it had been two months since me and nick found out that we were going to be parents, i was now 14 weeks pregnant which was 3 and 1/2 months i was beginning to show only a few select people knew the boys and their wives of course knew, they was not only pretty much nicks true family and they had become my family to i became very close with them, My brother knew, tho he wasnt very happy that i had fell in to the arms of nick not that nick was a bad guy jeramy didnt like the age difference, to me it and nick at first it was weird but we had came to find out that the age wasnt that big of a deal cause granted it was almost an eight year difference, but when you looked at nick you would never guess he was a day over 25 and we both acted that age as well. Nick had told kevin he had always seen kevin like a father figure and he always seeked his approval and he always wanted kevin to be proud of him, and Kevin was very proud and approved of me, kevin was proud to see his younger brother finally get his life together, Then Nick also wanted to tell Angel his baby sister he was closet to her out of all his sibling yes he was close to aaron and always would be but nick always felt that he had to protect angel and be more of a father to her then a brother, he didnt want that but he felt he ha to. Me and angel hadn't got along at fist she felt that i was only after nick for his money, but the more time we spent together the closer we had got, Pretty soon me and Angel had became best friends, and i had also became best friends with Liegh and Lieghanne, i was closer to Liegh then lieghanne not because brian and nick cause brian and nick was close again, But Nick was still closest to Howie so we spent alot of time together on tour and even on a breaks. it was nearing the beganing of june only a couple days away form y 21 birthday, and i was beganing to show in my pregnancy, and the due date was Nov. 10th and the boys we're still on their North Ameaican leg of the tour the last date on this leg of the tour was Nov 23. most poeple didnt think that it was a good idea or me to have the baby during tour and then at the beganing of the year go over sees with the baby for the last leg of the boys unbreakable tour, To me and nick and the guys we didnt see much of it as a big deal brian had done a great job with baylee granted baylee wasnt that young but the way the guys we're doing me and nicks child would be touring for a very much of her life, it wasnt a big deal to us..
"baby you going to sound check with us" Nick called form the front of the bus
"Nick came here please" she pouted
"Yes baby girl what do you need" he came to the back to the door
"Do i look fat in this" she pointed at her pink t shirt and white bamuta shorts and pink flip flops
" No baby not at all"
"you can see the baby bump tho" she touched her stomach
"Yes baby you cant hide it forever you know hun" He walked up to her and placed his hand on her bump "I think its sexy"
"Well of course you do its your child in there" she leaned up and kissed him
"Damn straight baby" he kissed her again " Sound check now please" he slapped her ass
"Okay okay lets go" she interlocked their hands
"You got everything, Qs out there waiting for us"
"Umm yeah i got everything, lets go" i smiled at him and i slid my sun glasses over my eyes as we walked off the bus Q was standing there waiting for us. there were fans standing out side waiting to get a glimpse of their favorite backstreet boy
"OMG NICK I LOVE YOU" girls were screaming Nick waved at them,
"Nick they are going to find out that im pregnant soon wont they" He nodded
"yes baby but i dont care im not ashamed of you or this baby"
"Yeah but your fans are very protective of you and they will flip when they find out that im have your child Mr. Carter" i told him when we walked in to the building
"God i love when you say that" he smiled
"What"
"when you say something about you carrying or having my child"
"Im just telling you the truth you know" i kissed him "now get out there" i slapped his ass
He looked back at me when he put his ear piece in "i love you baby girl"
"Love you too carter" he walked on the stage and the girls screamed
"Hey hey ladies what is up" he said in to the mic
"About time you get here Nicky" howie said
"hey five minutes late i had to tell the girlfriend she wasnt fat" he laughed "girls i swear i will never understand you people"
everyone laughed "Oooo Ashley Scott" Aj sang-a=long in the mic "come on out here please" he smirked
"Shes going to kill you dude" Nick laughed
"Uh oh your in trouble" brian oooo'ed
"Yes Mr McLean" i asked
"Last name Mrs.Carter" aj snapped back then laughed at the shock on nick and my face
"I Dont see nicks mom around so i dont know who your calling that" i snapped back, Nick laughed
"Sorry Mrs Scott, Okay anyways ashley can you get us some waters and towels," he laughed
"Jay shes going to like kill you, did you forget she knows where you sleep at night" Nick told him
"O shit i forgot"
"Hey family show here, Its Poop" brian laughed
"Sorry"
I walked back on on stage with 4 waters and 4 towels and their packet of aotugraph picture and 4 different colored sharpies their favor colors
I handed aj a water and a towel "Thank you Ashley" he smiled "O and your not fat" I smacked his arm playfully "Oww" he pretended to pout
"I still love you jay"
"Uh oh Nick jay is stealing your woman" Brian said in the mic to nick i handed howie his things i handed him the packet of pictures he usually like to sign them first
"thanks Ashley" i nodded at him and walked to nick.
