Summary: Co-written with Shrinkingviolet
Always flipping through the various songs of his career, Howie Dorough comes to a hard realization. That his voice is missing. Somehow, through the years, he has disappeared from existence. And, with the disappearance of his voice also comes the disappearance of his soul. Unable to handle the stress of the Backstreet Boys, Howie opts for a small vacation before the promo tour of Never Gone can begin. Kevin, facing his own demons of ignorance and underappreciation, decides to join Howie on his trip, never realizing the beauty they could find after being left behind.
Co-written with Shrinkingviolet
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction >
Backstreet Boys Characters: Group,
Howie,
Kevin
Genres: Angst,
Drama,
Humor,
Romance Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content,
Sexual Content,
Violence,
Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges: Series: None
Chapters: 88
Completed: Yes
Word count: 458931
Read: 260139
Published: 02/03/06
Updated: 09/10/06
1. Claustrophobic by Anastacia [ - ] (1738 words)
2. Good Knight by Anastacia [ - ] (2439 words)
3. She?s Not For You by Anastacia [ - ] (3056 words)
4. Naivety by Anastacia [ - ] (2447 words)
5. Tempting Offers by Anastacia [ - ] (3984 words)
6. Match of Wits by Anastacia [ - ] (3035 words)
7. Closer by Anastacia [ - ] (3280 words)
8. For Him by Anastacia [ - ] (4475 words)
9. He Needs Her by Anastacia [ - ] (3689 words)
10. Let Me Love You by Anastacia [ - ] (5293 words)
11. The One by Anastacia [ - ] (6776 words)
12. Welcome to my Heart by Anastacia [ - ] (4411 words)
13. I?d Like a Beer by Anastacia [ - ] (6666 words)
14. Repercussions by Anastacia [ - ] (3332 words)
15. Revelations by Anastacia [ - ] (3306 words)
16. A Gift of Silver Lining by Anastacia [ - ] (4446 words)
17. The Sound of His Heart by Anastacia [ - ] (3164 words)
18. Confessions by Anastacia [ - ] (4136 words)
19. Bittersweet Romance by Anastacia [ - ] (4532 words)
20. Normalcy by Anastacia [ - ] (4603 words)
21. Obliterated by Anastacia [ - ] (4302 words)
22. Wanting a Change by Anastacia [ - ] (3302 words)
23. Falling Back by Anastacia [ - ] (3496 words)
24. My Girl by Anastacia [ - ] (5207 words)
25. Her Protector by Anastacia [ - ] (5469 words)
26. Back to Her Heart by Anastacia [ - ] (5302 words)
27. Needing a Chance by Anastacia [ - ] (5220 words)
28. Such Sweet Sorrow by Anastacia [ - ] (5944 words)
29. Into His Arms by Anastacia [ - ] (8324 words)
30. My Angel by Anastacia [ - ] (4913 words)
31. Love Me by Anastacia [ - ] (4403 words)
We just want to make an announcement that we are extremely appreciative of all the reviews we've been recieving, but this is a co-authorship. Please, not one 'girl' has wrote this, but two. And, Anastacia owes a great many thanks to Shrinkingviolet for just being allowed to collaborate on such a project.
32. Fanfare by Anastacia [ - ] (12179 words)
33. Awesome by Anastacia [ - ] (6529 words)
34. For Our Future by Anastacia [ - ] (5972 words)
35. Keeping You Forever by Anastacia [ - ] (7720 words)
36. Forlorn Goodbyes by Anastacia [ - ] (6679 words)
37. Grounded, Almost by Anastacia [ - ] (8376 words)
38. Up In Arms by Anastacia [ - ] (7344 words)
39. Polar Opposites by Anastacia [ - ] (5205 words)
40. Hillbilly Blunders by Anastacia [ - ] (6583 words)
41. Let Me Tell You Something by Anastacia [ - ] (4378 words)
42. Homecoming by Anastacia [ - ] (4372 words)
43. Short of a Miracle by Anastacia [ - ] (4656 words)
44. Pressing Buttons by Anastacia [ - ] (5511 words)
45. An Unexpected Gift by Anastacia [ - ] (12346 words)
46. Reactionary Guilt by Anastacia [ - ] (6426 words)
47. Sweetness by Anastacia [ - ] (11428 words)
48. Against All Odds by Anastacia [ - ] (5714 words)
49. Facing Reality by Anastacia [ - ] (8608 words)
50. A Night to Remember by Anastacia [ - ] (6346 words)
51. You?re a Gift by Anastacia [ - ] (6093 words)
52. The Road to Her Heart by Anastacia [ - ] (6569 words)
53. Not Wanting to Compete by Anastacia [ - ] (3732 words)
54. Just Go by Anastacia [ - ] (3089 words)
55. Strong Enough by Anastacia [ - ] (6306 words)
56. Returning What Belongs by Anastacia [ - ] (6902 words)
57. A Proposal by Anastacia [ - ] (3776 words)
58. Unyielding Aches by Anastacia [ - ] (4076 words)
59. Family Functions by Anastacia [ - ] (4515 words)
60. An Accident Waiting to Happen by Anastacia [ - ] (3996 words)
61. An Emergency by Anastacia [ - ] (3021 words)
62. Sacrifices by Anastacia [ - ] (6008 words)
63. Daddy Dearest by Anastacia [ - ] (4681 words)
64. He Didn?t Have to Be by Anastacia [ - ] (5281 words)
65. I Still by Anastacia [ - ] (4853 words)
66. Decisions by Anastacia [ - ] (2682 words)
67. Confronting the Pain by Anastacia [ - ] (6723 words)
68. Mending the Broken by Anastacia [ - ] (4216 words)
69. Loving You All Over Again by Anastacia [ - ] (11198 words)
70. Unmasked by Anastacia [ - ] (7077 words)
71. Surprising Birthday Gifts by Anastacia [ - ] (6216 words)
72. Sweetest Gestures by Anastacia [ - ] (3739 words)
73. Bringing Out the Animal by Anastacia [ - ] (6601 words)
74. Angel?s Watching by Anastacia [ - ] (5058 words)
75. Saving Grace by Anastacia [ - ] (4195 words)
76. Trusting Him by Anastacia [ - ] (4690 words)
77. Tying Knots by Anastacia [ - ] (3847 words)
78. Changing Relationships by Anastacia [ - ] (5426 words)
79. Wedding Bells by Anastacia [ - ] (6239 words)
80. Laughing Matters by Anastacia [ - ] (3984 words)
81. Drunken Stupor by Anastacia [ - ] (4816 words)
82. Rising Tensions by Anastacia [ - ] (3893 words)
83. A Break by Anastacia [ - ] (4132 words)
Sorry that it took so long to update. Life has been a tad bit hectic with the ending of the summer and the preparation for another year of college. But I have Mondays and Fridays off, so I'll be sure to update on those days. Promise. I even have another chapter of Sweet Little Lullaby on the way, though this author note is about my co-authorship. Apologies!
84. Holiday Mischief by Anastacia [ - ] (7500 words)
85. Lingering Doubts by Anastacia [ - ] (6232 words)
86. Wedded Bliss by Anastacia [ - ] (6341 words)
87. Epilogue by Anastacia [ - ] (165 words)
88. Awards by Anastacia [ - ] (1 words)
Now that the story is complete, we thought we would share the awards that it has won over its process of growth. Thank you so much to those who've nominated and those who have chosen Bring Me to Life to be a winner.