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Real Name: Lenore
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Me: I'm an obsessed Backstreet Freak who is highly addicted to Fan Fiction! Can't seem to get enough of it, nor be able to update mine fast enough. Plan on being a famous author/actor someday or maybe something more reasonable.


Brian Freak mainly - obviously, look at my screen name. lol.


Favourite songs off This Is Us: Straight Through My Heart, Masquerade,  All Your Life (You Need Love), & Bye Bye Love.


Favourite Unbreakable Video: Inconsolable


Scariest Moment: When I had a panic attack (June 24th, 2005) 'cause I didn't think I was ever gonna get tickets to see BSB in Ottawa this coming September on the 12th. It was scary 'cause I was home alone, an' thought I was either gonna pass out or have a heart-attack (over re-acted with heart-attack thing though-lol).


Happiest Moment: When Brian smiled AND waved at me during AND after the concert, on Sept. 12th, 2005!!!!! Everyone else waved too - & Nick did either did his "Rock On" thing or two "I Love You" signs. Lol. Oh, but we missed Howie - sadly. *pouts* I also almost passed out during Shape Of My Heart!!!!


Greatest Moment of My Life Thus Far: Meeting BSB & hugging Brian during sound check on august 26th, 2008. Brian made fun of me at the beginning of sound check too [as did Nick], & he kept staring at me throughout sound check & the concert. A.J. was staring at me during sound check, & waved at my camera when I finally aimed it on him. :) [I also met Aaron Carter after sound check out back of the Sudbury Arena.]


Meeting BSB again in 2010 & Nick smiling at me (I smiled back), then winking at me, making me swoon (after I'd handed him a heart for my SC photo). Hugging Brian again, even though we weren't s'pose too.


A.J. laughing at me 'cause I kept smiling & sticking my tongue out at him, when everyone else would be screaming (was in front row).


Brian singing to me though he picked a different girl for INBYH (NKOTBSB concert 2011). He also waved at me, & winked at me.


Howie asking me if I thought it was funny that he got hit by the pyro (I nodded yes while laughing).


Joey McIntyre trying 3 times to get my fingertips because he didn't want me to be left out.


Finally making it to Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida (Sept 2011).


Graduating college on June 10th, 2014 from the Tourism and Travel program.


Hugging Nick Carter (I was the first fan waved behind the table - the others before me had leaned over it) at the Nick & Knight meet & greet Oct. 4th 2014. (Also shook Jordan's hand)


Going to the Marilyn Denis Show on Oct. 6th, 2014 and having Nick Carter sing to me on live television.


 


Tesia Series


Little Sister



Why Is Da Sky Boo?


When I See You Smile


Just Like A Child


If A Monster Comes In Our Room


When The Snow Comes Down In Tinseltown


Who Needs The World


Because Of You


Everything's Gonna Be Alright


 


Believe Series:


Not Believed - 1st in series


Un-Believed - 2nd in series


Never Believed - 3rd in series


Please Believe - 4th in series


Quit Believing - 5th in series


Can't Believe - 6th in series


Hopeful Believing - 7th in series


Nervous Believing - 8th in series


Happy Believing - 9th/final part of series


 


The Secret


Hey, Do You Know Me?


Never Gone


Happy Father's/Brother's Day


 


Alternative Story


Concrete Angel


 


Be cool, Be real, & Behave! (AJ)


"Writer's thrive on feedback!" - absolutechaos.net
"I not only thrive on feedback, I thrive on updates!"


~Lenni~


 


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Reviews by LenniluvsBrian
Paralyzed Heart by Anastacia Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary:

Howie's life-long dreams are shattered with one fateful accident that cost him a powerful gift. He is faced with the reality that his life will no longer be what it once was. His relationships are changed when some part ways with his broken form and others are thrust into his life by God to make him stronger. Can Howie regain the strength in his faith to step forward into his new world? Or will his unforgiving heart lead him down a frightening path of devastation?



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 56 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 96985
Read Count: 154342


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Published:
07/20/03 » Updated: 07/01/06
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 07/02/06 Title: Chapter 55: Epilouge

Aww. Sweetness!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

Do You Believe? by sungoddesskate Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: too many people think they dont have to work for thier dreams to come true...
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 253
Read Count: 863


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Published:
07/22/03 » Updated: 07/22/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 05/31/05 Title: Chapter 1: Do You Believe?

