The awful day seemed to replay in everyone’s
mind. Alex barely had time to take in everything
that had happened that day. His plans being
placed on hold as he attempted to make his way
back to his wife. With the borders being closed and
all fights stopped getting back to New York was
near to impossible, but everyone was determined
to get him back to his wife. Upon arrival Alex was
told of his wife’s condition and was informed that it
was irreversible and that she’d remain in a coma
for a very long time. But when she woke several
months later, Alex had thought it was a sign that
she was getting better. Instead it was the vision of
a life without his wife. He had arrived at the clinic
where she was being kept and found out the
horrible news.
** Flashback **
“ I am here to see Allison McLean.” Alex said
looking at the nurse.
“ Mr. McLean I am glad you made it.” The petite
nurse said. Alex looked at her and smiled a little,
this was a great day for him, his wife had finally
woke up.
“ Can I see Allison?”
“ Yes you can, she’s in room 214 on the second
floor. The doctor will be waiting there for you.”
The nurse said. Alex nodded and headed for the
elevator. Once he had arrived on Allison’s floor he
quickly found her room. The doctor and several
other people stood around Allison’s bed when he
entered.
“ Dr. Connors?” Alex said as he entered the room.
“ Mr. McLean I am glad you made it.” The doctor
said turning and facing him. Alex could see his
wife clearly the minuet the doctor moved her eyes
where open but something didn’t feel right.
“ I was told she was awake.” Alex said moving
towards the bed.
“ She is, but it seems that the damage to her brain
was worse than I had first anticipated.”
“ How bad?” Alex said taking his wife’s hand in his
own. He looked into her eyes and for once couldn’t
see the light that used to shine deep within them,
it was as if she wasn’t even there.
“ As you can see she’s opened her eyes. But as
near as we can tell that will be all that she’ll be
able to do. Her body is able to take care of itself as
in breathing and her sleeping, but she will always
need constant care.”
“ Are you saying that my wife is awake but is still in
a coma?”
“ In some ways yes. In her catatonic state she will
never get any better. And we are unsure that it will
ever change.”
“ Then run tests. I want the finest brain doctors on
this. I want my wife back.” Alex said looking at the
doctor.
“ I will run the tests. We have a brain surgeon
coming into town and he’s going to look at your
wife. But I don’t want to make any promises Mr.
McLean.”
“ I don’t expect you to. I’ve waited nearly a year for
her to open her eyes again. Her daughter misses
her terribly and I wish I could tell her that
everything will be all right.” Alex said running his
fingers over his wife’s hand.
“ It’s always hard to tell a child that a parent is
gone.” The doctor said putting his hand on Alex’s
shoulder.
“ Ally and I have only been married just over two
years. Next week would be our anniversary.”
“ Just think that she’s with you.”
“ I want to be able to bring her home.” Alex said
looking up at the doctor.
“ Give me time to run the tests and the surgeon to
look at her and then I’ll see what I can do to have
her moved to a facility closer to your home.”
“ I don’t want her in a facility I want her home.”
Alex said.
“ I can see if we can have that arranged.” The
doctor said.
“ Thank you.” Alex said kissing Allison’s cheek. The
doctor nodded and turned and left Alex alone.
It took several days and several arguments to
finally get the doctor to release Allison to him, but
it was done. At the end of the week Allison would
be moved back into the house. Alex had already
called and made arrangements to have a special
bed sent to the house and set up in one of the
guest rooms, a home health nurse was called and
was to be on call once he had gotten home. A
physical therapist was also on call to come twice a
week for Allison’s therapy sessions. Alex had
promised that what was being done for Allison in
the hospital would be done in his home. But what
pained him most was the doctor had informed him
that it may only be a matter of time before
Allison’s body started shutting down completely
and she’d die. He had nearly lost her over a year
before he wasn’t sure if he could handle losing her
again. But that didn’t matter, what mattered to
him was his wife was going to be home.
** End flashback **
Alex walked down the hall and stopped at the
guest room door, he could hear talking from
inside, slowly opening the door he saw Dawn
sitting on the edge of her mother’s bed and could
hear her talking to her. A smile spread across his
face seeing Dawn reading a book to her mother.
“ See mom, everything is getting better. Today
daddy found out that he’d be going back on tour
again. He’s finally gotten back with his friends and
they are finally finishing that album they had
promised to finish. I am not sure when daddy is
leaving but he promised he wouldn’t leave until
he told you. He’s so excited about getting back to
work.” Dawn said touching her mom’s cheek. Dawn
turned to see Alex standing in the doorway.
“ Hi Daddy.”
“ Hey munchkin, I see you told your mom about
the new album. We are leaving in a few weeks.
But I want you to know that grandma Denise is
going to come stay with you during the time I am
gone.” Alex said looking at them both.
“ That’s cool I like Grandma Denise. Grandma
Shannon called this morning.”
“ Really? What did she want?”
“ Just doing her normal check on mom. Said she’d
be over later in the week to visit.”
“ That’s good. Your uncles are going to be over
later today for a barbque.”
“ Oh cool, are we going to be moving mom
outside again?”
“ I was thinking about it. Do you think she’d like
that?” Alex said sitting down on the other side of
the bed.
“ Yeah I think she would. She seems happier
lately.” Dawn said moving some of her mother’s
strawberry blonde hair from her face.
“ That’s good. Did you finish your homework?” Alex
asked looking at Dawn.
“ I’m going to do that right now. I just wanted to
check on mom. Molly will be by later to check on
her and give mom her meds and then Sandy will
be by to start with the therapy again.” Dawn said
heading towards the door.
“ You know you’re a smart eleven year old.”
“ I know but look who my parents are.” Dawn said
running over and kissing his cheek. “ I love you
dad.”
“ I love you too kiddo.” Alex said kissing her cheek.
He watched Dawn hurry from the room and then
looked back at his wife.
“ She misses your company.” Alex said looking into
his wife’s empty eyes. “ I miss your company. I wish
they could find a way to bring you back to me.” He
just looked at her, in some ways he knew that she
understood what he was saying but something in
his heart yearned to hear her voice again. He
missed being able to tell her how his days where
going, how the tour had started. Always loved how
she laughed at his jokes and laughed at some
things his friends did. But now she was silent just
sitting there watching his movements. The nurse
had told him that over a few days that her eyes
had moved, he had hopped that maybe that was a
sign to say that she was coming back to him. He
had seen her eyes move, watching him walk from
one end of the room to the other, watching their
daughter talk about school and boys.
“ I’ll be back in a while.” Alex said kissing her
cheek. Alex stood and headed for the door, he
turned and looked at Allison one last time before
leaving the room. He hadn’t noticed the single
tear that had rolled down her cheek.