and I feel as if it is the same with Nick and Ali in NI. While other things are happening outside of our friendship - minor disagreements, interference from other people, and various other stress from family/school/work - we've managed to get closer. You can call it a "freaky twin thing" (which is SO is because it's CREEPY how much we're alike sometimes), but whatever it is, I'm glad that we both managed to find it because I think we're really good for each other. I hope that, while I in no way take credit for your ideas, I help get you excited about writing. I know that you get me excited about my work and that you've really helped develop my ideas and my characters. I only hope I can help you in the way you've helped me.
I'm not going to sit here and talk about what beta-reading your story has done for me because I can't really explain it fully. I know that I've found an amazing beta reader that fully understands me, respects me, and values what I have to say. And I have never been able to open up like I open up to you with have anyone else (as far as our literature AND as far as life in general). I'm aware that this connection doesn't take place with everyone and that's why it's even more special. It's not the type of thing you can force. I can't fake excitement for things and it wouldn't be fair if I did. We're really close now and I love it. Because, throughout all of this, I've found a best friend. To me, a best friend should be everything that you are to me. You honestly just make me happier and you make me believe in myself and my decisions. I love knowing that there's someone else on this earth that can actually understand me. And I really hope that when you've expressed the same type of thing, you were being honest. I've never had a completely mutually friendship and I love that I've seemed to have found it with you.
I don't want to say that any of my reviewers or the betas that I've had have been any less important than you are because everyone has managed to influence me (whether positively or negatively), but our connection is definitely once in a lifetime in all aspects. I appreciate you so much and I love hearing what you think about my writing because I adore yours so much.
I couldn't have thought of a better time to say this, but here we are on Thanksgiving. And when I think of all of the things and the people that I'm thankful for, you come at the top of the list this year. And I hope it'll continue on like that for many years to come! (Next year, we're gonna be roomies at this time!!!
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