I BELIEVE!!!!!!!

Dude, I *SO* know where you're coming from in this poem! I finally realized I gotta get a job & make my own money if I'm EVER to meet Backstreet Boys. Nobody else is EVER gonna help me do ANYTHING - I may help them, but they'll NEVER help me.

Good luck with all your dreams!

pEaCe! ~Lenni~

Last Wish by Mare Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: Short story by Anita posted by Mare. Nick makes a wish...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Nick
Genres: Angst
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 3384
Read Count: 4264


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07/30/03 » Updated: 08/08/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 02/03/05 Title: Chapter 3: 3

I've read this story twice now. If I've reviewed twice, I dunno-lol. But, I am SO glad Nick was "Touched By An Angel". Hehe. That show is pretty good - long as it's not too sappy. Hehe. ~Lenni~ P.S. I know this had nothing to do with the TV show, but I just felt like mentioning it. pEaCe!

Bubblewrap by Dezra Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: AJ, an annoying Blonde, Bubblewrap, and a long car trip. What could POSSIBLY happen? ^_^
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian
Genres: Humor
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 748
Read Count: 1099


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Published:
08/05/03 » Updated: 08/05/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 05/15/06 Title: Chapter 1: Ash you are STILL an idiot.

Hahaha! I thought firstly it was Brian, then Nick 'case you mmentioned 'younger singer', but then figured it was Brian again. Lol.

~Lenni~

Sammy by bluecloud Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: The Backstreet Boys come an across an abandoned little boy. Brian is immediately taken with him and wants to keep him, but he doesn't realise how much danger he's putting himself in...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 14232
Read Count: 19731


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08/20/03 » Updated: 08/29/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 05/02/12 Title: Chapter 11: Jealousy

Okay, you seriously need to update this 'cause I wanna re-read it!

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Lenni~

I Didn't Mean It by KiKi Zee Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: We don't always mean the things we say, unfortunately for AJ we don't always get to take them back...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 8 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 11945
Read Count: 15204


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09/07/03 » Updated: 09/07/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 05/31/05 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter Eight

But - just - Ahhhhh!

*screams in frustration*

I'm *SO* lost!!!!!! *HOW* the Hell did the *others* die, instead of Nick!?!?! Were they dead to begin with, but managed to save Nick!?!?! Or am I just reading into this all wrong!?!?! And just - how did Nick dream all that shit?!?! I mena, it was *SO* real!!!!

Argh!!!!! *screams more & tears hair out*

Well, good fic anyways-lol.
~Lenni~

Summary:

September 11th is a date that no one will forget. Especially those who lost loved ones in the tragedy. Sarah Dorough died in the North Tower when the World Trade Center was attacked. Her youngest brother Howie became full guardian of her daughter Melicia. Still in shock with the news of his sister's death, he takes Melicia in and makes the teenager a part of the Backstreet Family. Will he be able to heal the pain with his niece or have to do it alone? (Co-written with Anastacia) **Multi-Winner at the Room To Breathe Awards**



Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Howie
Genres: Angst, Dramedy, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Domestic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 35 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 126623
Read Count: 56700


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Published:
11/19/03 » Updated: 03/29/04
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 10/28/07 Title: Chapter 35: Chapter 35

Gah! As IF y'all stopped there!!!!!!!!! I've read this before, I jsut dunno where. And doesn't her surfboard end up broke or something? And I hope I didn't just give anything away - lol.

UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A.S.A.P.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I coulda sworn this one was finished somewhere! Lol.

~Lenni~ 

One Hand CLoser To God by Mare Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: A little THanksgiving story about family.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1957
Read Count: 1472


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Published:
11/27/03 » Updated: 11/27/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 10/22/07 Title: Chapter 1: one and only chapter lol

Lmao @ the end. Crazy Kevin.

I almsot cried. I understood perfectly how he felt. Christmas is always bad for me, 'cause I miss my Gramma. It's hard to put on a brave face sometimes.

Great fic! Can't believe I'd never read it! Luckily, it popped up as Story Of THe Moment - lol.

