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"Nicky wake up baby you have to get a shower and get going to the airport" i tried waking him up
"ugh do i have to" nick mumbled in to his pillow
"yes baby now get up now" i slapped his ass
he shook his head in to pillow "five more minutes"
"No Up now" I straddled his waste "before i make you get on that plane with blue balls" i smirked
He swings the pillow of his face" Now thats mean baby"
"Hey when did i say i was nice" I leaned in and kissed him
"True" he mumbled against my lips
"Up now Carter we have a plane to catch" i got up off and him grabbed his hand to pull him up
"Fine god your pushy"
"and you love it"
"that i do"

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"Hey little brother" me and nick turned around to see who was yelling
"Hey Brian whats up" i squeezed nicks hand to reassure him
"Umm Can i talk to you about something,?"
"UNCLE NICKY" a small voice yelled threw the airport baylee ran to nick and threw his hands up
"Hey bay" he picked up baylee "hey Leigh anne" he smiled and was shocked when Leigh Anne leaned in to hug him
"Umm Brian can you watch him i need to go to the ladies room"
"umm well i was going to talk to nick in private"
"I can watch him" i smiled
"that would be great thank you ashley"
"no problem Brian"
"Okay Bay Auntie Ashley is going to watch you while me and daddy go talk is that okay" he smiled at me and then to baylee
"yeah" nick handed the 5 year old to me and leaned and kissed me "ill be right back" i nodded


"So whats up Brian"
Brian reached in to his duffel bag and pull out a case he handed it to nick, nick looked down at the case and back at Brian
"Open it its the 7th Cd in their" nick unzipped it flipped to the 7th Cd and was took in back.
"Now or Never, Why are you showing me this Brian" he looked back down at the CD
"Cause i do own it nick the first day it came out i ran to the store and bought it, I am proud of you weather you believe i am or not. im so proud of you and who you have become, im proud to be your older brother and im proud that my son can call you uncle"
"You herd didnt you"
"Yeah i was out side and i heard you talking to ashley" he paused "you know shes right"
"About what" nick looked up at the older man
"That when you suggest something in a meeting or in studio or you write these amazing song, i am proud of you, i mean come on its my little brother MY BEST FRIEND nick, your grown up look at you your 29 years old your not that 12 year old that i taught how to play basketball, and it kills me that i missed out on the biggest thing that made you grow up, and i wasnt there to watch it, i wasnt there for you to lean on when you Paris put you threw all that shit, i wasnt there to keep you off drugs and liquor i should have been there and you wouldnt have this heart condition, i should have been there, and i dont want you to ever think that im not proud of you and that i hate you or am mad at you, the reason i haven't been there since we made or come back was cause i was mad at myself i was disappointed in myself that i let some stupid shit come between you and me and that i let you go threw all that stuff one your own and i know Howie and jay and Kev was there but i should have been and im sorry im so sorry nick, i love you little brother and i love that you love baylee as much as you do and im VERY proud of you i want you to know that" Brian bit his lip nerves of what nick would say or how he would take his confession
Nick looked in shock he stood there in silence taking in all of what Brian had just said nick couldnt seem to say anything all he could do was pull Brian in to a hug he pulled back
"Brian you dont know how happy that makes me feel Ive waited so long and done so much to want you to be proud of me, But Brian please dont ever blame your self for my heart condition i choose to do the things i did for that shit to happen and it would have happen weather you was there or not, you know how hard headed i am" He smiled "Now lets put all this in the past and get back to frick and frack cause i miss them you know"
"Yeah i know what you mean i miss Frick and Frack to"
"Best friends"
"Always" Brian Smiled he was great full to have his best friend back and so was nick
"Lets get back to our women" nick laughed
"YOu should keep that one you know"
"what!"
"ashley you should keep her around she makes you happy"
"yeah she dose, i dont know what it is but she always knows what i am thinking, you know i almost told her i loved her last night"
"Wow, Do you"
"I dont know you know how i feel about marriage and all that but i feel like she may be the girl that will change my mind on that" nick smiled at the thought
"Wow nick carter might change his mind on marriage now you better keep her around cause you know we will need a two generation for frick and frack"
"haha ill keep that in mind," he smiled when he looked up and seen ashley holding baylee and laughing with Leigh Anne "that cant be good"
"what our women our getting along"
"you know what that means right, Story's"
"ahh storys thats never good" we laughed together

"well well boys are we back to frick and frack" Leigh Anne smiled
"Yeah we are" nick patted Brian's shoulder
"thats good" leigh hugged both man "Ashley im sorry but now you have to go threw the wrath of frick and frack its rough but you learn to love them"
:"Hey dont scare her away im thinking about keeping this one you know" he and Brian laughed
"o your thinking about it huh?" i smack his stomach
"Hey man with heart condition"
"O please, i guess we cant have sex anymore"
"I guess i like making love to you better anyway" He smiled
"Aw how sweet and disgusting at the same time" Leigh Anne laughed

We stood in a group waiting on aj and Howie and Leigh to show up nick was standing behind me with is arms wrapped around me and his and mine hands where in the pocket of my hoodie with his head resting on my shoulder he had a ball cap on trying to hide Brian also had a ball cap on hiding they didnt want fans bum rushing us,.

