~*Give and Take*~ by mander
Summary: This is a story about Kayla Weir a New aspiring actress in hollywood She is very strong in what she belives in and what she clearly doesn't. Will she fall into the same path as a lot of people in "The buisness" do will she get sucked into "The Buisness" and all its glory. Watch as she goes on a journey and finds herself and loses herself. Watch as she starts to take life and others for granted watch as she impacts the life of a certain carter. Watch her Give and Take!
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys Characters: Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Sexual Content
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Completed: No Word count: 3700 Read: 4483 Published: 08/18/06 Updated: 10/03/06

1. Introductory by mander

2. ~*A lister*~ by mander

3. Authors note: by mander

4. Rental cars and airplanes! by mander

Introductory by mander
Author's Notes:
Hey guys I am still writing beneath the Exterior but this is an Idea that I have had for awhile now. So i hope you like it, it wont be your average story. Well I hope you like it as much as I am going to enjoy writing it.
This is a story about Kayla Weir a New aspiring actress in hollywood She is very strong in what she belives in and what she clearly doesn't. Will she fall into the same path as a lot of people in "The buisness" do will she get sucked into "The Buisness" and all its glory. Watch as she goes on a journey and finds herself and loses herself. Watch as she starts to take life and others for granted watch as she impacts the life of a certain carter. Watch her Give and Take!


****I had more written but I lost it i pressed send then i had to log in again and it was gone, and im much to tired, so this is just a little bit of what the story is about...but i never give to much away.


Should I go with this story line....would any of you read it?? please let me know!

Luv ya lots,
oxoxoxoxoox
~*manda*
~*A lister*~ by mander
Author's Notes:
Thanks =)Well here is the offical first story dont let the first few chapters confuse you this is a backstreet boy fanfic nick carter is in it. Just doesn't make an appearance for a little bit. I would love to know what you think...so please let me know!!
luv ya lots
oxoxoxoxoxoxo
~*manda*

"Please tell me this is a freakin joke, please tell me that this is just a dream and im going to wake up any moment." Brad ran out of the house and slammed the screen door.

"Bradley, wait I can explain." Natalie said running out of the house buttoning up her blouse.

"Natalie theres nothing to explain plain and simple" Brad said speed walking down the dirt road.

"No, you dont understand." Natalie said pleading.

"I love you and this is what you do to me, I catch you with your pants down around your ankles with my brother mind you while im working to...You know what Natalie it doesn't matter."

Natalie swallowed her tears "You know what Brad I loved you too, I never asked you to provide me with the life you think I deserve. We were high school sweethearts, were going off to college next year, different schools on the other damn side of the country. I never asked you to pay for any of my stuff I am worthy of getting a job. I never needed your money. All I ever wanted was your security and to be able to talk to you." Her voice was rasing more and more as she finally said what she was able to say.

"I never could Brad. You were always going on about work and how you dont like your daddy controlling your life. You never once asked or talked to me about how i was doing when I was in the car accident and im not able to cheer anymore. Not once did you every try to talk to me. You hide me, you never take me out anymore. its like your ashamed of me and you are never around anymore. I needed it someone I needed a friend. Please I needed someone."

"Right so you dont want me anymore, now that you can have the other brother."

"No I dont...im sorry I dont love you anymore. Daniel and I planned on telling you together we never wanted you to find out this way."

"Yea, you know what I dont care if i ever speak to either of you ever again."

"Please Bradley I love you so much it hurts, please just don't do this." Natalie said holding into the pick up trucks doors. "Please don't do anything stupid."

"Right you love me Nat, you love me so much your screwin my brother."

"God dont you understand theres more to life than me and you and i want to see it." Natalie said shaking her head exhasperated.

"by all means don't let me stop you." Bradley said and sped away. While the Music was fading in the background and left everyone on their seats anticipating the next season. >

Kayla grabbed her spoon and dipped into her tub of ben and jerrys ice cream.

kayla whiped the stray tear that fell down her cheek the issue was a little close to home for her, although she can realate more to Bradley than she can Natalie. Instead of it being a brother, it was her best friend of many years.

Kayla sighed as she was flipping through the channels, she sighed in happiness it has been so long since she was able to just sit back and relax and not worry about anything but herself for a bit.

The phone rang the tune of hotel california blared through the speakers 'Damn it where did I put the phone again' She couldn't find it anywwheres finally she found it stuffed behind the back of the couch cushions where are your missing pennys seem to go.

