We were dancing and having fun until I got tapped on my shoulder. Confused by instantly changed looks on the faces of AJ, Rochelle, Leigh and Howie I turned around and there she was. Brooke, my ex – girlfriend, with a couple of girls who were probably friends of her. My heart turned cold in instance when I saw her. “What do you want, Brooke?”I asked. “I… I just want a minute to talk to you” she said with that soft voice of hers. In the past I used to love that soft voice of her. Now it only reminded me at the way she treated me.

The way she used to lie to me about where she went and who she was with. I’d proposed to her, although nobody else knew about that. Before I had the opportunity to tell anybody about it I caught her with another guy. About 5 days after I’d proposed to her she  had a two day seminar in LA and that she had to stay over there for three nights in a hotel. She told me that she was a bit nervous about it all. And I decided to surprise her. I got 2 days off from work and went to LA, as a surprise, and got in the hotel. I should’ve sensed something at the reception desk because that guy gave me a strange look when I asked for Brooke. But I ignored that and went up to her room. I knocked on the door and I heard giggling inside. And for a second I thought that I heard a lower voice. But at that moment, standing in front of the hotel room door, I thought that must be the TV or something. I knocked again and the door flew open. And there he was. Half naked and with a bed head. “Who are you” he said. “Well, I guess I could ask you the same question” I said. “What the fuck are you doing in my fiancés hotel room” I asked surprisingly calm. I stepped inside and pushed that moron away from me. “Your fiancé?” he asked shocked. He turned around to Brooke. And for a second there she was, completely shocked to find me and him together in the same room. “Nick, eh sweetie, what are you doing here” she stuttered. “I came here to surprise you. But it looks like you don’t need me at all. Here, keep this consider our engagement off okay” I said with my heart pounding really fast. I took of my engagement ring and threw it through the hotel room. “But sweetie, I can explain…”. “Don’t you “sweetie” me Brooke. It’s over” I yelled. I turned around and walked out of the room. Things were all a blur from that moment. I walked outside the hotel and apparently the drive home went well because I got home safe without accidents. I can’t remember anything about that drive home. The only thing I remember is the pain that I felt. 

Undone - backstreetboys
Your Words Burn
They're Melting
What We Had
I'm Breaking Down

No Reason, No Warning
No Love Loss
You Might As Well...

Take Our Pictures Off The Walls Tonight
I Don't Wanna See You No More, I Don't Wanna Feel You No More
Take Our Memories, Throw Them All Aside
I Hope You Finally Get What You Want, Now You Know...

I Didn't Wanna Live Without You, I Didn't Wanna Love Without You
I Used To Think I'd Die Without You, Now It's Killing Me
That We Could Be Undone
I Can't Feel Without You, You Know I Can't Deal Without You
And Now I Got A Life Without You, And It's Killing Me
That We Could Undone

This Constant
Echoing In My Head
I'm Spinning 'round
You Seem So Unaffected
While I Go On In This Hell

Take Our Pictures Off The Walls Tonight
I Don't Wanna See You No More, I Don't Wanna Feel You No More
Take Our Memories, Throw Them All Aside
I Hope You Finally Get What You Want, Now You Know...

I Didn't Wanna Live Without You, I Didn't Wanna Love Without You
I Used To Think I'd Die Without You, Now It's Killing Me
That We Could Be Undone
I Can't Feel Without You, You Know I Can't Deal Without You
And Now I Got A Life Without You, And It's Killing Me
That We Could Be Undone

That We Could Be Undone
You're Talking Now And I'm Hearing Everything That You Say
And I'm Holding On As Gone Is The New Phrase And It's Dragging Me Along To My Grave...

You're Talking Now And I'm Hearing Everything That You Say
And I'm Holding On As Gone Is The New Phrase And It's Dragging Me Along To My Grave...

I Didn't Wanna Live Without You, I Didn't Wanna Love Without You
I Used To Think I'd Die Without You, Now It's Killing Me
That We Could Be Undone
I Can't Feel Without You, You Know I Can't Deal Without You
And Now I Got A Life Without You, And It's Killing Me
That We Could Undone

That night was probably the worst night I’d ever felt. I didn’t sleep at all. I was so angry, so hurt. I was devastated. How could she do this to  me. I cried my eyes out that night. I knew that I could call one of the guys or Aaron and that they immediately would come over but I couldn’t. I didn’t want to see anybody at point. It was the longest night of my life. The next morning when the sun came up I threw all her stuff in a couple of boxes and threw them out in the garden. I knew it would be a rainy day that day but so what, screw her. She didn’t care about my feelings so why should I bother to care for her. I packed my bag and left off to Brian.

