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"Hey D row whats up" nick says over the phone
"Hey Nicky Nothing much you on your way to the studio?"
"O yeah me and Baby are on our way aright now we about five minutes away did you need anything before we get there" he asked his older brother and who he had come closet to in to group
"O good we been trying to get ahold of her but she wasnt answering her phone, and yeah me and the guys were just talking bout getting some Micky dees if he want to stop that would be great"
"O we never heard her phone going off, sorry bout that bro but yeah it aint no problem ill stop you guys want what you guys always get" He heard Howie asking Brian and Jay what they wanted
"Yeah what we always get will be good well we will see you when you guys get here love ya lil bro"
"okay great love ya to man" nick closed his phone

After listening to nick and Howie phone call i layed my head back on the head rest and smiled to myself. then i felt nicks hand grab mine and interlocked his fingers with mine.

"what you smiling bout Hun?"
I turned my head to see him looking at me with his left eyebrow arched i couldnt help but let out a little giggle.
"O nuthing i think its just cute how you and the boys are so close and so much like a family"
"Well Babe I know i have my sisters and brothers and my dad in my life and dont get me wrong i love them with all my heart, but the boys have been pretty much been my family since i was 12 years old, they have been by my side for it all the past 15 years even when we was on break, i dont know what i would do alot o the time if they weren't in my life to save me alot of the times. when aj went in to rehab it killed me, when me and Brian and Kevin broke in to his house and found him..." He paused and swolled hard "Seeing him like that hurt me so bad i was very mad at him but i knew he was hurting with everything going on, i had so many feeling going on when all that happen. it was the first time i was emotional in live TV when we was on TRL, and it was also the last time i have been emotional at all i haven't cried on tear since that happen" he stared forward at the road blankly
i had never seen nick look like that, he had look like he seen a ghost. i felt bad but i was happy that he had told me how he felt about what happen so long ago.
i squeezed his hand slightly he looked over at me as he stopped in line at McDonald's, "You know nick i love that you shared that with me, Im sure Jay went threw alot knowing that you had seen him that away i mean you his little brother and im sure the last thing he ever wanted was for you to see him like that, but now look at him hes sober and is doing great you wont have to ever go threw that again" i leaned in and kissed him
he kissed me back then pulled away and put his for head to mine and looked me in my eyes. "you know your amazing right"
"haha i try" i dont know what it was about nick but he made me feel amazing and made me worth something
"well you dont have to your already are" he smiled at me right before he started ordering the food for the guys
"Baby you want anything?"
"Ummmm.. Yeah 10 piece nugget small fries and a large Sweet tea" he repeated after she told him

We waited on our food and arrived at the studio we was just about to walk in when nick stopped dead in his tracks and turned around to face me which scared me at first when i almost ran right in to him
"Whoa..nick...why did you stop?"
"Umm should we tell them about us?" he looked at me concern
"Umm yeah we should i mean we mise well be honest upfront cause people will find out and they our who we are both closet to if its okay with you"
"Yeah your right....i do want to talk to you tonight about some other stuff regarding everyone finding out."
"umm..what do you mean do you not want other people to know" i began to get worried that he was embarrassed of me or something "Are you embarrassed?"
"WHAT!!..ugh come on" he grabbed my hand and pulled me inside, i began to panic it was true he was embarrassed of me and now he was mad at me for calling him out on it.God what have i done.

"HEYY" aj, Brian, Howie, and Jen chimed at the same time as me and nick walked in. nick walked over put all the food on the table.
"heres your guys food be right back" nick snapped
"Nicky what the hell are you doing" Brian looked him confused while nick walked back to me and grabbed my hand and pulled me
"Im going to have a talk with my girlfriend!!" nick snapped again
"whatt!!!" they all shouted and looked at each other
he pulled me threw other rooms of the studio we went threw two rooms and finally he pulled me in to the bathroom he shut the door and locked it. my eyes were wide and had fear in them and one tear escaped my eye he turned around and his eyes soften when he seen me

"Aww baby dont cry" nick wrapped me in his arms
"Im sorry you scared me"
"Damn baby i didnt mean to be like that i shouldn't have been like that im so sorry baby forgive me"
"Nick its okay i forgive you, i pissed you off i dont blame you for doing it you had every right"
"Ughh what am i going to do with you here sit up here" he put his hands on my waist and lifted me to sit on the edge of the sink.
"Now look me in the eyes Ashley so you understand that im tell you the gods honest truth" he left my face by my chin in his and and our eyes locked "Ashley now you listen to me okay.. Im am no where near EMBARRASSED by you at all if you want me to go on TRL here so i can tell the world that i have the most beautiful and amazing girlfriend a guy could ever wish for i will. all i meant by what i said out side was that i know what your going threw with your ass of an ex boyfriend and i know how my fans can be so i didnt want to tell the world until you was ready to deal with the media following you around and always taking pictures of us. and all the drama and tabloids that come with being with me Ashley thats all i meant Ashley please you have to believe i would never ever be embarrassed of you Ashley, im PROUD that your MY GIRL"

