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'I always have to leave at the worst of times.' I thought to myself. 'How do I tell Becca? I finally realize my feelings for her and right when I want to tell her, something comes up. I'm even willing to risk our friendship.
I looked around my room and spotted a picture that was taken over five years ago. I was around seventeen and she was fifteen. I picked it up and examined it closer. We were always together. I thought over her as the sister I never had. Those days were the best and we promise each other that we would never break our friendship.

***Remember when we never needed each other. The best of friends like sister and brother. We understood we'd never be alone.***

Two months, two long, agonizing months without seeing her, her beautiful smile, her sparkling green eyes, her long silky blond hair, and the touch of her smooth skin. I miss her so much. I count the days, the hours, even the minutes until this tour is over. Every second seems like forever. I want her here with me every minute. I want to hear her soft voice. I don't want to be alone anymore. When did I start having feelings like this?

***Those days are gone now I want you so much. The night is long and I need your touch. Don't know what to say, never ment to feel this way, don't wanna be alone tonight.***

Tomorrow, tomorrow I'll finally see her after nearly four months. Sure we talked on the phone but that's not enough. I want to see her. To see her smile and to hear her laugh. Tomorrow has to be the day that I tell her or I'll never get the courage to again. She's gonna think I'm crazy though. Who knows, maybe I am. I haven't seen her in four months. A person can go crazy fromt hat right? After all I love her. Whoa, wait, I love her?... I never thought I'd say it. But now that I think about it I do... I do love her. I love Rebecca.

***What can I do to make you mine? fallin so hard, so fast this time. What did I say what did you do? How did I fall in love with you?***

I boarded the plane, anxious to get back home to Florida. I've waited too long for this and there's no point in turning back now. I slowly drifted to sleep with visions of Becca in my head.

***I hear your voice and I start to tremble.***

"Nicky!" I heard someone hollar my name. "Over here Nicky!" My eyes land on her. I couldn't help but smile. She looked more beautiful than I remembered, even in such a simple outfit. She wore a cute pink top with dangling sleeves at the wrist and a pair of blue jeans. She was waving at me, patiently waiting for me to walk over to her.

***Brings back the child that I resemble***

"Nicky!" She whispered as we wrapped each other into a hug. We stood there for a few minutes embraced in each others arms before she pulled away. She smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile myself.

***I can not pretend that we can still be friends. Don't wanna be alone tonight.***

"Come on, let;s take you home." She said.
"Good, and by the way, Becca..." I paused, almost ready to reveal my what was buried inside my heart, but logic thoughts overpowered the heart.
"Yeah." She asked tuging at one of my bags.
"I missed you alot." You just don't know how much I've missed you. It was all complicated, these feelings, but I knew that she had to know. No matter what the outcome.
She looked at me and smiled. "I missed you too Nicky, more than you know."

***What can I do, to make you mine. fallin so hard so fast this time. What did I say? What did you do? How did I fall in love with you?***

"Becca?" I asked opening her front door slightly. "Becca?" I said taking a step in. "Becca?"
"In here Nicky." I heard her shout from the back of the house.
I walked into her kitchen to see her looking out the window at the ocean.
"Hey." I whispered.
"Hey Nicky." She said turning around and smiling at me.
"Becca, I love you." I just blurted it out. There was no thinking process, no chance to weigh the pros and cons, it just popped out like the words had a mind of their own. I guess my heart finally grew tired of my dallying around, never making progress, so it took action and pushed all logic and all protective thoughts out of my head and revealed its inner secret that had been burning inside for a long, long tim.
She looked at me a shocked expression on her face. I wished then that the floor would have swallowed me. Her facial expression eventually changed. She was smiling. I didn't know how to read her reaction.
"I love you too." She whispered. Those four simple words threw me for a loop. I stood there paralyzed, in disbelief. I honestly never thought she would have said those words back to me, but she did. Eventually my brain took over and instict took a hold of the situation.
I slowly walked over to her and wrapped her in my arms and kissed her. It was the best kiss I have ever experienced. It was something that had been building up inside of me for months, who knows, maybe even years.

***Ooh I wanna say this right and it has to be tonight. Just need you to know. I don't wanna live this lie, I don't wanna say goodbye. With you I wanna spend the rest of my life.***

I had finally found the one person in the world I love more than life itself. She was always infront of my face. Being in love is the best feeling in the world.

***What can I do to make you mine? Fallin' so hard, so fast this time. Everything's changed, we never knew. How did I fall... in love..... with... you..***

"So Becca what do you think?" I asked, holding her in my lap at the studio.
"About what? The song?" She asked sitting down the pad of paper she was using to follow along with the words to the song they were listening to on the playback.
"Yes the song." I laughed.
"I love it, just like I love you Nicky." She said, turning around and wrapping her arms around my neck.
"I love you too." I said giving her a kiss.
"Although, it does kinda resemble our relationship." She said breaking the kiss and laughing.
I just laughed and lifted her chin so I could silence her with a kiss.

~The End~