Of course she stalked me with phone calls, e-mails, text – messages, hand written letters which I threw in the garbage can without reading them etcetera. She even contacted the guys and my parents to come in contact with me. But I ignored her. I didn’t want anything to do with her. If somebody pulled me a stunt like that I didn’t feel obliged anymore to reason with them. After a while it turned out that this seminar wasn’t the only thing she lied about. A lot of dirt came up about her.

“You have nerve coming up to me like that. Now why, on earth, do you think that I want to talk to you” I snapped. “Listen Nick, I know things haven’t been all good between us but…” she said. “What are you talking about Brooke. I thought I made myself clear. You mean absolutely nothing to me anymore. I don’t know what excuses you want to give me about your behavior but I’m not interested. Now leave before I let you get thrown out by the security” I raised my voice. “Listen Brooke, I really think it’s best if you left” Howie said. He walked up to her and guided her outside of the club. I took a deep sigh and had a big sip of my vodka. I looked at Kirsten. She seemed in shock. “Who was that?” She asked. “My ex” I answered. I walked up to her and wrapped my arms around her. “I’ll tell you all about it tomorrow ok. Things got really ugly between us. She cheated on me and I caught her while doing that. I’ll tell you the whole story tomorrow ok” I said being tired. “It’s okay baby. I love you” she said and she kissed me. I gave her a intense kiss back. Right at that moment, as if it was planned the next song came up;

loyd ft little wayn dedication to my ex

Hey ya
I came to talk about this girl that had my love it seems
I went away for a while
She gave my love away
I really shouldn't blame her
But now that pussy is a stranger

[Lloyd]
Baby, something's on my mind I gotta say it
Yeah, your pussy done changed
It's the same girl and that's a shame
(A crying shame baby)
Oooh, ain't being funny
I know another bee's been in that honey
Ooh, baby, her pussy done changed
It's such a shame girl and that's a shame
(Who the hell you giving my loving to girl?)

Oooh Nooo
Tell me where that pussy gone
Cause it don't feel the same
(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)

Oooh Nooo
(Why you do me like that baby)
Why is that happening to me
Oooh Nooo
She told me that it was not missing

(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)
Oooh Nooo
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
She, she used to be a really special lady
I guess she's feeling kinda freaky lately
It's such a shame cause now the pussy's changed
(Pussy changed)
She used to squeeze me
Grip me tight so she can please me
But now-now, that pussy changed

It's such a shame, that pussy changed
Oooh Nooo
Where did ya pussy go?
Cause girl, I need to know

(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)
Oooh Nooo

I'm about to kill it bitch
Oooh Nooo
She gave away all my money
(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)
Oooh Nooo
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Damn darling, do change your all?
I'm your number fan belt they are not important
I don't use a cordless, microphone avoiding
They don't feel real to me
Meaning real woman
Others spit on me
You the prima on the line, bean green box
When I couldn't afford a Ford
Clean socks scooting across the floor in your grandmama's house
Hand on your mouth
You yap too much about the penny henny
This mechanic is so uncanny
X-men, x-men, your ex-boyfriend should thank me that I took you off his hands
No, I can't bring another beach to the sand
And no, I am well aware that you can bring a man to his knees
And get what you need without saying please
But can you bring a man to his feet when defeat is on repeat
And they put this man's Grammy's on the street
What? Why so quiet?
Hate that all of our memories happened in a Hyatt
You were perfect before you went on a diet
You was way different, you think I don't remember
Shit, the magazine got to your head
Now somebody you don't even know got you in bed
Bet you bloodied on me, know you don't like red
Or was it fuchsia, fuck it, our future is dead

I thought a pussycat had 9 lives man...

Oooh Nooo
(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)
Oooh Nooo
She gave away all my shit
(I miss that pussy, that pussy, that pussy, that pussy)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I miss ya girl

(Fuck that bitch!)

We laughed and all had fun during that song. Me, AJ and Howie goofed around and so did the girls. It made my heart feel a little lighter again. The rest of the night we didn’t see her anymore.

After an hour of dancing and drinking, we went to the ultra modern lounge area, with large purple couches and a modern low, shiny, white tables. We ordered drinks and chilled out. I felt that the alcohol did his job. I noticed Kirsten got giggly too. She was so funny. And she fitted remarkably well in the group.  Everybody was tipsy at that point.
 
(Writers note: I know AJ in real life has had problems with substance abuse and all but lets pretend, in this story, he doesn't have these issues ok!)
 
