Summary:
I am Nick Carter, 30, in a relationship and singer in best-selling boyband in the world the Backstreet Boys. I should be happy about how things are but years ago I screwed up big time and I realize it now because she is back, more beautiful then she ever has been and she is successful...
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 47
Completed: No
Word count: 102602
Read: 15776
Published: 09/02/10
Updated: 10/17/11

1. Chapter 1 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (975 words)

2. Chapter 2 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1119 words)
This will be the last chapter for now coz I am on vacation next week but please feel free to review and let me know if you like it :)

3. Chapter 3 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1810 words)

4. Chapter 4 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1964 words)

5. Chapter 5 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1127 words)
I decided to write Leighanne's POV as well because she is getting a big part of Neela life again. Enjoy and please review =D thanks :))

6. Chapter 6 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2611 words)

7. Chapter 7 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1885 words)

8. Chapter 8 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1498 words)

9. Chapter 9 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2757 words)

10. Chapter 10 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1324 words)

11. Chapter 11 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3078 words)

12. Chapter 12 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1780 words)

13. Chapter 13 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1980 words)

14. Chapter 14 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2260 words)
Thanks for all your reviews I really appreciate them :D
This Chapter is told from GIULIA's and NEELA's POV
I know it was supposed to be NICK's POV but since he is unconsciousness I thought it would be better to do it this way :) enjoy it :D and let me know what you think :))

15. Chapter 15 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1578 words)

16. Chapter 16 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1719 words)

17. Chapter 17 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2257 words)

18. Chapter 18 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1786 words)

19. Chapter 19 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1945 words)

20. Chapter 20 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2669 words)
Hot!!!

21. Chapter 21 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3010 words)

22. Chapter 22 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2993 words)

23. Chapter 23 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1988 words)

24. Chapter 24 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1995 words)
Thanks so much for all your reviews I really appreciate them.
This is once again Leigh's POV.
Hope you enjoy reading it! Please tell me what you think :)

25. Chapter 25 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2701 words)

26. Chapter 26 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2287 words)
this is again a mix of the POV's :) so many things happen so I decided it's the best to enter Alex mind as well :) hope you will like it, please let me know :) thanks xoxo

27. Chapter 27 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3140 words)

28. Chapter 28 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1967 words)

29. Chapter 29 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3193 words)

30. Chapter 30 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2274 words)

31. Chapter 31 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2539 words)

32. Chapter 32 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1597 words)

33. Chapter 33 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1641 words)

34. Chapter 34 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2258 words)
Sorry I know it's been a while since have updated but I had a bad writers block, hope it's gone now.
WARNING : this is an extreme HOT chapter :) hope you like it :)

35. Chapter 35 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3274 words)
thanks to a real good friend for helping me wiht this chaper :)

36. Chapter 36 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2791 words)

37. Chapter 37 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2679 words)
sorry for the delays on updates but I had a huuuuuge writers block which is hopefully gone! please review and let me know what you think ! thanks :) xoxo

38. Chapter 38 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1688 words)
I am sooooo sorry for this huuuuuge delay but well I had a really bad writersblock ... again :( hope you like it and please review to give me more inspiration. thanks in advanced!

39. Chapter 39 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1299 words)

40. Chapter 40 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1966 words)

41. Chapter 41 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1962 words)

42. Chapter 42 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3821 words)

43. Chapter 43 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1826 words)

44. Chapter 44 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (3417 words)

45. Chapter 45 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1982 words)

46. Chapter 46 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (2834 words)

47. Chapter 47 by NeelaCarter [ - ] (1358 words)