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"Lauren listen ...." he was cut off
"Lauren i suggest you leave" Brian cut in
"Brian this is known of your business"
"Yess it is You need to leave the crap your pulling becomes my business when your trying to ruin my friend and brothers career and it aint going to happen so i suggest you leave before i have some one escort you out"
"fine whatever" lauren walks out of the club
"Umm Thanks Bri" nick nodded
"No problem Nicky, you know if you ever need any help you can always ask me" brian said as he patted his shoulder
"Yeah sure" nick said but wasnt sure why brian came and stood up for him, where things finally going back


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"Aaron who the fuck do you think you are" i walked up to him and pushed his shoulder
"What the hell you doing"
"How dare you aaron mine and Nicks relationship is none of your business how dare you go and invite lauren and try to get shit started" i yelled
"How dare i ashley how dare you walk in my house acting like you want me then turn around and jump on my brothers dick what did you do just use me to get to nick"
"ugh omg No i liked you aaron i really did till your temper got in the way and i cant deal with your temper and it made me dislike you, and now thanks to you im really starting to hate your pathetic ass, I WANT TO BE WITH NICK NOT YOU, do you understand that you just need to stay out of my life"
"your such a fucking bitch" he nudged me and i screamed when i tripped and fall backwards i hit the floor hard aaron had a look of shock on his face when i screamed nick, brian, howie and aj heard and came running

"Ashley baby you okay" Nick went down to his knees to help me sit up
"Aaron i suggest you leave before you get your self in more trouble" Howie turned back to me and nick
"Nick i didnt mean to hurt her i swear" nick looked at him in the eyes, nicks eyes were filed with disappointment in his younger brother he didnt speek one word to aaron
"Aaron just get out of here before we have to pull nick off of you NOW AARON" Aj yelled aaron walked out of the club in shock of the event that had just took place.

"Baby you okay can you stand up" Nick asked again
"yeah nicky im fine i just need help up" Nick got on one side of me and brian on the other and they helped me up
" Nicky listen he just nudged me he really didnt mean to knock me over" i told nick
"Ashley he may have not ment to knock you over but aaron knows better then to even nudge you its no excuse for what just happen" Brian spoke up
"Yes baby aaron was raised not to touch a women like that he learned form me my father and the guys to never hurt a girl or touch her in a way to hurt her"
"okay can we just go sit down and eat please im a little dizzy" i asked hoping the dizziness would go away, nick and howie helped me to the table we all sat down and ordered food nick kept his arm around me at all times. we had a very good rest of the night..

It was only around 10 so we all decided to go to the studio, i could tell that something was on nicks mind, and it worried me was what happen with lauren or aaron or could it be brian, i could tell that he was heart broken over what aaron had done that was his little brother but i could scene that he was also heart broken by one of his older brothers and once his true best friend. i decided to get it out maybe if he could open up about his past with brian i could open up about my past with mark.

"Nicky" i almost whispered
"Yeah baby" he nearly jumped "is very thing okay, you feeling OK" he stood up as i walked toward him
"Yeah hun im fine still in shock but im not worried about that im worried about my boyfriend you see" i leaned and kissed him and grabbed his hand to ask him to sit.
"come here baby, i just need some one to hold" he pulled me in to his lap and wrapped his arms around me,"now you say your worried about your boyfriend whys that"
"I can tell his was heart broken and granted yes maybe over his baby brother, but i can tell hes also was heart broken over maybe one of his older brothers brian" i told him
"How do you know me so well baby" he sighed looking in to the darkness
"i dont know really i can just tell, you want to tell me about it"
"I dont know baby its a long story" he ran his hands threw his spiked hair
"Well im con fey, and im sitting here wanting to listen" i said matter-a-factly
"baby i am heart broken, Brian was My best friend and i mean we was frick and frack, we was suppose to be unbreakable, the friendship that would last for ever, granted yeah hes still my friend and my brother but its not the same brother and its not my best friend, dont get me wrong i love how close i have got to howie and jay, They supported me threw everything, Howie went to some of my shows and was there to pull me threw the whole paris thing, Kevin was their i mean kevin has always been their to keep me standing hes like a father pretty much he was the one that went off on that dumb bitch when she started the shit of me beating her, But there was one person that wasnt there that i need the most" He paused and took a deep breath. "Brian he wasnt there and it hurt so much, i mean when he got married yeah me and Leigh Anne didnt always see eye to eye but he still was my best friend and he was there for me, and then When we took a break and left the record company and i stayed on to do my solo tour and he just stopped being there, it was like he thought i was breaking us up or something," He sighed "I never intended on that baby, Yeah i was Nick Carter the Solo Artist but i was Still Nick carter the Backstreet boy. The boys and this group mean the world to me and they come first, i would never put my fame or solo career before the Backstreet boys i just wish he understood that or even believed, Yeah im doing another solo album and so are the other guys even brian so why was it so wrong for me do it, i dont even work on it much im to busy putting BSB first and i will always do that. I just dont understand" he took a breather " I never new he was that mad at me or what ever happen until i found out that he was about to be a father, and what hurt the most was that he wasnt even the one that told me i had to find out by a reporter. Baby do you know how much that hurt to find out that my best friend was about to be a father in 4 months and he didnt even bother to pick a damn phone up and tell me, the other guys thought i knew but i didnt. That was just a knife in my heart. And god do i love bay, i mean thats my nephew i love that little boy i would do anything for him. " he paused and smiled. "I love when he runs up to me and yells Uncle Nicky it makes my day i just wish brian knew that...He trilled of
"have you ever told him that" i asked
"No, it hurts to much to talk to him about bay sometimes it feels like he dont even want me to be bays uncle. he looked down and wiped his eyes. was he really crying was Nick Carter really getting Emotional about this. "I just wish he was proud of me, Him and Kevin where the two i wanted to make proud of me the most and hes not. Trust me i know i have fucked up enough in my life for him to not be proud of me, but baby i have changed so much so much, just to make him proud of me, God i guess its my fault for betraying him..."
"wait what do you mean betray him" i cut him off
" I stayed with the record company when BSB left and granted yeah we are back with them but they are different now, I dont regret my solo album or the tour but i do regret it for what it did to me and brians friendship, i bet he dont even own my solo album. the other guys do. I just wish i could have my best friend back again you know, I even moved to Nashville to be closer to him to see if that would help but nuthing god baby i just miss the old Frick and Frack, i hate this act we have to put on, on the stage why cant it be always like it use to be, why cant i teach bay all my pranks so he can drive howie nuts and me and brian can kick back and laugh" He pause and laughed at the idea and whipped a tear away
"Im so sorry baby i had no idea that it was that bad that you was that hurt but baby i think you should talk to brian about all this maybe he feels the same way maybe hes misses Frack like you miss Frick, and baby if you ask me i think he is proud of you, sometimes the way he looks at you when you suggest something in a meeting or in the studio. its that look that a father gets when he sees his son graduate, nick you wont know how he feels until you talk to him and i know its better said then done, but its something that needs to be said" i confessed
"you really thing hes proud of me" he asked
" Yeah i do" I smiled at him "baby just try and talk to him, Okay?"
"yeah ill try" he leaned and kissed me "you know how did i get lucky to get a girl like you"
"you know i wonder that myself," i giggled
"yeah your funny" i leaned and kissed him again
"now lets get in there and get home we need some sleep before are very long day tomorrow" he nodded and we walked hand in hand to go say by to every one

