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Alias: QueenOfConfusion98 [Contact]
Real Name: Melissa
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Member since: 09/20/05
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Well, I was an author on Fanfiction.net(melloveshowie,Melissa Dorough) . I am a huge Boys fan, esp. of Howie so most of my stuff will be Howie related.

10-3-05: Happy Birthday Kevin!

EDIT: Sweet Misery has been fixed. It shouldn't be in all italics now,lol. That's what happens when you post things late at night,lol.

Also, I added the link to my update list in case anyone wants to join. I post when I update and I also try to keep up with news on the Boys.

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Unloved by Starry Eyes, Anastacia Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Abuse, ridicule and pain should never be a daily part in one's life. But unfortunately, it was for two people who had grown to have 'perfect lives'. Low self-esteem and dangerous ways to cope will be confronted and possibly eliminated when they least expect it. They soon find out that their 'perfect lives' will never be the same.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
 Series: None
Chapters: 12 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 47918
Read Count: 20808


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Published: 08/22/05 » Updated: 10/09/07
Why i'd do it all Again by Mare Rated: PG Liked [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured StoryThe boys all come together after a long hiatus to work on their new album. This is a scrapbook of that time, from when they all stepped off the plane to be together up until the album release, living all the drama, hope, laughter, fears and tears along the way... (posted on September 5, 2005)
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 55 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 210725
Read Count: 143936


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Published: 09/05/05 » Updated: 09/04/07
Bring Me to Life by Anastacia Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured Story

Co-written with Shrinkingviolet


Always flipping through the various songs of his career, Howie Dorough comes to a hard realization. That his voice is missing. Somehow, through the years, he has disappeared from existence. And, with the disappearance of his voice also comes the disappearance of his soul. Unable to handle the stress of the Backstreet Boys, Howie opts for a small vacation before the promo tour of Never Gone can begin. Kevin, facing his own demons of ignorance and underappreciation, decides to join Howie on his trip, never realizing the beauty they could find after being left behind.


Co-written with Shrinkingviolet


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Howie, Kevin
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
 Series: None
Chapters: 88 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 458931
Read Count: 232430


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Published: 02/03/06 » Updated: 09/10/06
Never Say Goodbye by OnlyNDreams Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: ?There will come a time when you believe everything is finished. That will be the beginning.?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 6226
Read Count: 941


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Published: 08/27/06 » Updated: 08/27/06
Paralyzed Heart by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary:

Howie's life-long dreams are shattered with one fateful accident that cost him a powerful gift. He is faced with the reality that his life will no longer be what it once was. His relationships are changed when some part ways with his broken form and others are thrust into his life by God to make him stronger. Can Howie regain the strength in his faith to step forward into his new world? Or will his unforgiving heart lead him down a frightening path of devastation?



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 96985
Read Count: 154657


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Published: 07/20/03 » Updated: 07/01/06
Mirror Image by sweet18_2003 Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: SEQUEL TO PERMANENT TRACINGS*EPILOGUE UP After some much needed time off so Howie could heal and relax himself for a few months, the Boys are back on tour. Everything is going fine, but then Nick get sick with mono, losing a lot of weight. Seeing Nick getting so thin makes one of the others start to feel self-conscious about his own image, turning to anorexia, and then bulimia to try to lose the excess weight he feels he has. He takes it to a serious level, turning to nothing but skin and bones, but still sees in the mirror that he is inadequate and overweight. Will the others notice before the disease takes over his life?






Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor, Suspense
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 14 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 32605
Read Count: 29276


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Published: 08/14/05 » Updated: 10/27/05
Permanent Tracings by sweet18_2003 Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: After sinking in to a deep depression, one of the Boys starts a terrible habit of cutting himself. He hides it well and keeps it secret from the world as well as his best friends. Will the other Boys find out on time and be able to help their friend before it is too late?






Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Violence
 Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 26525
Read Count: 39945


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Published: 07/12/04 » Updated: 08/10/05