'Aha there you are' “hello" she answered irritatedly, she was really looking forward to just being on vacation she was suposed to be off for 2 months, but the station her show is on has signed it for an extra month. This better not be work

Kayla Weir is one of hollywoods newest actresses on the new prime time drama give or take. She has been on every magazine cover from 17, to Vogue. Shes hot and single so all of the men try to get to her. Shes not your average hollywood goer though. She doesn't get caught up in 'the buisness' of it all. She doesn't do coke reguarly, or go on these diets that most of hollywood has fallen into where they don't eat for days then they eat a carrot stick and then they dont eat for weeks. Shes not your average tooth pick of society. She has Green eyes, fair complexion, naturally chocolate brown hair. For the show her hair is red with Blonde highlights.

She takes a size 10 but hides it nicely , shes very fulumptous you guess you could say. She does like to go out and have a good time though you could say shes permisquous. Her Career is booming, her bank and financial advisor are loving her. She gets invited to parties galore, the last party she went to she was talking to paris hilton and she could of swore if she said thats hot one more time, kayla wouldn't of been held responsible for her actions. Personally paris is a lot better talk to one on one, rather than having a bunch of people around. Kayla couldn't care less if she met her again though someone who is that fake she doesn't need in her life she had already delt with the fake, the baked, and the caked. she didn't need anymore drama in her life that ended in ke, or ked.

Kayla was the source of many polls..50% thought she was going to succeed, 25% Thought she was going to crash and burn 15% thought she was going to be the worlds newest 15 min of fame. The other 10% Didn't give a flying fuck what she did one way or another.

Honestly she wished she had more of those people on her back people who didn't care and just treated her like a normal person. She wasn't born an alien or drove a spaceship. She was normal and it seemed the rest of the world wanted her to forget that.

They made her out to be a saint at first then they saw her making out with 2 different guys in a month and shes now a slut and permisquous.if she was any other person no one would care, no one would know who she was,she would just be another face in the crowd of 2006. She wouldn't be the face of the crowd in 2006.

She loved her job she was working at a clothing store for years she loved it. Then she started acting once she found out her boy friend was cheating on her, for just therapy. To be someone else just for a bit, play a different character escape the world she lived in.

Now the world wants her to act a certain way, look a certain way, and be a certain way one thing was sure of was being an A lister wasn't something she really ever wanted out of life, it just kind of happened. She loved being able to be someone else. Everyone wanted to be her, everyone wanted to touch her. Everyone wanted a piece of Kayla Weir and sometimes it was a little to much she couldn't keep a steady relationship because tabloids made up so much bullshit her boyfriends couldn't take it, the ones that were in the buisness though they could handle it. They swooned for it. Tonight was just her night to be normal and now its ruined as the call of duty takes over.


"Hey Kayla, great job tonight you did a really great job. sorry to be bothering you about this as you are on vacation, but I have been busy writing and since you play the character of Natalie so great, I was wondering where you would like to take her for this up-coming season.”

Kayla smiled her Boss mark always treated her with respect her kept her grounded too from time to time. Her own parents are off sailing the world experiencing life with Kaylas life savings so she really has know one in her life to let her know if her head is starting to swell.

“Well Mark I think where ever you take it, it will be fantastic. I would like too see Kayla deal with the consequences of her actions maybe realize that she chose the wrong brother, and maybe just see her grow maybe give her some challenges so she break down her barriers. I don’t really know but I know whatever you chose it will be great.” Kayla smiled

“Thanks Kayla, well I don’t wan’t to keep you to long I think I have some great Ideas. Hey if you see my daughter at all please tell her that I love her. Don’t bring her home that drunk again.” Mark laughed.

“Yea, Well it could have been worse. I haven’t really seen her in a long time she is always with her boyfriend. Im actually flying down to Orlando to see her tomorrow for the weekend, then Im flying back to Canada to do some of that promo stuff the CW wants us to do.”

“Alright well make sure you have your cells on, in case I need to contact either of you.”

“Alright will do.”

“Have a good one, Bye Mark.” Kayla smiled, if only he wasn’t happily married, her best friends father, 20 years younger, and her boss they would be perfect for each other. She cringed at the thought.

Kayla went and fed her fish, her new kitten permisquous, and she called her dog B for Bastard. No one really knew nor asked. That’s the dog her Ex left on her door step to try to get her to take him back once his fling ended with kerry her ex backstabbing best friend.