All i could do was smile i could tell he was telling me the truth cause the look in his eyes.
"Nick can you do me a couple favors"
Nick looked at my confused. "Of course anything for you"
"Dont ever call me Ashley unless your mad at me, and nick please just kiss me" he smiled and then his lips covered mine. his tongue taped over my bottom lip until i opened my mouth so he could slide his tongue in. we was in to the passionate kiss until there was a knock at the door
"dammit" Nick mumble against my lips, i giggle a little bit "yeahh"
"you guys okay" Jen asked worried
"Yeah,, everything's Perfect we will be out just a minute" i seen nick smile to himself when i said perfect
"okay" Jen said before walking away, i leaned in and kissed nick again
"God Damn girl, you keep this up i wont be abale to walk" he smirked while kissing me
i pulled away and kissed his neck and i placed kiss all the way to his ear "one more favor nick promise to make love to me tonight' i kissed his neck one more time and i jumped off the counter and putt my hand to his chest and slide it across his chest while i walked past him to leave the
"You can answer me when you can talk again" i grinned towards the mirror when i seen his shocked face in the mirror then i walked out and shut the door behind i turned around and came face to face with Aj

"damn it jay scare the shit out of me please" i lightly slapped his arm
"Im sorry Hun didnt mean.. Sooo you and nick Huh?"
"Yess me and Nick" i smiled ear to ear
"About damn time but listen he screws up let me know and me and D row will take care of Blondie"
"Will do McLean"

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Nick placed his hands on the sink to help hold him self up after Ashley left the room

"Damn That girl. She is the first one to ever do that to me" talked to him self in the mirror
"Okay Carter pull your self together and get out there" he reached down and adjusted him self

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I was still talking to jay when nick walked out the bath room
"Whats good nick" aj asked
nick didnt say nuthing all he did was give aj a thumbs up
"Im impressed baby you got Mr.Nick Carter speechless what in the world did you do to him"
"Ooo Nothing" i said before i walked away
"Damn Nick what did she do give you a blow job"
"Haha No Shes telling the truth she didnt do anything really just kissed me" nick said as he watched her walk away
"Damn lucky man that you are"
"Man do i know. Look at her shes fine as hell"
"What have you done to her"
"what do you mean" nick asked in confussen
"She seems like she has more self- esteem you know what i mean"
"yeah i noticed that to,, well we better get in there before Jen cuts our balls off or something"


i was sitting there in one of the roll around chairs when nick and jay walked in the room.

"Nicky you better have not got your cum all over that bathroom" Jen said as nick walked up to me
"Up" he pointed for me to get up
"what Noo im sitting here get your own seat"
"Im am now up"
"ugh jerk" i said as i got up and nick sat down
"Hey hey hey" nick garbed me by my waist "i didnt say that you wouldnt get a seat" he pulled me down in his lap
"Who said i wanted to sit here" i told him as i got up
"where else would want to sit" nick asked
i walked over and sat in Jays lap "Oooo Score" jay shouted i laughed
"Fine whatever I dont give a shit" nick said pretending to get mad but he did make it convincing he turned around and pulled him self up the the sound board messing with who knows what i began to feel bad. i got up and walked behind nick and slid my hands down his shoulders on to his chest and interlocked my fingers with my other hand and kissed his neck

"dont be mad babe you know your all i want" i kissed his neck again
He smiled to himself knowing his plan worked "O i know thats why i pretended to be mad to get you over here" he told me while i kissed his neck and he had tilted his head to the right to give me more access to his neck.
"oooo your sneaky as i slapped his chest"
"damn straight i am" he smiled again
"Nick you have completely ignored my question that i asked you like twenty minutes ago i need to use the restroom.. so your cum better not be any where in that bathroom"
"Haha im not making any promises you might want to stay away form the sink area" He joked
"Nickolas!!" i slapped him even heard in the stomach.
"OWE damn it" he couched over a little "baby why would you hurt me like that"
"o shut up your fine, Jen there is none of his cum in that bathroom at lest there better not be" i said sternly while sitting down in his lap
"I was joking there is none in there what so ever" he laughed wile he wrapped his arms around me
"Ashley make sure he keeps working hes next to go in to the booth" Jen said as she walked away
"Baby I promise" Nick whispered in my ear i looked at him like he had two heads
"umm baby what you talking about"
"your last favor you asked me in the bathroom" he said with a smirk
"Ooo well then im holding you to that promise" i said as i leaned in and kissed him "baby roll over there so i can get my food that i still haven't ate"
"baby are you kidding me get up and get it"
"but nick im con fey i dont want to get up please baby"
"Nope i got to keep working"
i moved my hand down his chest and his stomach and to the brim or his jeans i slid my finger in just barely and ran along his pelvis bone.
"please baby" i asked again
"o i see how you play,,Fine,,but just remember baby i can play this game to"
"he he i knew you would see it my way" i leaned and kissed him "and for the record im looking forward to it" i said against his lips
"yeah im sure you Hun now here eat your food while i work you can stay in my lap." he kissed my temple

