Summary: The first few chapters are inspired by the 'Show 'Em What You're Made Of' documentary this fiction portrays events that never happened. The story starts, when the boys are planning their 'In A World Like This' tour. Nick mentions Brians vocal issues and things spiral a bit out of control. In Later chapters we have Brian going down a dangerous path.

This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 18
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62161
Read: 2530
Published: 07/30/20
Updated: 07/30/20