She then smiled when she got her text from Malary saying arrangements you put the final touches to her packing. Packed her passport had a bubble bath and hopped into bed. As Kayla Weir A lister.
Authors note: by mander
Author's Notes:
Hey guys i was just wondering if anyone is interested in this story and would like it to continue. To please let me know if you like it or not...or what would be better! Trust me I have lots of REALLY good ideas for it!!
Hey guys i was just wondering if anyone is interested in this story and would like it to continue. To please let me know if you like it or not...or what would be better! Trust me I have lots of REALLY good ideas for it!! So If you like it please reply, and if no one replys I Will probably discontinue writing it!

Thanks for all your patience!

luv ya lots,
oxoxoxoxoxo
~*manda*
Rental cars and airplanes! by mander
Author's Notes:
Hey sorry for the wait, I have been Really really Busy! hope you like it please review. The more reviews the quicker I update!! =)

love ya lots,
oxoxoxoxoxoxo
~*manda*

~*Thanks for everyone that replys, it really means a lot to me!!
Kayla was so tired and just wanted to reach her destiny in one peice, it didn't help the movie they were featuring on the plane was united 93, she wasn't even sure if that was the title but as soon as she saw the terrorists and the planes go down. Lets just say it didn't make her fear of flying any better. She shut her eyes and tried to go to sleep everytime she did she was asked if she wanted peanuts, if she wanted to purchase a bottle of water. Since water was no longer free.

If she was going to purchase anything right now it was gonna be a double shot of vodka on the rocks. Instead she realised the photographers that make a living as a stalker were following her since the airport where now on her flight. They weren't too hard to notice. They looked like a spy and always on the look out for some good quality action. She figured Drinking a shot of vodka on plane, 4 days later they would say she was in rehab. Although she didn't personally care what they wrote as long as it was true. She hated when 'They' Assumsed stuff about her and her life.

So now she was just flippin through the songs on her Mp3 player that she recieved in a basket, that was worth at least 5000.00 she kept the mp3 player and donated the rest to the less fortunate at christmas time. Just about now the plane reached the top turbulance level. She was never really a big church goer so she was sad to say she didn't know what to pray, she just prayed that the plane didn't crash. Finally the bout of turbulence was over and a few more hours she was going to be arriving in her destination, She really wished she would of taken something to calm her nerves.
She sat their the rest of the plane ride in Terror, waiting until she touched ground so she could finally let out the breath she has been holding in for a considerable amount of time.

What a day from Hell could it get any worse, as a rule of thumb never say those words your just asking for trouble. She has been waiting at the lost baggage terminal for an hour now. Apparently everyone on her planes luggage is in Canada, and she had to go get her caffeine fix during the process she had herself lost in the Orlando airport. Which caused, her to be the last in line.

This is the last time she flew next time she is going to take a rental car, or a boat, Bus, Train anything but a Fucking airplane. Her thoughts were interrupted by the ringing of her phone. The tone wasn’t exactly pleasant “ where in the hell are you, Brent and Nick are having a fucking fit we thought it was going to be an in and out trip. They have on no disguises. ‘Why do they need Disguises, who in the hell is Nick??’ Kayla thought to herself.

“Uhh, okay well you guys can wait somewheres else if you want, all I know is im never flying. Why in the hell are Brent and Nick wearing disguises anyways. Who in the hell is Nick?”

“Well Nick is Brents Bestfriend, so they were gonna go do their manly things like get Drunk and go fishing on nicks boat. I told Brent that he couldn’t go though unless he drove me to the airport.

“I wanna do manly things to like get drunk and go fishing!! Damn I haven’t fished in forever.”

Nicks Ears perked up at the response Kayla had just given his Best friend’s Girl
From what he could tell already Kayla and her were already pretty different. He loved Mal like a sister but she drove him nuts, he had already spent a week with her and Brent. They aren’t even “Together” they both say they are Free and single, when it comes down to it though either of them ever cheat, the may flirt with other people but that’s all it is, is harmless flirting.

“Kayla, I already have an amazing weekend planned for us without the guys, Nicks gonna be staying with us. As soon as you get here were all going to go out and eat the 4 of us before the boys head out. Me and you are going to go shopping and spend a weekend at the spa.”

Kayla sighed “ Mal, im really not in the mood to shop all I wanna do is eat and go to bed, I just had the worse fucking flight ever. I sware to god im NEVER flying again. Next time I will drive down here. Can We go shopping tomorrow or something?

