"Yess Nick i have thought about it but you need to gain al my trust back befor we can get to that level again, but i swear i will marry you someday soon" i smiled at him
"Promise?"
"Promise" i leaned up and kissed him "now lets get to sleep" we got in to bed adn he pulled me against him, it felt good to be in his arms again, what i idnt know was that might be the last time.
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*Baby come on everyone waiting* nick yelled to the back of the bus where me and a pregnant lee was and nicoloas was we walked out to the front of the bus.
"Here we are" i walked up to nick and kissed him softy me and Lee and nick and howie walked out the bus to go meet brian and lieghanne and bay and kevin and kristen and thier son mason they was out side waiting on us. Me and Lee was on each side of nick i was holding the baby and howie was on the side of Lee When a car come speeding threw the parking and was headed right towards us, we didnt see it at first
"guys look out" kevin yelled we all looked to the side and seen the car
"MOVE!!!" Nick yelled then pushed me and Lee and thats when The car slamed right in to nick he went up in to the windsheild and off the car
Everyone else came running me and lee were screaming, JAy was holding us back brian and howie and kevin was over top of nick
"call 911 hes not breathing" Brian yelled at Howie. howie got on the phone, Brian began CPR on nick i was screaming nicks name and lee couldnt stop crying lieghanne was holding us both so was jay when we heard howie yell at kevin to quit we looked over and there was howie trying to pull kevin off of the driver
"YOU SON OF BITCH" Kevin kept screaming while puching the driver thats when i seen him
"MARK!!" I yelled
"what" AJ said
"thats mark" i pointed at the man howie had just pulled kevin off of nick
the abulance pulled up and took over what brian had been doing i walked up beside kevin and seen mark
"Its him" i said i handed the baby to lee i began to kick him "How could you,, How could you do this to ,,,, UGhhh,,, I HATE YOU"
"hey hey thats enough ma'ma" a cop pulled me of o him
"He did it on purpose" i said crying
"What!!" the cop looked at me
Howie walked up to me and wraped his arms around me "calm down hun just calm down"
"Thats mark Hes My Ex he beat me and he tryed to come after me months ago but him and nick got in a fight he siad it wasnt over,, He was driving the car he tryed to hit all of us but nick pushed us out the way he hit nick on purpose" i told the cop,
"Okay we need to get going ASAP" the EMT yelled
"Im coming Lee can you watch Nicoloas"
"sure, but you need someone to come with you"
"Ill Go Howie you should stay with lee and nicoloas make sure they okay ill go" Brian siad
"No Brian let me go" kevin said
"No Kevin you need to get your hand checked out okay and Please just let me do this i need to" Brian begged kevin
"Okay sure go, Take care of our baby brother"
"You know i will" me and brian climbed in to the abulance as soon as we took off i looked at brian he was crying
i grabed his hand and nicks "lets pray Brian" he nodded he began to pray "AMEN"
I leaned in to nick remember what he told me , Yet i never told him i heard him that day but i did i heard every word he siad to me in the abulance thats why i pushed myself to wake up to make it and i had to do it to him.. i had to push him
"Nicoloas Gene Carter i swear to god if you dont get threw this i wont forgive you i wont love you, neither will Your son so you have to make it threw this you hear me Nick i promise nick if you make it,,,,, Ill Marry you nick as soon or when ever or where ever you got to make it threw this you hear me,"
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They rushed nick threw the doors and told me and brian we had to stay back that they would come get us.
"im so sorry Brian" i looked at the older man that was crying
"O baby dont do that this isnt your fault mark did this not you hun," he put his arms around me and held me. we walked back to the waiting room and if things could not get worse the chennal that was on the tv was a specail on the boys, and at that momment is when i seen a grown man just break down, Brian lend againest the wall and fell to the ground when they showed him and nick goofing around. i seen how much nick really ment to brian it broke my heart to see brian this way i walked over to him and kneeled down and put my arms around him and he copied me,
"hes going to be okay brian" i whispered in to his ear
"i know i just never thought i would have to do CPR on him, god baby my heart stoped when that car hit him when he went up and i ran over there and seen him laying there me and his child hood went threw my head i seen it all even our fights, and its like some one killed me the only two ppl that mean more to me then nicky is lieghanne and baylee," brian pulled back and looked up at me " we cant lose him baby i cant live with out him thats my best friend my little brother what do with out" tears wouldnt stop flowing out of his eyes
"hes going to make it we dont have to think about that okay hes going to be okay i promise we wont lose him brian"
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