Hey you!
I can’t seem to call you sister
Even though we share the same blood
Cos you’ve never been there
As any sister should
You should’ve been a hero in my eyes
Cos you were my older sister
But because you’ve made your mistakes
I’m bound not to do the same
Cos I’ve learned not to repeat history
I want to tell you thank you
For showing me what not to do
Thank you for never being there
And never giving me guidance
Thank you for making me see
That I don’t want to be like you
As I’m sitting here
I’m full of so much anger
How could you do this to me?!
How could you do this to our family?!
Now everyone thinks that I’m going to follow your path
And your example
But I’m so desperate to stay as far away as I can
I want to tell you thank you
For showing me what not to do
Thank you for never being there
And never giving me guidance
Thank you for making me see
That I don’t want to be like you
You could’ve had all that you wanted
But you threw it all away
When all anyone wanted
Was for you to have a bright future
And to be successful
But I guess you didn’t want it
I guess you liked what you’ve got
Now all that I want
Is the same opportunity that you had
But because you threw it all away
I’ve got no options
I’ve got no where to go
I wish I could’ve had what you had then
Now it’s up to me to work harder
And do it better then you
This’ll only make me stronger
And appreciate it all more
Because at the end of the day
I can say that I did it all on my own
I should tell you thank you
For showing me what not to do
But I don’t want to give you the credit or that satisfaction
Of where I am now
Especially since you were never there
And you never gave me guidance
But I do want to say
Thank you for making me see
That I don’t want to be….just like you
I don’t want to be just like you
Author's Chapter Notes:
Don't be afraid to tell me what you think
