"Ugh are you kidding me" i held the phone up to my ear listening to the male voice on the other end "what ever nick"
"Sorry ashley tell bubby i love him bye" He hung the phone up
"I love....." i looked at the phone and seen where it read 'Call Ended' "you nick"
"you okay hun"i heard my best friends voice behind me i turned to look at her with tear filled eyes " Ooo Ash dont do that to ur self, he still just dont know how to react to mark running him over"
"I know leigh but he has no right to take it out on me, I thought that he had lost me once and he would never take the chance in losing me again i think hes cheating" i look at my dear friend
"Nooo hes not, Listen i think i might know something that will work"
"okay im listening" i listen to what she thinks i should do
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I looked around once more to make sure i wasnt forgetting anything "Okay ashley this is it its time" i look over the note once more
""Dear Nick,
I guess i was wrong your not stuck with me after all, Im Sorry i dont make you happy any more. and that i have made you so sick to the point you have fell out of love with me. If you ever really did love me maybe you just thought you did, well anyways Im sorry,
Good Bye,
Ashley Scott
P,s I'll Miss you Nickolas Gene Carter
i layed it back on the counter and took off the ring again, and sat it on the letter i walked to the door and befor i shut the door behind me i looked behind me for the last time, "I Love you Always," with that i shut the door and jumped into my packed car and drove off
I had finally pulled in to the drive way i remembered all to well and his loving face frowned when i stepped out of the car and shut the door
"Im so sorry baby girl everything will be okay nick will come threw" my older brother said in to my ear as i cryed in to his chest
" i hope so, Just god jer i love him so much and our son and why does he have to put me threw this why doesnt he love me enough"
"he does ash he does" he said to me as i carried my son in to the house
"I dont know but i guess we will find"
A few hours had past we had just got done eatting and i had just put bubby down to sleep and i walked out to the living room and seen my brother putting a movie in
" Like old times he said" he said with out even looking up at me
" How did you know i was standing here"
"your my baby sister i know things" he said looking up and smiled " so When dose he get home"
i looked up at the clock " about 5 mintues ago i would say he got home" i said as i sat down
"well lets forget about it and just watch this and see what happens"
i smailed up at my brother and i felt phone start to go off i knew who it was but i just wanted to see his name
"nick" i heard my brothers voice
"yep" i touched the ignore botton "ill give him a couple days" i said to my brother he just nodded
five mins had pasted when my brother spoke up "you know he loves you ashley"
"i dont know jer just he is different i have not seen him in a month me nor nikolas nor the new baby deserve this form him"
"i know i agree baby girl but i know he loves you he has changed so much because of you" he pointed at me
" i think this might be the end of it all jer i cant do this. off and on shit and then mark doing stupid shit and ughh i had nothing to do with that jer you know that right" i said tears started to fall
"yes i know that, its just hard for him, its just nicks way of getting threw things he has always pushed people away"
"well we will see he dont even know im preganat"
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