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Summary: Past Featured StoryI was captured by that stare, now I'm shattered but I don't care, and the people walking by don't have a clue, that I kissed your face, 'til the sun was in our eyes, 'til the afternoon arrived...

Brian and Leighanne are in the midst of planning their wedding and Brian feels trapped. What happens when Nick's new girlfriend, a dancer named Leslie, turns his world upside down? What happens on an unsuspecting Sunday afternoon?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 39 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 165755
Read Count: 101113


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12/08/07 » Updated: 12/19/13
Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/20/08 Title: Chapter 26: A Little Closure

Yay a new chapter is up, I was so anxious to see what was going to happen! I'm glad to see that Brian and Leslie are going to try to be friends which is going to be very dificult but it's better than continuing an affair or hating eachother forever. Being together at "Leslie's place" is very personal so even though their trying to be friends, things like these make them more intimate with eachother so its going to cause troubles. I can't wait to see what drama the tour brings such as Leighanne not actually being pregnant and Nicky proposing! I so want Brian and Leslie together but I don't know if it's gonna happen especially because it means Nick and everyone else would find out about the affair and it seems that a lot of things would be broken...awesome job with the chapter and update soon!

Author's Response: I\'m glad you caught how personal it was for them to have this talk at her \'place\'. I put that in there for more of an intimate setting as to intensify the entire situation, so I\'m glad you saw that! Brian and Leslie can try to be friends, but with their history, I don\'t think it\'s possible, as much as they want it to be. I absolutely adore your reviews Thia! Thanks so much, as always. I\'ll update here soon!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 03/27/09 Title: Chapter 38: Home Sweet Home

Dani! I know I haveent reviewed in a while but Im still reading and loving this fic! Its been crazy seeing all the drama that Brian, Nick and Leslie have had to dealt with although we all knew it was gonna happen when the affair was exposed! I feel so bad for Nick, being a Nick girl myself but Brian and Leslie have this love thats just meant to be together! Im still holding out for a happy ending! And it totally killed me the way Brian found out about Leighanne not really being pregnant, shes such a bitch! Amazing job as always and Im already waiting for a new update! XoXO!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 01/11/08 Title: Chapter 12: An Unsuspecting Sunday Afternoon

Wow...I have no words to describe this chapter, I belive this is your best so far...Even though I love Nick, with this chapter I came to realize that Leslie and Brian are meant to be together... it is just so sweet how Brian asked Leslie to play her own music which just brought him to tears, and even though Nick may love her, Nick and Leslie just don't have the connection that her and Brian share, Brian and Leslie take the time to get to know eachother so well and it just doesn't seem that occurs with Nick. I am now for the Brian/Leslie team, I just hope poor Nick doesn't get too hurt... AND even though the sex scene was HOT, you still managed to make it very intimate, and that takes talent! Awesome job with this chapter and I can't wait to see what is to come with Brian/Leighanne, Nick/Leslie and especially the Brian/Leslie situation!

Author's Response: Thanks so much Thia! Yay for being on the Brian/Leslie team! I\'m sure as the story goes on there will be some flickers back to the Nick team just because of drama factors, but I\'m glad I\'m not the only one rooting for them lol I\'m happy you enjoyed the chapter. I definitely enjoyed writing it, so it\'s nice to hear that other people are enjoying it as well. I will have an update here soon :) Thanks a bunch for reviewing!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 01/24/08 Title: Chapter 19: I Know You

I haven't been able to review in the past few chapters but i just want you to know your writing in this story is AMAZING!!! Now A.J knows the truth and I'm glad that he isn't judging Brian and especially Leslie, it was really sweet of him to go talk to her during rehearsal to fix their friendship and just be there to support her. I think Leslie finally realized that Brian is the one she is meant to be with, I know Nick didn't get all the answers to her questions correct, but Nick doesn't seem to me like the guy that would remember every detail, but I understand why remembering would be important. I love how Brian and Leslie know eachother so well, like their favorites and fears, it shows the depth of their relationship. I wonder what lie Leighanne is going to try to pull off on Brian, maybe a pregnancy? Awesome job, can't wait for more!

Author's Response: It\'s so good to hear from you again Thia! And thanks so much for your compliments. I appreciate it greatly. And I agree, Nick doesn\'t seem like the type of person to remember every minute detail, and I think Leslie might have been asking/expecting too much from him, especially after seeing all Brian knew. There\'s a lot of factors involved, but I\'m so happy you can identify the conflicting feelings and understand where they\'re coming from. And I love your Leighanne prediction, but we\'ll just have to see :) Thanks a bunch Thia! Update will be soon.