when i began to eat my food when it was nicks turn to do some harmony's so i sat on the couch with Howie while he was on a live chat with some fans and they decided to put up a live video. they got it up and running but before they did Jen asked me if i was okay with being introduce as as nicks girlfriend and there P.A.
"yeah im fine with it"

Jen started up the camera.

"say hi everyone" we all waved and said hi
"okay so BSB fans you know Howie, then theirs Ashley , then we have Aj, Brian dancing, there's taxi, and hi im Jen if you already didnt know, now if you have any questions about what you see just ask and we will try our best to answer as many questions as we can"

"Okay first question howie says, Where is Nick?" he asked jen
"Nick is here but hes in the sound booth here ill take you guys to see him" she walked over to the window and waved at nick and he waved back
"okay there's nick he should be back out soon"

Jen and howie and aj and brian answered alot of questions about 10 minutes later nick came out and told jay it was his turn. she he left to his harmony's, Nick came and sat next to me

"hey baby so did you tell the fans you was my girl yet?" he whispered in my ear
"No i really dont want to bring it up but if they ask we can tell them"
"okay thats fine with me"
"Haha Nick you better watch out look at all this" howie pointed at the screen
"Dude look ashley all these guys think your hot"
"Okay we have got like 20 of these so mise well answer it since nick is back" he looked at nick "this is the question, Hi so who is that sexy chick sitting in between howie and nick, is she single"howie asked jen
"Haha Okay so this is ashley and Ashley would you like to interduse your self to the wonderful BSB fans."Jen brought the camera close to me
"Hi Im ashley"i waved "Well Im the guys P.A which is there personal Assistant amazing job by the way" I smiled "Am i single Hmmm Well sorry to disappoint you but i do have a boyfriend ..Now all you girls dont try and kill me but im dating this wonderful man" I wrapped my arms around nick
"isnt she hot guys haha" he laughed "yes i know im a lucky guy". he lean in and kissed me softly
"Ugh makes us all sick.." jen said in to the camera
"They make sexy time in the bathroom" howie said in an accent
"omg you guys are crazy" i laughed against nicks lips
"okay next question, What happen to frick and frack?"
"What do you mean Yo Frick come here" Nick yells
"yeahh nicky," brian asked
"They want to know what happen to Frick and Frack?" nick said standing up
"Ooo Well frick and frack are still here you just got to come to the show and you will see them just like this" Brian Jumped on nicks back
"There was rumor that you to began to hate each other is that true" Howie asked another question form a fan
" Me and Nick HATE each other Not in a million years hes one of my best friends My little brother, My Video game buddy" Brian said as he got of nicks back
"you okay baby" I asked nick
"Ooo yeah im fine" He pulled my down on his lap
"then why did you walk all the way over here so they didnt have the camera on you anymore, you look upset baby"
"No im fine baby"
"Okay whatever you say"
"Ashley listen ill tell you about it when its time okay, not many people know everything one the boys okay so please"
"Yes Nickolas" i snapped as i got up
"Baabyyy dont be mad at me please"He grabbed me and pulled me back down
"im not mad at you Nickolas"
"Yess you are cause you using Nickolas, Now baby please dont get mad over this i promise ill tell you somebody"
"Ughh.. Nick listen im not mad at you for not telling me what ever is wrong i understand.. i have things nobody knows besides me and one other person, cause its to painful, nick im not mad at you at all okay"
"okay then why do you keeping calling me that"
"cause you called me ashley so i called you nickolas" i smirked at him
"Ooo im sorry baby, im not mad at you i just called you that to get you to realize that im being serous im sorry"
"its okay hun" i kissed him "now get back to work"
"im working just fine with you here, Just cuddle up here on me and relax" he pulled my legs on to his lap with me.
"Oo con fey" i rested my head on his chest and yawned i smiled to my self. and feel asleep

****MEAN WHILE****
>>>Nicks POV