Leigh asked if we'd felt like going wall-climbing together tomorrow, as a group activity. She'd already asked Kevin and Brian and they signed up for it. I knew Brian was scared of heights. I'm scared of heights too but if Brian decided to actually do the climbing thing people (and especially Kirsten) might think that I was a loser or something. So not climbing was definitely not an option for me. I wanted her to see me as her own strong, though and sexy man. Yes ladies, I know it's best to be honest and show my emotions and fears and all but I wanted to impress her so I didn't. I quickly discussed it with Kirsten and we decided to join them. They would pick us up at three p.m. So we had enough time to sleep and rest for the next day.

Kirsten:

I had a great time and Howie and AJ and their wives were so kind to me. It felt like I knew them for ages. The only thing that bothered me a little was that incident with his ex – girlfriend earlier that night. I didn’t had a good feeling about that but I decided not to let it spoil my night. I was glad that Howie guided her out of the club. I danced with Nick and AJ  and Leigh and Rochelle danced with Howie. After the dancing we went into the lounging area and we sat down for a while and ordered new drinks and talked (well goofed around is more appropriate). I had my purse on my lap.  I was pretty tipsy but fortunately I wasn’t the only one. I saw Nick looking at me with that horny glaze. I blinked at him and licked my lips to turn him on. Of course I did my best not to get noticed by the others and it worked. “Wait until we get home” he whispered in my ear. “And then what?” I whispered back. I turned to him and he quickly got his hand between my legs and stroked my “love” area. Wow. In an instance I got so turned on. “I don’t want to wait, I want you now” I whispered in his ear. “Ey you two, there are others around you, come on behave” AJ said. Everybody laughed loud.  “Later princess, I promise” and he blinked and gave me a little kiss. Nick’s phone started zooming on the table. It was Aaron. He was in front of the club and wanted to know where we were.  Nick told him that we were in the lounge area. After a couple minutes  Aaron came in with his sister Angel and her boyfriend. I got introduced to them and it clicked right away. Everybody chit – chatted and I listened to these different conversations. I really felt accepted by all of them. They treated me like I was one of them and that felt so good. Nick told Aaron and Angel about the encounter with Terry, earlier. They were shocked. “Wow, it’s unbelievable. I’m glad I wasn’t there” Aaron said angry. “Sad woman, really” Angel replied.

After we finished our drinks we got back to the dance floor. A couple of Latin pop songs were played and everybody danced. Howie and Leigh where doing an awesome Latin dance. I have had dance lessons myself so I knew how to do it. I did a piece from the dance on my own and Aaron quickly joined me. I saw Nick being looking very impressed. Aaron gave me a big smile. “I see you can do the Rumba” he smiled. “Yes, I can” I smiled. “Nice, I hope a rumba song will come along tonight” Aaron smiled and gave me a blink. Suddenly he walked up to the DJ. He asked something and came back. Suddenly I heard the intro of the Rumba version of Michel Telo – Ai Se Eu Te Pego. I looked at Aaron with an amazed gaze. He smiled and winked me with his index finger. If you know the movie Dirty Dancing than you know how it looked like. I walked up to him and we danced the Rumba. While dancing I saw Nick being completely amazed. “You are doing perfect” Aaron said cheery. “Thank you, you’re not a bad dancer yourself” I answered with a big smile. We stole the dance floor, together with Howie and Leigh and some other couples in the club. This was so much fun. Me and Aaron enjoyed the dance together. When the song ended he took my hand, bowed for me and kissed my hand. “Thank you” he said and hugged me. Nick walked up to us. “Amazing” he said “that looked awesome”. “Thanks sweetie” I smiled and gave him an intense kiss. Aaron smiled to me and Nick. “Your girlfriend sure knows how to dance. She’s talented” he said. “Thank you Aaron” I said. “I mean it. Listen I’m going to get something to drink. What can I bring for you?” he asked. “You can do me a sweet white wine” I said. “Me a vodka little bro’” Nick said. Aaron walked up to the bar. “Maybe I should get dance lessons too. Because I want to be the one to dance with you like that babe. ” Nick said in my ear. “Aaah” I squeaked “Are you jealous?”. “A little” Nick gave me sad look. “Aaah, baby” I squeaked and kissed him. “Maybe we can take dance lessons together” I suggested. “If you want to, sure” he said with a smile. “I’ll promise I’ll be as good as Patrick Swayze in Dirty Dancing” he said. “Sweetie, you are a Backstreetboy. You are way better than Patrick Swayze” I tried to cheer him up.

The rest of the night was great and we had much fun. In the early morning we finally got home. We immediately went to bed and I had to admit that falling asleep in Nick’s strong arms and his warm body against me was a fantastic experience.  It was the best night of sleep I ever had.