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/03/08 Title: Chapter 20: Our Story Stops Here Sweetheart

I've been so busy lately that I haven't had time to read and review, but I'm gonna catch up tonight =) First off, I can't belive Leighanne did that! That was so sneaky and horrible of her to tell Brian that she's pregnant when it's not true! I just feel that when you truly love someone you want them to be happy even if it's not with you... I understand that it was wrong for Brian to cheat on her with Leslie but lying about that is just taking everything to a whole other level! It was so heartbreaking to see them end their relationship especially when they were about to end everything with their significant others so they could finally be together! =( Great job with this chapter, you totally made me comprehend/feel the pain both Leslie and Brain felt breaking up!

Author's Response: Oh I love your reviews Thia! I know, Leighanne sucks doesn\'t she? lol She should just let him go. I don\'t understand why she\'s holding onto something that\'s clearly not there anymore. Why would she want to be with someone that doesn\'t want her back? Doesn\'t make sense to me, but I know people that are so desperate to hang onto something that just doesn\'t exist anymore. I\'m happy you could feel the pain they both were feeling... that\'s what I was really going for :) I\'m glad you enjoyed it!! Thanks for the lovely review :)

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/03/08 Title: Chapter 21: Christmas Is Finally Here

I love the fact that even though Leslie didn't want to talk about why she was so sad, Nick wanted to do that more than just have sex with her and forget that she was upset, although that didn't end up happening... OMG I can't belive Brian plus the rest of the Backstreet Boys are in Colorado as well, I would totally freak out if I were Leslie because she's heartbroken but has to see Brian with Leighanne plus make sure to be happy with Nick and her family on top of that! I love that Brian got those earrings for Leslie, that was really sweet of him and it gives me hope as well as to that there may be a possibility of them being together one day! AND I can't belive Leighanne found the earrings, she's going to be furious when she finds out that they weren't for her but for Leslie. I'm just curious to see if she's going to discover that they weren't for her by not receiving them on Christmas or by seeing them on Leslie first? Drama, drama, drama, but it serves her right for waiting to announce her "pregnancy" until dinner just to ruin Leslie's Christmas! I really hope that Leslie isn't to heartbroken when she finds out! Great job on the chapter and please update asap, I wanna find out about the earrings, the dinner, the "pregnancy" news and all that other good stuff, lol!

Author's Response: I know! Poor Leslie. She can\'t catch a break can she? She\'s holding up pretty well under the circumstances. It\'s a lot to deal with. And I couldn\'t help but throw in Leighanne finding the earrings... thought it would be a nice little touch ;) Muahaha! I love your little predictions! Keep \'em coming! I love how into this you are. It makes me excited to write. I was nearly done with the next chapter when I saw you reviewed, so I hope you like the new one! Thanks so much for the awesome review love, I enjoyed it thoroughly :)

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/06/08 Title: Chapter 22: I Heard The World Break

Yes! I knew Leighanne would actually know the earrings weren't hers by seeing them on Leslie. That's what she deserves for being so cruel! I feel so bad for Leslie, she seemed truly heartbroken and so did Brian. I agree with Leslie, as hard as it would of been for Brian, he should have told her about the pregnancy himself! It seemed that Leighanne finally noticed that she was hurting Brian as much as she was hurting Leslie so hopefully she decides to let him go! Great job with this chapter, you totally got through to us the pain that Leslie was feeling... btw poor Nick he's just totally clueless to all that is going on... we'll see how that goes!

Author's Response: lol Thia, I adore your reviews. You really seem to enjoy the drama and it gives me warm fuzzies :) I really think Brian should have told her himself too. It wasn\'t fair of him to not do so, cause then at least she could have dealt with it in private instead of with everyone around... and on Christmas eve no less. Gah! Leighanne sucks, \'nuff said. Lol Nick is clueless, but I think a lot of it is because he doesn\'t want to believe that his relationship isn\'t perfect, so he acts like everything\'s okay, even though he probably knows things aren\'t. Poor guy. Thanks a bunch for your amazing review love :)

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/06/08 Title: Chapter 23: I Do It Because I Love You

I so want to know what was in Brian's gift with the journal! I think that maybe some type of letter telling him that she loves him or maybe even a song? I feel that some drama is going to come up pretty soon with this gift, exciting! Awww that was so cute of Nick to get Leslie the puppy! He's trying so hard to be a great boyfriend and to make Leslie happy, too bad her heart already belongs to Brian, and there's nothing anyone can do about it! Great job with the chapter and can't wait to see what drama that gift shall bring!