Nick laughed…he wasn’t sure who mal was but he could already tell she was someone he would be interested in talking too, while Brent and mal had their no relationship Sex. They didn’t live in a house just an amazing condo but the walls weren’t exactly sound proof.

Mal was getting pissed, this was the one thing she hated about Kayla, mal would always go and make plans for them but when it came down to it. It never happened.

“Mal, Mal…come on please don’t be pissed im just to tired to do all this Girl shit now I just wanna vedge out. I just finished filming last week, I haven’t really had a vacation yet. I just wanna relax just give me 24 hours to ya know Relax. We haven’t all been done filming for 2 weeks.”

Brent smiled he always loved when Kayla came to visit, she was like his sister she told him how it was and that’s it. He always thought Kayla was the kind of girl nick needed. The media always plays him out to be a big partier that doesn’t care about girls. Brent hated that conception of himself and nick. That’s not how it is, they may party but nick doesn’t sleep with someone just to sleep with someone. Besides hes single why can’t he just play around.

“Kayles, It’s not my character ran away from home, look im sorry its just I was really looking forward to your visit and have plans for us everyday.”

“Mal, you are way to organized it’s a vacation not bootcamp. I love you but I don’t like having my day planned every day on the hour or minute. I do that for my job. This is a Vacation so please don’t be disappointed if I don’t do it all. I more than likely will but their may be days like today where im not going to want too.”
“Kayla, you are so selfish.!!” Mal then hung up the phone on her.

“God she is such a bitch.” Mal screamed in fusturation

Nick heard the conversation he understood where she was coming from, well understood both partys but Brent told her to leave some days unknown. Nick was sure she had a little bit of that obsessive compulsive disorder.

“Mal shes not a bitch you know that, you know how she is, she obviously had a rough day.”

Malary glared “ You always stick up for her, why don’t you be with her Brent!!”

“Babe, I love you. Stop your making a fucking scene. If I wanted to be with her I would be with her. But I don’t I wanna be with you Baby.” Brent sighed

Nick rolled his eyes and walked away this is what they do they fight 12-7 days a week, then they make up 12-7 days a week and nick hears it all. He didn’t care what this girl looked like or how she acted anything was better than this. He walked away and got a coffee.

“Bitch” Kayla muttered as she shut her phone off seeing as mal shut her phone off. That’s one thing she hated. She was such a drama Queen.

“Excuse Me Miss, do you want me to take your information or not. Call me a Bitch.”

Kayla smiled “ No, im not calling you a bitch. Im calling my friend a bitch.”

“Mmmm, hmmm I know your type think your better than everyone else. Well I have news for you just because you are on a Televison show your not miss Hollywood.”

Kayla looked at her nametag “ Look Rosita I wasn’t calling you a Bitch I already told you and I don’t think im better than everyone else. I’m just a little irritable at how my fucking plane ride was and that your company lost everyones luggage. You want me to be a bitch I will be a fucking bitch. Now are you going to take my name or not?

“NEXT” Rosita screamed

Kayla was about to lose it….:she just walked away she already seen all the flashes of the cameras and didn’t want to add battery and assault to what ever they were going to write about her this week, she honestly didn’t care.

Kayla called and mal finally had her phone turned on….

Nick was getting annoyed they just fought and left to have a quickie in the mens bathroom the handicap stall. They told him to wait for a girl he has never met or saw.
“Hello” Nick answered

“Hey umm I think I have the wrong number.” Kayla muttered.

Nick could tell she sounded annoyed and exhausted. “Is this Kayles or Kayla.”

“Brent?” Kayla asked.

Nick chuckled as he could hear a little bit of relief in her voice. “ No, this is Nick Mal and Brent are well-“

Kayla cut him off “ Un-fucking believable there fucking, and she hangs the phone up on me and calls me selfish. Whatever.”

Nick laughed a little “ Bad day?”

Kayla glared into the phone “ Yea, you could say that, I don’t mean to cut this short but where are you because my phone is about to go dead.”

What?” Nick couldn’t hear as a bunch of girls came screaming at him, for his autograph.

“Where are you? Nick, Nick…” ‘damn it, damn it!!!’

“Hello, Hello.” Nick said into the phone.

A few minutes later nick finally signed his last autograph, and then someone tapped him on his shoulder.

“Are you nick?”

He was met by the most gorgeous eyes he has ever seen...

“I could be” Nick smiled.