"Nah im not worried about Jay he cant get this girl shes kinda stuck with me" He grabbed the water and towel and kissed "Arent you" he had the mic to his mouth
"Unfortunately" I laughed
"That hurt" he put his hand to his heart and acted as if he was in pain
i walked over to brian and handed him his stuff
"thanks ashley"
"anything else guys i asked"
"Are you pregnant a voice came form the audience"
nicks head snapped back to look at me and the guys head snapped to look at nick, He looked at me and he didnt have to say a word i knew he was asking if he should tell them, i didnt say a think i just nodded and smiled and stood there waiting for him to say something he turned to look at all the people.
"Ashley come here" he waved for me to come to him he was sitting on the stool and stood up and patted on the stool for me to sit down.
i sat down and he stood behind me.. he put his hand on my shoulder
"Okay so ummm.." i put my hand on his and rubbed it
"you can tell them if you want i whispered" i smiled at him
"Okay so Yeah i will be joining brian as a Backstreet Dad in november " he kissed the top of my head
"Awws" filled the air even the guys did it
"So do we hear wedding bells anytime soon" brian asked
i spoke up befor nick could. "Um we are having this baby and we are dating" i smiled at nick " and i love nick with all my heart but marriage and im sure nicky agrees with me is just not a step i want to take and i dont know if i ever will when im i might change my mind. we will see"
"I couldnt have said it better" nick spoke up
"okay well i have to get back to work, nice to see all you guys" i told the audience "rock their sucks guys" i told them
"Be careful okay dont stress your self to much" he leaned down and kissed " i love you with all my heart to" he whispered in my ear
i looked in the audience one more time and waved. i took a double look to see if who i had seen was really who i seen but i couldnt spot him
i walked off stage
"you okay Ash" Jen asked
"umm yeah"
"you like you just seen a ghost"
"I think i might have"
"what do you mean" she looked at me weird
"you cant tell nick you have to swear please jen" she nodded "Now im not completely sure but i think i seen mark out there"
"WHAT!! your ex the one that beat you" i nodded "Ashley i have to tell nick so he or Q can be with you all the time"
"No please dont okay i dont want him to stress over it okay besides i dont go anywhere with out Q anyways"
"Okay but if anything happens im telling him and the guys okay"
"okay, Thanks Jen"
"no problem, now get back to work" she smiled "ANd keep Q or Marcus and Big Rob with you at all time you hear"
"Yes mom" i laughed
30 minutes later the guys were about to start answering questions."okay so befor justin takes the floor and we answer questions. we have a birthday in acouple days an we will be a a short break then so we are going to sing miss Ashley happy birthday, So nicky C go get your girl"
"will do" he walked off stage to ashley "come one baby girl"
"What! No you didnt tell me about this" i smacked his hand away
"Oh shut up baby it was a surprise since your helping me plan your birthday party i had to get you some surprises so now get you pregnant ass out there now" he grabbed my hand
"Ugh fine but im so getting you back for this"
"i look forward to it" he laughed and pulled me out on stage
"Sit up here babe" Howie patted nicks stool and they all stood around me
"I hate you guys i hope you know this" Nick handed me an extra mic
"dont let her lie to you guys she loves us" Jay told everyone
"Okay i one two Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday dear Ashley, Happy birthday twoo Yooooouuuu" the guys sang while jen brought out a cake "okay make a wish" brian said i blew out my candles
"thanks guys" i siad as i laughed, my smile ended when i met the eyes of him, 'No it cant be no i thought wouldnt have to deal with him ever again theres no way, O god it is him, ' i thought to myself "okay you guys get back to your fans" i leaned up and kissed nick one more time and walked off stage with jen
"hes deff out there jen"
"okay well hun we will keep you safe okay you and the baby"
"thanks jenn just please dont tell nick inless you have to okay"
" I promise"
The guys had finished up there questions and had only five more fans to take pictures with.
"hey Jenn Im going to the bus okay the guys should be done in 5 or 10 minutes so im just going to head back now okay tel nick ill right and the rest of the guys and you still coming to our bus"
"yeah we will be out there in about 10 mins"
"kay" i hugged her and walked out of the building and to the bus i was almost to the bus when i felt a hand grab my arm "dang that was fast" i said and turned then was pushed to the side of the bus
"What did i tell you"
"Get off me mark i dont have to listen to you anymore you dont own me"
"I WILL always own you bitch have you forgot everything i told you"
"you dont own shit" I yanked my arm away
"Oooo are you getting brave, you should know better then to get brave with me, you know ill stomp you in the ground, Baby o no baby you should know that baby"
"Dont call me that you son of a bitch"
BAM!!! it stung at first then it went to a sting my hands when up to my face."What did i just tell you, Now you need to get your shit and come back with me now and i mean it baby, He dont love you he never will and he want love this bastarded thats in side of you"
"You better get out of here mark i mean it be...." i was cut off when a hand went on to marks shoulder and whipped him a around, the man instantly shocked mark right in the eye and he went to the ground i looked up to see Nick he was shaking his hand.