Author's Response: I\'m excited to write about what\'s in Brian\'s gift :) It shall be up soon in the next couple of days (That is if I can get this mountain of homework/studying off my back). You have very good guesses! I love predictions, they make this more fun. Nick really is trying to be a great boyfriend, and he definitely is. Leslie wants to love him, that much is clear, but like you said, her heart just isn\'t it it because it belongs to Brian. Thanks for another splendid review darlin!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/10/08 Title: Chapter 24: Finally Yours, Leslie

OMG I can't belive that Amy gave Brian the gift especially after I found out what was in the gift with the notebook! "A babbling mcbabbleson" that is such a funny nickname! I am such a "A babbling mcbabbleson" as well, lol. That was so unexpected how Leslie actually gave pages of her diary to Brian to read, that shows just how much she trusted him and how strong she felt about him! I can't wait to see how Leslie is gonna freak when she finds out that Brian actually did get the gift! Drama, evil, but gotta love it! Awesome job!

Author's Response: I would totally strangle Amy if I were Leslie. Gah! I\'m glad you like babbling mcbabbleson :) My best friend and I like to call each other names like that, but we switch it up like a sneaky mcsneakerson or a lying mcliarson, etc lol I think it\'s cute, and I could see Brian saying it. I\'m happy you liked the diary page thing! I figured it wasn\'t too cliche, and I thought it was fitting for their situation. Thanks so much for the review Thia!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/10/08 Title: Chapter 25: I Love Him Dearly... I Love Him Madly...

I totally expected Leslie to freak but I'm glad that she didn't blame Amy too much and stay mad at her since Amy was only trying to help! Now Brian knows that Leslie is truly in love with him but it's kinda sad since they can't be together! It's nice to see that Brian is now starting to realize that Leighanne isn't the only one being betrayed, but his best friend Nick as well! I'm glad that he's taking Nick's heart in consideration now and I just hope that when this whole situation explodes they remain Frick and Frack! I can't belive Nick wants to propose to Leslie! I never thought I would see the day when Mr. Carter would want to settle down, lol! I know Brian's heart was breaking even more when he found out about Nick's intentions but he has to be a good friend and support him it's the least he can do afterall. It's so hard cause I really want to see Nick happy but I want Brian and Leslie to get their happily ever after! Oh I can't wait to see if Nick actually goes through with the proposal and how everyone reacts under the circumstances! Great job with making this chapter so drama-filled, lol! Update soon!

Author's Response: It sucks that Brian had to find out this way that she loves him. Of course, it would have been different if they were together and he had found out, but now he can\'t really give those feelings back to her freely. It\'s a very sad situation. I realized I was neglecting to put Nick in Brian\'s mind, and I\'ve been planning their \'proposal\' talk for awhile, so I figured it would be the perfect opportunity for Brian to wise up a bit and atone a little bit for what he\'s done. I really want to see Nick happy too, but at the same time, I want to see Brian and Leslie happy as well. Ahhh! Difficult! Drama! Love it! Thanks for wonderful review as always Thia. I\'ll update soon!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 02/26/08 Title: Chapter 26: A Little Closure

Already did my review for the ch. just waiting for an update...lol...um just dropping by to let you know that I've been recommending your story to BSB fans on the new fanclub, got them all excited about it, lol! BTW just like let Mel know, both of you are awesome writer's so dont listen to those people who talk horribly bout Leslie and Alyssa, they need to just get over it!
TTYL!

Author's Response: Awwww Thia! I have warm fuzzies floating about! Thank you so much, you didn\'t have to do that :) I\'m looking forward to hearing from them! You rock my socks off. Mucho. And about the update, I\'ve been so incredibly busy, so only half of the next chapter is done. I\'m hoping tonight I\'ll be finished with it and I\'ll post it either tonight or early tomorrow. Yaaaay! Damn school and work! And thanks for being such a great supporter. You\'re an angel! Thanks again love :)

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 03/05/08 Title: Chapter 27: Goodbye My Almost Lover

Ive been away from AC for a while now, dumb school and work keeping me busy, lol..What a sad chapter...i loved seeing Brian and Leslie sharing the moment when they heard the song, it was very intimate and sort of a goodbye...but I dont know if it was final? It was beautiful the lyrics, their emotions and thoughts...I almost cried, I think I truly felt how they were feeling! God, Leighanne is such a liar! If Brian only knew...I have a feeling shes going to have a "miscarriage" just to get out of her lie and that would still probably make Brian feel bad for her and end up staying with her. I feel so bad that this is just the begining to all the heartache theyre going to go through..I just hope in the end they end up together! Great chapter like always and cant wait for an update!

