Summary: I wasn't looking for love, I wasn't even looking for a job, but that is what I got when I walked into the studio. It was the beginning of the end. I just want to tell you my side of the story since I did break Nick Carter's heart. I didn't mean to break him like that, I didn't mean to hurt him like that, he just didn't understand that because of who I was, I could never love anyone, or at least that is what I thought.
Rated: NC-17
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 9
Completed: No
Word count: 8267
Read: 1549
Published: 08/19/09
Updated: 09/22/09
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1. Prologue by SweetieB [ - ] (225 words)
2. Chapter 1 by SweetieB [ - ] (819 words)
There isn't much here, but I wanted to start the back-story so it would kind of be easier to understand what is going to happen later. Let me know what you think.
3. Chapter 2 by SweetieB [ - ] (412 words)
Not very much here. But I am hoping to update more extensively over the weekend.
4. Chapter 3 by SweetieB [ - ] (815 words)
Okay, I know I said I would post something longer over the weekend, and I am super sorry. But I had some things come up, but I did want to start teasing about why Jordan may be the way she is in later chapters. I know it is small, but hopefully, if nothing else major comes up, I will be able to post something longer and juicier.
5. Chapter 4 by SweetieB [ - ] (972 words)
6. Chapter 5 by SweetieB [ - ] (1079 words)
7. Chapter 6 by SweetieB [ - ] (1381 words)
8. Chapter 7 by SweetieB [ - ] (1466 words)
9. Chapter 8 by SweetieB [ - ] (1098 words)
