NICKS POV
"Im HOME" i yelled when i walked in but there was no sign of anyone, So i sat my things down, and walked in the kicthen to get a water when i turned away form the frig, thats when i seen it my heart sunk, Its her ring sitting on a paper i picked it up and i read it to my self, i ran up the steps in to our room every pic of me and her was knocked over i opened the closet doors her side was empty all expect for on thing her wedding dress, i ran to my sons room everything was gone, I took off back to what was once me and ashleys room i pulled my phone out of my pocket and called her it went to voice mail
"Baby girl where are you baby im sorry if you think i dont love you i love you more then anything you and our son is everything baby please come back I need you i cant live with out please"
I grabbed the picture of me and ashley at a sound check when she was pregnant and put it to my chest and slide down the door, praying she would come back,"im so sorry baby girl never ment for you to leave i need you pleace come back home i need you" i cryed to my self
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Days later
"Hey d row have you heard form nick" brian asked the man as he walked in to the studio
"No come to think of it i havent"
"should we go see if he is okay" brian asked
"yeah that would be best" they grabbed there things and took off to nick and ashleys house
They had knocked on the door for a good half hour and there was no answer but nicks Bmw was in the drive way
"lets go in" Brian opens the door and walks in they began to worry when there was no sign of anyone they finally reached nicks room and heard a whimper
"hello" they knocked no one replyed just the same whimper they opened the door slowly and there was nick in the corner of the room cuddled up to a picture frame they ran to him
"nick buddy whats wrong" howie asked
"She...She.. she left" he whimped out
"who ashley left"
"she thinks i never loved her, I did did did i cant live without her i need her" he said trying to stand up when he clampsed in to brians arms.
"howie call 911 he dont look to good"
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"Ashley?"
"Yeah Leigh"
"you need to come home hes in the hospital hes in deep depression he stavered him self and didnt have one thing to drink since the day you left howie and brian found him this morning in the corner of your guys room cuddled up to a picture of you guys,"
"omg is he okay leigh"
"if you come home he will be'
"okay im on my way can you watch bubby"
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"Is he okay brian" i walked into the room and asked brian who was sitting next to nick while nick was asleep
"ashley omg he will be why did you leave" he asked
" i didnt think he loved me anymore he wasnt coming home i had not seen him in a month and he hasnt told me he loved me since the last time he was in the hospital"
"trust me after what me and howie walked in to he loves you"
"can i have some time"
"as long as you promise to not leave i cant lose my baby brother ashley or my baby sister" brian looked into my eyes
"i promise" i smiled and hugged the man in fornt of me
I layed down in the bed once brian walked out and turned to face nick and i feel asleep
"Ashley get up" i heard a voice i looked up and it wasnt the bright blue eyes i wanted to see they were dark full of hate
"im sorry" i got up and straighted my cloths and looked back in to his eyes
" why are you hear" he said coldly
"cause leigh called and said it was bad i was worried and i still love you nick do you think i wouldnt come" i said little above a whisper
"well i dont want you here" he said full of hate
"Okay ill just come back when your ready to see me" i said wiping the taers and picking up my beg
"NO!! ashley i dont want you here i dont want to see you ever agian you was right i dont love you any more i hate you or what you have done and i just want you gone" he said then turned his head and would dare to look back at me
"Okay nick im very sorry that i have ruined your life ill be sure to get the rest of mine and bubbys things out of your house before you return home" i turned around and opened the door and right befor i left the room i turned to him " ill let bubby know that you love him very much and will miss him and ill be sure to let your child that im caring know the same good bye nick " and with that i shut the dorr i heard him yell my name but i couldnt go back there, i couldnt look at him because of the the things mark had done to me only one that, that had hurt worse then what nick had just done was take my first child that had ever carried away form me,
I had never thought it but that was the last time i saw the man i truly loved more then the world the father of my two children
Author's Chapter Notes:
Last Chapter.. i would like to thank ..Blueleeryan and catseye1769 for sticking with my story and the reviews. and keeping me writing the story
Chapter End Notes:
Plz review.. this is the last chapter, but dont worry its not the end for nick and ashley. the next story will be up soon.