Author's Response: School and work are definitely keeping me busy too, but alas, spring break is almost here, and I\'ll only have to work, so I\'ll have more time to *drum rolls* write! Woohoo! So glad to hear from you Thia :) We\'ll just have to see if that\'s really their final goodbye, but really, I can\'t sit here and say that it is. They have too much going on for it to be. We\'ll also have to see how the Leighanne thing plays out, muahaha! ;) Thanks so much for your wonderful review Thia! I always enjoy them. I\'ll try and update soon... maybe this weekend-ish? :D

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 04/03/08 Title: Chapter 28: An Unsure Future

Dani! Im back! Ok so im glad Aj and Brian got to talking and can clarify everything that happened... Im glad Aj is making Brian see that he shouldnt marry Leighanne just cause she's "pregnant" and that maybe Leslie and him should give eachother a chance. I think Leslie should come clean with Nick about the affair that happened with Brian, I know its going to break Nick's heart, but he doesnt deserved to be lied to plus both her and Brian would feel better after being honest... but then again it can destroy relationships and friendships... Im so terrified to see how everythings going to unravel just cause I dont want to see any of them get hurt, which is inevitable... Great job Dani!

Author's Response: Wahoo! You\'re back! I figured I should give Brian a hand in all of this, and who better than AJ who\'s full of fun advice? Nick definitely doesn\'t deserve to be lied to and it would be best if she told him now than waited, cause it\'ll just hurt even worse down the road. I\'m glad she\'s even thinking about telling him though. And I wish no one would get hurt either :( Thanks so much Thia! You\'re awesome :)

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 04/03/08 Title: Chapter 29: ...It's Brian

Oh My Gosh! It was so sweet how Nick planned everything out! He went through all the trouble of inviting everyone from her parents to her friends from Colorado just so Leslie could have the perfect birthday...it basically shows how much he loves her. I cant believe that Brian was finally going to tell Leslie that he loves her too... which means hes made the decision to leave Leighanne and give themselves a chance. Now to the HUGE part, Nick finally asked Leslie to marry him and she said no! I understand why because not only has she lied and cheated on him but she doesnt love him like she loves Brian and in the end the marrige wouldnt have worked out even if Nick does love her madly! My heart was seriously breaking in seeing Nick in such heartache, I was almost in tears! Plus finding out that it was Brian who Leslie cheated on him with is just going to push him over the edge! I have a feeling that this is going to end their friendship! Im hoping that after some time when Nick stops hurting he will see that it was for the best that they didnt get married and that maybe its fair that Brian and Leslie get their chance in being happy together! I read some reviews about how Brian and Leslie are getting what they deserve, but even though they did wrong, to some extent their only human and they made a mistake which they are now paying for by being in true heartache as well. You did an AWESOME job... truly making me feel the pain that each of them is going through! Wow...this is a long review...lol

Author's Response: Nick is a definite sweetie. He adores Leslie so much, that\'s why the end of the chapter is so sad! I\'m glad you see and understand why Leslie said no, cause really it\'s for the best, though it sucks majorly for everyone involved, especially Nick. I think part of the reason why it\'s so sad (it would be horrible anyway but..) is because he just had no idea. He thought everything was perfect between them, and then she said no and it\'s kinda like \"What do I do now?\" He just had no clue. Yeah, Nick\'s definitely going off the deep end, I can guarantee that. He\'s not a happy camper, and rightfully so. So much drama will ensue! And Thia, you are so amazing by mentioning the other reviews that say how Leslie and Brian don\'t deserve happiness, etc etc, and seeing that they are only human and people make mistakes. It makes me happy to see that I\'m getting across what I want to get across. I always love love love LOVE your reviews. Always so detailed :) I loved the length lol! Thanks a bunch love!

Reviewer: Thia-hearts-Nick Signed
Date: 05/10/08 Title: Chapter 30: The Shit Hits The Fan

Im back Dani and all I have to say is OMFG! I knew we were in BIG trouble when Leslie told Nick that her lover was Brian but this chapter completely freaked me out! I expected Nick to beat Brian up but to go that far kinda shocked me! I feel so bad for Nick, trust me I love that boy, I know that his best friend who is more like his brother and his girlfriend lied to him in the worst way possible but Brian and Leslie are hurting too! Brain and Leslie had themselves completely exposed to everyone and even though what they did is wrong no one knows the whole story or how they feel about eachother yet theyre being judged! Even though Brian was in pain physically and emotionally he still made his point to let Leslie know that he does love her, which might not have been the best place or situation to do so but in a way I think he was hoping that someone would understand that what they feel is real love! I cant believe Nick quit the group, Im hoping that its just all his anger and hurt speaking... Ypu did such an AMAZING job on this chap. Dani...I truly felt what everyone was feeling! This was so GOOD!

Author's Response: lol I was going for a little shock value. I don't think Nick realized what he was doing. He was so blinded by shock and rage that he just unleashed and had no control over what he was doing. I wanted to show just how deep in love he is with this girl and how bad this entire thing is already affecting him. I'm glad you spotted how embarassing it was for the two of them to be exposed like that in front of everyone they know - I can't imagine how mortifying that would be lol I'm so glad you loved this chapter Thia! I definitely had fun writing it!