~Lenni~ 

Learning to Trust by sweet18_2003 Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Past Featured StoryOn the way home from the grocery Amber is raped, shot and left for dead in a dark and abandoned alleyway. Hours later, by a chance of luck, the Backstreet Boys bus drives through the alley in attempt to hide and make a clear getaway from a mad mob of fans. Seeing a "lump" in the middle of the alley, the bus stops and what they all is a young girl, barely clinging to life. Calling for an ambulance, Amber is taken to the hospital in critical condition. The Boys all wait there to make sure that she is okay. Somehow along the way, they offer friendship to the frightend girl who's parents have disowned her and has nowhere to go. The Boy's take her, but she is standoffish and often afraid of them being near her. With time, will Amber learn to trust again, or will she live out her life afraid of men in general
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 31 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 75772
Read Count: 66155


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Published:
11/30/03 » Updated: 03/24/04
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 02/02/08 Title: Chapter 31: Epilogue

THAT'S IT!?!?!!?!?!?!?! I totally get into it & it ends!?!?!?!!? What the Hell!?!?!?!?! *wail of despair* I want more! Okay, I'm literally whining here. *whines & pouts* Is there a sequel by any chance? Guess i'll hafta check - lol.

I LOVED this fic!!!!! Swear I've read it before, though I just dunno where - lol. Keep the fics coming! :)

~Lenni~ 

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 09/08/04 Title: Chapter 21: Chapter Twenty

LOVED the mention of Bob Barker! Lmao! ~Lenni~ P.S. Been reading this all damn night-lol. Still goin' 4 a few more min, then gonig to bed. Nighties!

Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 09/09/04 Title: Chapter 1: Prologue

Sweet ass fic! LOVED it SO very much! Do believe I've read it before - fanfiction.net, right? lol. Kinda sad it's over, but loved it nonetheless. PEace! ~Lenni~

I Got You by Dominigurl2211 Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: A fan's plan is to tell Nick Carter how she feels about him and asks if she could spend the summer because she wants to learn the REAL Nick Carter. She does and it becomes a dream come true . . . but also her worst nightmare.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick, Group, Other
Genres: Action, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Graphic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 36 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 21341
Read Count: 56114


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Published:
12/03/03 » Updated: 12/23/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 09/08/04 Title: Chapter 36: Epilogue

Wow. Great fic! MIGHT read sequel - dunno yet....lol....just kinda "browsing" the titles n stuff. hehe. ~Lenni~

The Way You Were by Avery Spencer Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: A true-life story about dealing with loss.
Categories: Non-Fiction
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3468
Read Count: 6513


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Published:
12/10/03 » Updated: 12/10/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 09/08/04 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter 4 (End)

Just - wow....I honestly dunno what to say....I'd hate to ever lose a siblings -'specially since I've only got one....But, still....I know what it's like to lose a loved one - think everyone can relate to that. I still tear up when I think of my Gramma who passed away in 1995 on her 73rd birthday - which was two weeks after my 11th. Clayton seemed like a really good guy. It's not often you find people like him, who'll go out of their way to help those who need him - no matter what time of day it may be. Um...yeah....dunno what else to say....So.... Peace... ~Lenni~

Author's Response: Thank you so much. I love hearing such great things from readers, but especially about this piece, because it's so close to my heart. Thank you, again.

Summary: It helps to read "The Way You Were" before this one...it just makes a little more sense, knowing the background to this story, which I wrote after my brother shared an experience he had with our niece, Courtney.
Categories: Non-Fiction
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 845
Read Count: 673


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Published:
12/11/03 » Updated: 12/11/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed Liked
Date: 09/08/04 Title: Chapter 1: whole story

Cute. I like to run through the rain too - long as there's no thunder & lightning - lol. ~Lenni~

Author's Response: Running through the rain is the best! I'm glad you agree! :)

An Innocent Man by Avery Spencer Rated: PG Liked [ - ]
Summary: Dedicated to Bryan, our angel in heaven.
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 192
Read Count: 745


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Published:
12/15/03 » Updated: 12/15/03
Reviewer: LenniluvsBrian Signed
Date: 08/14/07 Title: Chapter 1: An Innocent Man

Wow. That's sad....deep too.

~Lenni~