Walking into the room, thinking to myself “ Wow a room full of hotties”

                There was only one other girl in there and that was my assistant Dina. She was 5’8 and thin and blonde hair and blue eyes. Comparted to her, I knew I was going to be nervous walking in there. I myself, was 5’6 and a little on the bigger side. I had long redish hair with waves that were inheaited from my mom.

                 “Wow” I said to Dina , “ The room is filled with hotties, how am I suppoed to do this?”. “ Really Alex, you’ve done this before, but just think there all girls, best way”. As I laughed I tried to be quiet as we were standing outside the glass door that separated us from the hotties room as I called it.

                Walking into that room that day had been the hardest ever. Standing up in front of those men looking up and me and Dina was uneventful. As soon as Dina walked into the room the men were glanceing at her up and down and look at her like she was the hottest woman ever. When I had walked into the room the men just looked at me and then back at Dina.

                “Dina I don’t think I can do this” whispering to her at the head of the table , right before we were going to present.

And as Postive as Dina always was “ We can do it, we have a great chance at nailing this file”

Wiispering to myself, I have never felt so ugly and fat in my entire life. “oh well” I thought, I was never going to see any of these men again or hear from them ever again.

                I was so wrong, the presentation that day went  as expected and we had about 3 or 4 of the men intrested into buying into the  “Flicks” kicten gaget. But to what happened after the presenation I was not expected at all.

                The Blonde man with magical blue eyes walks up to me after Dina left the room, “ You guys did great, so is your friend, colleage single or wanting a good night in town”

                “Excuss me?”

                “ Um your colleage, she’s georgous, I’m sure she’d like what I’d have to offer”

                “No, that’s where you have it wrong, Dina is her name and she’s in a commited loving relationship with a guy who is way better looking then you.”

“ Well well, no need to be testly, keep it down, well why don’t you join me then” And grabed my love handle as I called it,

                “ Who the hell do you think you are” I yelled, “ Your nothing but a scum bag who wants to bang every good looking woman who you come across and by the way I’m in no need anyone’s sloopy seconds” I smacked his hand away

“ Well fatty, I would never want to bang someone with such attuite , I’ll just go find some other girl who is a lot less fat”

“ Fuck you buddy, Man you think your so hot looking the way you do, and all you are is fucking male horror”

By this time people were looking and his comapy colleges has been peering around the corner. By chance Dina had forgotten her tablet and she came into the room,

                “ Um Blonde hair man, speaking to my friend the way you have, you have no right to. She’s a beautiful , wonderful girl who you piggish man will never get to know, because you can’t look past your own insecurities”

                As Dina turned to me “ Come along Alex you don’t need this, and by the way Mr. Blonde hair you probally have a small cock that can’t even get it up for any girl” Laughing, Dina nudges me as we leave the room.             

Its funny to think back as I look over and Nicklous who is emailing another client and checkout every single girl who has walked by.

                That day with Dina was the great, I felt we both had a lot of woman power. When we had gotten back to Florida we found out a week later we had nailed the project and we signed someone. Two weeks has gone by and as I walked to my Office to see Flowers on the desk.

                Flowers? Who would of sent me flowers. I asked my office assistant Kate who they were from, she had no clue but she told me a expensive flower company droped them off this morning. “hmm” I said to myself wonder who they were from.

                Opening the card, my jaw droped inside was written a letter from the dushbag himself  apologising for calling me fat and thinking I was sloppy seconds

                Alex

                Please take this as an apology to you, I’m deeply sorry for how I acted and it was not profesinal, I’m not usally a jerk like that , but you caught me on a bad day. Before the meeting had started, I’d had over heard your friend and you talking, and I’d like to show you around Califorina , and show you what a great place it is to live. – Bad day my ass I thought ,

                I’m deeply sorry for the way I treated you and would like to invite you out to Califorina for a true apology dinner. I know you may say no, but I am truly sorry, and I’d like to make it up to you.

                Nicolas

                Wow Flowers and an invite to Califorina, I’m going to have to talk to Dina about this.

That night I went home… oh my gosh, oh my gosh who does this guy think he is sending me flowers and thinking he can just invite me out to Califorina. I’m so upset at him but at the same time there were a few places I did want to look at and it would be great to see them and use this as an excuss… But why would I want to see that piggish man again… uhhh the way he treated me and the way he talked about Dina and then those words said to me…

                How could I do this to myself, I’ve been trying to be really positive with my life  ever since we got back to Flordia, I’ve been nailing the projects here and when I heard that we nailed the Flicks Kitchen wear it made me feel great about my job. But then there still was a part of me who wanted to go take the transfer to Califorina to be an exiative of the new company there. It mean I’d have a lot more free time and would be albe to do my job from just my blackberry.

