Chapter 1
Nicks POV-
It's been 5 years since I seen or talked to the guys. And now here I am driving down the
road with Tyrone and Dee both asleep on my way to a suposed 'happy' reunion with the
guys, who said they never wanted to see or hear from me again! Nick thinks to himself,
then without realising it "WHat the hell is the company trying to pull?" he practically
yells, waking his wife of 4 years Dee from a deep sleep.
~Startled Dee Awakes From LaLa Land~
Dee's POV-
"Nicky? Is something wrong? You look tense." Quickly he answers me "NO, I'm just
nervous about seeing the guys.""Oh well ok, Nicky, you never told me exactly what
happened between you and the guys, are you ever going to tell me? You know I'm here
for you if you ever want to talk about it.""Yea, But I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I-I JUST DON'T." he loudly snaps at me. I can't believe he
snapped at me. "Fine Nick, go ahead bottle it all up inside you, until you explode, I was
only trying to help!" I quickly replyin my defence. Seeing the shock in his faceI turn
towards the window to keep from furthering the fight.
Nick's POV-
Great, now shes mad at me. I think I'll pull over and take a rest. "Dee, are you asleep?" I
ask hesitatly. "N-No" she replies. Oh my God, she sound like shes crying.
Sympathtcaly I say "Listen Baby, I'm sorry for snapping at you like that, please don't be
mad." With no reply from her I look back at my sleeping 3 year old son, sound asleep
without a care in the world.
He has it so easy, if only life was like my 3 year old child, not a care in the world, free of
all the pain. All these questions Dee asks, if only she knew how much they hurt. If she
knew the truth, it would kill her to know that the guys disaprove of of her and I being
together. I knowshe will blame herself and be totally upset about it, if and when she finds
out. What should I do? On one hand I am making her mad at me, but on the other hand
she will feel guilt if I do tell her. Either way I'll get the shitty end of the stick. Why does
life pose so many complicated questions?! Ok, Nick compose yourself, think. Clear your
head and get some sleep.
Author's Chapter Notes:
i'll be honest i dont remember anything but writing it... i forgot what its about