"Nick!!" i cried
"come here baby" he pulled me in to his chest, the guys where running towards the scene that had just happen
mark was standing up with his hand on his face there was blood "you just fucked up ass hole ill sue your ass"
Q and marcus and big rob and the rest of the backstreet boys and jenn came to a stop beside nick and i
"Do it i dear you, you can try and sue me for every dime i have but ill tell them what you did they will to they seen everything and im sure ashleys brother would love to tell them what he walked in on, to show you have a past with beating her, i was protecting my girlfriend and my unborn child" he looked to the three body grauds standing near "would one of you please get this piece of shit out of here" big rob took the job and pushed mark to get him moving "and if i see you even 100 feet near ashley me or my child ill have your ass put in jail"
"come on baby let get on the bus you guys coming" he asked the group
"Okay How the hell did he find you Ashley" Nick Snapped
"I...I..dont know nick im so sorry" I cryed
"Nicky Dont yell at her its not like she told him where she was or anything" howie spoke up
"Ugh...your right, Baby im sorry" he bent down on his knees infront of me "I didnt mean to yell at you.. Im just mad that he found you and he hit you and your pregnant im sorry baby i shouldnt have yelled and im not mad at you okay so dont think that im mad at him" i nodded at him
"Why didnt you have Q or big rob or marcus with you Ashley i told you to have them with you" jen yelled
"Im sorry i wasnt thinking i thought he was gone when i didnt see him anymore" i cried
"Wait What, You knew he was here" he asked i nodded yes "DAMNIT!!! yes What the hell was you thinking, you knew he was here and didnt bother to to tell me or Q or any of Ashley damn you Why the hell" he paused and looked at jenn "And you Knew Jenn you should have told me damn it , Ashley your fucking pregnant with my child and your going to put the baby and your self in danger like that do you even care"
"Im sorry nick i should have told you" jen spoke softly
"DO I CARE NICK,, DO I CARE,, YOU MAKE ME SICK" i yelled at him and took off out the bus
"Baby Please" he grabed my arm
"DOnt call me that" i yanked my arm away
"ill go talk to her" aj spoke up and took off
"Damn it how could she do that"
"Nick, She didnt tell you cause she didnt want you to stress out about it, she said that you been stressing out over her and the baby and that you was barely sleeping and she didnt want to pile on more problems, Nick She loves you more then life its self you need to realize that, You saved her life and now your giving her something he took away form her and she wants to be with you for the rest of her life," Jen spoke
"Wait what do you mean im giving her what he took away" he asked confused
"nuthing nevermind" jen shock her head
"whatever"
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"ashley wait slow down please you shouldnt run" aj said runing
"Ugh jay please" i stoped
"Ashley, i know he should have yelled at you or said what he siad but, He loves you ashley and your the mother of his child and it scared him when he seen mark, Hes scared to lose you and the baby, you have to give him some slack"
"Hes scared, jay im scared, im scared that he aint going to want me or this baby after i have it and he realizes that its more work then what it seems, I didnt tell him cause i didnt want to add to his stress thats it i swear jay"
" I know that ashley but you have to tell him that he loves you ashley and hes hurting right now, and when you told him not to call you baby, i think you might have broke his heart in to a million pieces" Aj laughed
"I know i should have said that but i was pissed, but if it broke his heart why did you come and not him"
Aj smiled and pointed nick was walking over to him he leaned in and hugged her "See i told you he loved you and his heart is braking please dont let it brake all the way" he whispered she nodded he walked past nick and put his hand on his shoulder and nodded and then took off back to the bus.
Nick stood there looking at her, her back was turned to him.
"Ashley Im sorry" he said as he shoved his hands in his pocket she turned and looked at him
"Its okay nick" now regretting telling him to call her baby she hated when he called her ashley
"No its not, i know you care and im sorry i shouldn't have yelled at you and said what i said but" he paused " Im scared out of my mind ashley and then when i seen him i was scared that he would hurt you or our baby and then when you didnt tell me that you knew he was around i was hurt that you didnt trust me to keep you safe" he confessed
"Oh, Nicky" she walked up to him and warped her arms around his waist. " I feel the safest with you, i didnt tell you cause you been going threw alot of stress and i didnt want to add on i thought that maybe if things got to stressful that you would just walk away form me and the baby"
"Never ashley i dont care how much sleep i lose or how much stress is built up i will NEVER walk away form you or our baby do you hear me" he looked in her eyes
" Yess, im sorry nicky"
"you have nothing to be sorry about ashley"
"Ughh..." she leaned up and put her hands on his face and kissed him deeply
"Whoa what was that for" he asked breathlessly
"For you to stop calling me Ashley" i smiled
Nick chuckled "good i hate calling you that and im not going to lie when you told me not to call you baby, it was like a knife when my heart, Stung"
"im sorry i was just mad i always want me to call me baby"
"good now lets get back to the bus befor they get to worried kay" i nodded and leaned in and kissed him deeply again
Author's Chapter Notes:
Sorry, its been forever, had some personal issues the father of my child left kinda been upset but the end of this story is near but ashley and nicks story will go on i have already started on the next story,