"heyy guys" aj and Howie and Leigh walked in together
"Finally you guys are late"
they all hugged everyone
" So how are you doing ashley" Aj asked me
"im doing good" i smiled and hugged him
"Nicks here so im guessing he didnt kill aaron"
"Nope he didnt, i took his mind off of things" i smirked and nick smiled to him self
"Yeah she did" nick smiled ear to ear
"But hes only thinking about keeping me around" i pouted
"Well baby ill take you when nicks done with you" aj joked
"Hey Uhuh I am keeping ashley shes all mine" he kissed my neck
"really now mr carter"
"yes forever mrs scott"
Even know it wasnt the right place or romantic or anything like that i felt the need to tell him

I leaned my head back and to the side to look at him and kissed him
" I love you nicky" i kissed him again
" I love you too baby" He looked me in my eyes

"du du dutu du" Brian made wedding song noises
We all laughed the laugh was cut short when five girls walked up and all shouted omg, we all looked at them
"its the Backstreet boys" the girls all chimed
"God" nick mumbled in to my neck
"hey hey be nice they are your fans" i scolded him
"I know baby and trust me i love my fans very much, i just dont want to be rushed right now"
"i know baby go see your fans tho"
"okay your coming with me tho"
"are you sure they will ask questions" i looked at him
"yes baby im sure but are you ready to be known as Nick Carters Girlfriend" he Smiled
"well nicky i kinda made that known on the live broad cast the other night and then it was on E" i laughed
"okay so quit complaining and come" he pulled me with him
all the guys where talking to the girls and signing things and taking pictures, when me and nick walked up the first girl to talk to nick was a taller blonde hair blue eyed girl, some would say nicks type she kept giving me dirty looks and it made me nerves very nerves.

"Hey Nick can you sign this for me" nick let go of my hand to sign her white Mp3 player
"yeah sure" he smiled at her
"so you guys leaving or did you guys just get back"
"We are about to leave here soon to start our US tour" he said while he was signing the other girls things
"When do you guys get back"
"our US tour last about 8 months" he was done signing things and now we was all talking to the girls
"Wow thats a while good thing your single" she touched his arm
"O im not Single Im very much taken" he smiled at her and grabbed my hand and squeezed it
"O really" she shout a dirty look at me nick must have seen it cause he lifted my hand and kissed it i smiled up at him
"O so you must be Ashley the girl form the video thing"
"Yeahh thats me" i smiled at her
"well your very lucky girl how old are you"
"Yeah i am and ill be 21 one in a few months"
"No im the lucky one" he smiled
"20 your a little young arent you" She ignored nicks comment
"Yeah im young but.."
"Uncle Nicky, Aunt Ashy" Baylees little voice cut me off
"yes bay bay" nick picked him up
"That girl said bad things about aunt ashy when i told her that you love aunt ashy" baylee pointed at one of the five girls
"O well you know what when people say things bad about someone you love what do you tell that person" nick asked
"I dont know" baylee shrugged
"well do you love aunt ashy even tho she said bad things"
"yes" baylee nodded
"and i love aunt ashy even if people say bad things about her cause they dont know her like we do, do they bay"
"Nope"
"then you know what you say to her, you tell her or any body that You and Uncle nicky love aunt ashy regardless of what anyone says" He pulled me to him
"Seeeeeeeee Uncle nicky loves aunt ashy, Thats why she my aunt ashy" Baylee nearly shouted the girls shoot me dirty looks
"Guess what bay" i took him out of nicks arms " i love uncle nicky to thats why your my bay bay" I smiled at him
"yaay" baylee cheered
"well sorry to break up the love fest but i need my son our flight is boarding" brian came up beside me he took baylee
"Nicky the plane is borading" i told him and started to walk away when i seen the girl hand nick her number and he put it in his pocket
"okay, buy girls" he said and grated his book bag "wait for me baby" he ran up beside me and went to inter lock our fingers when he grabbed my hand but i pulled my hand away form his. "baby?" i ignored him. and went up to Leigh Anne and talked to her and left nick at the end of the line so he could figure out what he did wrong i know it was mean for me not to stay with him and tell him what was wrong but i was to mad about what he had just done to even speak to him or even look at him

We boarded the plane "Here baby ill put your bag with mine" he took my bag
i sat at the window seat looking out the window so i would have something to look at since i still didnt want to look at nick
he sat down and sighed i didnt even budge to look at him and see what was wrong i knew what was wrong he wanted to know why i was ignoring him but i didnt care i just wanted to sleep and not speak or look at him for awhile till i knew what he was going to do with that number
"O god, Come on carter you have done this a million times your be fine just breath" nick spoke to him self
I felt bad 'okay ill hold his hand just till we get in the air then once we all hes cut off' i thought to my self
"here take my hand" i said to him "and close your eyes and think about something that makes you happy like being on your boat or on stage or something and fuses on that and just breath" he nodded and did what i told him the plane started to take off, when we lifted up his grip on my hand got tight but not to tight to hurt when we was steady i took my hand back form him and turned to the window and layed my chair back some since no one was behind us and covered myself up.
"Baby whats wrong" he asked putting his hand on my should
I shock my shoulder to get his hand off "Nickolas just leave me alone i really dont want to speak to you or look at you right now" i said with my eyes closed
"what ever ashley have a good fucking nap, love you to" he snapped