On his 17th birthday, Nick confesses his deepest, darkest secret to Brian. Little does he know that Brian is hiding a secret of his own.
Rated: PG-13
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Slash M/M
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 46
Completed: Yes
Word count: 81299
Read: 91152
Published: 02/07/19
Updated: 02/14/21
1. Chapter 1 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1609 words)
2. Chapter 2 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1359 words)
3. Chapter 3 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1469 words)
4. Chapter 4 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1496 words)
5. Chapter 5 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2016 words)
6. Chapter 6 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1445 words)
7. Chapter 7 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1237 words)
8. Chapter 8 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1300 words)
9. Chapter 9 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1251 words)
Hey everyone. Sorry for the delay in updating. I was kind of stuck on this chapter and had to rewrite it twice. I hope you all enjoy this and if you’d like to review, feel free to tweet me at FrickingKaos on twitter, or post in my update thread on the Absolute Chaos Discussion Boards. I love hearing your thoughts on my work.
10. Chapter 10 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1402 words)
Hey guys! Just wanted to say thanks so much for reading this story. I also wanted to add that if you’d like to review you can email me at sithhappens21@yahoo.com as well.
I always enjoy hearing feedback :)
Here is Chapter Ten, this chapter came kinda quick for me after my Friends marathon ended. So I hope to have another chapter after this one before the week is over, hope you all enjoy!
11. Chapter 11 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1539 words)
Hey everyone! This chapter went through a few rewrites, especially the scene at the end of the chapter. I hope you do enjoy it and let me know what you think!!
12. Chapter 12 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1401 words)
Sorry for the delay in this update, but I do hope you enjoy this turn that we are about to take.
Feedback is always appreciated :)
13. Chapter 13 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1594 words)
14. Chapter 14 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1590 words)
Hey everyone! Sorry for the delay in this chapter, I’ve been busy with work and visiting the boys in Vegas during the week. Jet lag is not my friend. Hope you all enjoy this chapter!!!
15. Chapter 15 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1701 words)
So sorry for the delay in this update, but I have been busy with work. I do hope you enjoy this chapter as I had to go over it a couple times to get it just right. thanks for reading :)
16. Chapter 16 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2160 words)
This chapter took me a bit to edit so I apologize for the late update. Hope you enjoy.
17. Chapter 17 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1871 words)
18. Chapter 18 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1298 words)
I want to apologize for the late update this week, I meant to update this on Monday but I’ve had a lot going on personally. Hope you enjoy this chapter even though it’s a bit short. Thanks for all the feedback as well, it makes me really happy to see people are enjoying this as much as I am enjoying writing it.
19. Chapter 19 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1215 words)
20. Chapter 20 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1340 words)
21. Chapter 21 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1527 words)
22. Chapter 22 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2091 words)
23. Chapter 23 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1472 words)
Hey everyone. Sorry for the delay for this chapter. I was away earlier this month, then I got sick and have been busy. I hope you all enjoy this chapter. Thanks for being patient!
24. Chapter 24 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1988 words)
25. Chapter 25 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1518 words)
Hey everyone. Sorry for the delay in this chapter. I figured I would try and update before I leave for my cruise this weekend. Hope you all enjoy the update.
26. Chapter 26 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1573 words)
27. Chapter 27 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1718 words)
28. Chapter 28 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1799 words)
29. Chapter 29 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1332 words)
Hey all. Sorry for the delay on this chapter.
I was sick for some time and very busy, too busy to write regularly. It took me a bit to get this chapter together so I hope you like it.
30. Chapter 30 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2180 words)
I know it's been a long time. But I finally updated :)
31. Chapter 31 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1542 words)
32. Chapter 33 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1969 words)
33. Chapter 32 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2815 words)
34. Chapter 34 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1818 words)
35. Chapter 35 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2127 words)
36. Chapter 36 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1807 words)
37. Chapter 37 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2324 words)
38. Chapter 38 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2545 words)
39. Chapter 39 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2220 words)
40. Chapter 41 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1948 words)
41. Chapter 40 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (1513 words)
42. Chapter 42 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2082 words)
43. Chapter 43 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2310 words)
44. Chapter 44 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2582 words)
45. Chapter 45 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2191 words)
46. Chapter 46 by DelphinaCarter [ - ] (2015 words)