                Why did Nicolas have to be so hot. Why did the room full of guys have to include the one who was ultimilly going to insult me… uhhhhhhhh… this was going to be a long night. Thankfully Dina had agreed to come over the next morning and talk to me!

                The door bell rang at 8am on the dot…. Dragging myself out of bed I went downstairs to open the door… good old Dina walking right in and awake and dressed casual “ Wake up sleepy head , we have so much to talk about”.

                “Dina how can you be so cheery, I’m half asleep and all I want to do is crawl back into bed and forget I ever went to work and saw the prettiest flowers anyone has ever sent me…uhhh… give me a few and I’ll be down”. I walked upstairs and got dressed, I suddenly became aware that this day was real, it was no dream yesterday, I did receive flowers and now I’m going to have to made a dission about what to do.

                Walking downstairs, Dina was in my living room staring at the flowers on my Fireplace mantal, “Aren’t they beautiful” , “ Yeah they are Alex, wow I’ve never seen anything like these, there just so… wow” Dina added staring at them.

                “What are you going to do, Would you really go to Califorina? He was such a Jerk, and a pig and he tired to sleep with me and then you? That’s hurtful and I’m not going to let any guy as hot as he is treat my friend that way…” Dina said looking over taking a seat on my love seat.

                My front room was basic, a Fireplace lye as soon as you walked in and off to the side was my huge window that looked out to my street, and the other houses. On the other side was the door way to my dining room with the wall that my coutch was on and love seat off that. With pictures of flowers, and nature hung all over my place, I liked living where I was but it was expensive.

                “ I know” taking a seat on the coutch, “ Its just… I don’t know, here read the letter again” as I handed Dina the letter I just did not know what to do.

                Dina looked at it, looks up at Alex in shock, “Alex, he invited you out to Califorina?” she said with a shocked look

                “ Um did I forget to mention that?”  I said… laughing, “ Yeah you did Alex, he’s not safe, what if he gives you a drink and rapes you, Alex I know you’re an adult but with how the hell he was talking, I would not be supprised if he actually did that to you” Dina said with concern in her voice

                “ Dina, really you think blonde asshole is really going to do that?” I looked at her in shock, she usually never saids mean stuff about anyone, but I really did not blame her. “ Alex you really got to think about this, maybe phone his company, try to find out some backround information on him. All we know is he might be a fake CEO, but I’d said he’s part of the Pimp Club, are you thinking of going to Califorina?” Dina asked

                “ I don’t know,  I was going to look at a few places in a few weeks, this sorta gives me an excuss to go and I could make it a business trip to talk to the firm for our company there… Dina I don’t know, a part of me really wants to go but another part doen’t, Nicolous really hurt me, what he said, his actions, he’s a pig and I really got to remind myself of that too” I said putting my hands on my head trying to focus on what was really happening.

                “Alex, I’m just saying you really got to watch out. Yeah Califorina would be great but I don’t trust blonde asshole, I really don’t. He’s just got to hurt you, I get that vibe from him. He’s no good scum, and you know all he wants to do is sleep with anyone who will take him. If you go, don’t trust him please” Dina walking up and sitting besides me on the coutch, “ I know what you mean, he is an asshole, the letter and what he said, I don’t know. His letter got me thinking more about Califorina, I’ve  really wanted to go there for so long, I just… uhhhhh…” Looking at Dina

                For the next hour we kept talking about my dession about leaving to go to Califorina or not. We kept talking over and over again about Nicolas, and what was his motive to get me out there. I kept thinking what was his motive, he did not want me as a girlfriend and he really did not want to sleep with me. Was he really sorry, I knew in the back of my mind he was not sorry, he was just another asshole Dina and I had run into but for some reason he was sorry.

                “ Dina, I bet he’s invited me out because I yelled infront of his company” I laughed, “ Yeah you could be right.” Dina said

                “ Look we’ve talked about this for awhile now, Phone his company Monday morning, I’ll cover for you, you don’t have any meetings and find out more about him. See if he was really being Sinsire. If he is, I don’t know go out there cause you want to anyway, but just be careful. Yes he’s a total asshole and we want to kick him hard in the balls, but maybe just see what he’s going to say. Maybe he’ll have a hot friend” Dina said smiling

                “ I still don’t know, but heck why not, I’ll call there , find me the number. I have his last name on his card and I’ll reseach him to see what type of guy he is at work. I do really want to go out there, I just wish he was not so hot” I said blushing

                “ Alex, first time I heard you call Mr.Asshole hot”, “ Yeah he is but he’s an asshole and hurt me a lot and has lost my respect, he’s not getting away that easily. Anyway if I get a nice house, I’ll just make you move in with me in Califorina” I said smiling……..

                After Dina left that afternoon, I went upstairs and got dressed and thinking about what I was to do on this lovely weekend. Go get groceries, store, and errons Dina was suppoed to do but did not cause she helped me… uhhhhh… what a day.