Unknown to Ashley and Nick, he wouldnt have to talk to brian about what him and ashley just had talked about. Brian over heard nick confessed and was stoned by all of what nick had said and Nick was right brian didnt know how strong he felt about baylee and the friendship him and brian had had, and Ashley was right Brian was Proud of nick very much so, and he did feel the same way about nick he missed nick and their friendship and he died to have their friendship back, there was something brian had to do to get it back he didnt want to see his brother like that anymore for no reason at all they both sat back thinking the other hated the other when they both just yearned for their friendship back, brian would fix this, and he knew how he could do it to.

******************Brians POV

I was at home i was walking to my office, i had to find what i was looking for to prove to nick that i was proud of him, and i was proud of his solo album, and that he wasnt ashamed of him, and that he did love the fact that nick loved baylee so much and that he loved that his son was close to nick. A female voice broke his thought

"brian are you okay" Leigh anne asked worried
"Umm yeah hun im fine" brian mumbled as he searched threw his CDs
"You looking for nicks CD"
"How did you know" i turned around in shock that she knew, Leigh anne loved nick as a brother dont get me wrong she did love him as family to her nick just didnt see eye to eye at times, but she did see him as a brother which meant alot to me that my wife seen him like that.
"Cause Brian this is how you get when you look for it to listen to it when your upset about something says something about your and nicks friendship brian you need to talk to nick" she confessed
"Yeah i know i need to, thats why im trying to find it," He paused "leigh?"
"yeah"
"Do you think that i could have helped prevent nicks Heart Condition"
"What!! Brian dont blame that on your self nick is the only one who could have prevented that and you know that, Hes getting better anyway"
"No Leigh, He was my best friend i should have been there threw all that shit with his parents and with Paris and his solo, I should have been there he was MY BEST FRIEND FOR GOD SAKE and i just drooped him like that for no reason sure at the time it seemed like a good reason but now i look at it was soooo stupid," He paused to take a breath "Leigh If i would have been there for him when he needed me the most he would have had me to run to for a shoulder to lean on, and would had stayed away form the drugs and achool but no what did i do, i dropped him and ran to the liqueur."
"Brian listen to your self you dont know that i mean look he had Aj and Howie and Kevin and he still ran to other things he probably would have done the same thing with you, you cant blame your self brian"
"Yeah he had howie and Aj and Kevin but Leigh i was HIS BEST FRIEND i should have been there, i hurt him worse then he ever did me, and you know i never told you this but you know i didnt tell him about you being pregnant with baylee" he sighed and looked down
"what i thought you did how did he find out one of the guys"
"No" he shook his head "A reporter asked him what he thought about me being a dad, and you was already 6 months pregnant at the time" he looked down ashamed of him self
"Aw Brian, Nick will forgive it will be okay i promise and i will even get along better with him cause hun i dont want to see you like this anymore it hurts me to see you broken up like this"
"yeah leigh but dont think its your fault that me and him aint friends okay i know he was at the wedding but i should have been IN the wedding and he wasnt even in the Wedding pictures maybe one or two, and now that Howie and Liegh are getting married you know nick is one of howies best men"
"yeah it will be okay dont put your self down any more brian just fix it okay and it will be fine and then you and nick can go back to frick and frack just dont let him teach our son to many pranks" she laughed
"yeah" he chuckled