User Profile
![]() |
Alias: LenniluvsBrian [Contact] |
Real Name: Lenore |
User Level: Member |
||
Member since: 09/06/04 |
Last logged in: |
|
Skin: |
Author Biography
![]() |
Me: I'm an obsessed Backstreet Freak who is highly addicted to Fan Fiction! Can't seem to get enough of it, nor be able to update mine fast enough. Plan on being a famous author/actor someday or maybe something more reasonable. Brian Freak mainly - obviously, look at my screen name. lol. Favourite songs off This Is Us: Straight Through My Heart, Masquerade, All Your Life (You Need Love), & Bye Bye Love. Favourite Unbreakable Video: Inconsolable Scariest Moment: When I had a panic attack (June 24th, 2005) 'cause I didn't think I was ever gonna get tickets to see BSB in Ottawa this coming September on the 12th. It was scary 'cause I was home alone, an' thought I was either gonna pass out or have a heart-attack (over re-acted with heart-attack thing though-lol). Happiest Moment: When Brian smiled AND waved at me during AND after the concert, on Sept. 12th, 2005!!!!! Everyone else waved too - & Nick did either did his "Rock On" thing or two "I Love You" signs. Lol. Oh, but we missed Howie - sadly. *pouts* I also almost passed out during Shape Of My Heart!!!! Greatest Moment of My Life Thus Far: Meeting BSB & hugging Brian during sound check on august 26th, 2008. Brian made fun of me at the beginning of sound check too [as did Nick], & he kept staring at me throughout sound check & the concert. A.J. was staring at me during sound check, & waved at my camera when I finally aimed it on him. :) [I also met Aaron Carter after sound check out back of the Sudbury Arena.] Meeting BSB again in 2010 & Nick smiling at me (I smiled back), then winking at me, making me swoon (after I'd handed him a heart for my SC photo). Hugging Brian again, even though we weren't s'pose too. A.J. laughing at me 'cause I kept smiling & sticking my tongue out at him, when everyone else would be screaming (was in front row). Brian singing to me though he picked a different girl for INBYH (NKOTBSB concert 2011). He also waved at me, & winked at me. Howie asking me if I thought it was funny that he got hit by the pyro (I nodded yes while laughing). Joey McIntyre trying 3 times to get my fingertips because he didn't want me to be left out. Finally making it to Walt Disney World in Orlando, Florida (Sept 2011). Graduating college on June 10th, 2014 from the Tourism and Travel program. Hugging Nick Carter (I was the first fan waved behind the table - the others before me had leaned over it) at the Nick & Knight meet & greet Oct. 4th 2014. (Also shook Jordan's hand) Going to the Marilyn Denis Show on Oct. 6th, 2014 and having Nick Carter sing to me on live television.
Tesia Series Little Sister Why Is Da Sky Boo? When I See You Smile Just Like A Child If A Monster Comes In Our Room When The Snow Comes Down In Tinseltown Who Needs The World Because Of You Everything's Gonna Be Alright
Believe Series: Not Believed - 1st in series Un-Believed - 2nd in series Never Believed - 3rd in series Please Believe - 4th in series Quit Believing - 5th in series Can't Believe - 6th in series Hopeful Believing - 7th in series Nervous Believing - 8th in series Happy Believing - 9th/final part of series
The Secret Hey, Do You Know Me? Never Gone Happy Father's/Brother's Day
Alternative Story Concrete Angel
Be cool, Be real, & Behave! (AJ) "Writer's thrive on feedback!" - absolutechaos.net ~Lenni~
. |
Contact Author
Miscellaneous
![]() |
Website |
Messengers |
|
Favorite TV Shows |
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
Series: Show 'Em What You're Made Of
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4049
Read Count: 1634
Published: 02/01/15 » Updated: 02/01/15
Date: 02/02/15 Title: Chapter 1: Michael Jordan
Okay the argument in the movie made me giggle slightly at the cussing (Brian cussing to me is hilarious) and I saw both sides of it. But I never got teary-eyed over it. This story just got me all teary-eyed over it.
~Lenni~
Author's Response: I agree, Brian telling Nick to shut the fuck up was awesome! LOL I don't know that I actually shed tears over it in the documentary, but the whole Michael Jordan/Scottie Pippen thing definitely made me "Aww!" What a great metaphor. Thanks for the review, Lenni!

Nick and Brian have to face the past together if they're going to repair the future...
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 22 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 68858
Read Count: 66763
Published: 02/04/15 » Updated: 03/27/15
Date: 02/04/15 Title: Chapter 2: Chapter One
The thought of Brian leaving terrifies me in a way. He's my favourite - he was why I even liked them/took notice of them to begin with. It was his voice, his face, his eyes that made me a fan. I think if he were to leave that would be it for BSB. It was different with Kevin, because he was background a lot (love him plenty, but that's what he was), but Brian was (sometimes still is) leads and without him it would be weird. He's like the comedic relief (though they're all funny) that constantly makes you laugh. Sure I noticed he doesn't sing as much, but it never bothered me because he'd make me laugh. The man could stand there, smile and wave and do nothing else and I'd be happy - lol.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
Author's Response: I started out a Brian girl, too. I've always been a Frick & Frack girl. Brian's heart was a very current issue in my family when I became a fan because my dad actually had an open heart surgery in the 90s as well so I knew what it meant and how serious it was, where a lot of the fans didn't understand it at the time. I was also raised in a very Christian family and the fact that Brian was a good Kentucky Church boy was basically one of the only reasons I was allowed to listen to BSB! I've always appreciated his fun and comic relief as well. I wouldn't ever want him to quit the group either. Luckily, this is purely fan fiction, lol. ;)
Date: 02/04/15 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter Two
Roflmao. Oh Nick. You really need to control your temper and quit jumping down Brian's throat every two damn seconds.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. If he were to leave I'd bawl.
Author's Response: I think Nick's about to learn that lesson. The hard way.
Date: 02/04/15 Title: Chapter 3: Chapter Two
Roflmao. Oh Nick. You really need to control your temper and quit jumping down Brian's throat every two damn seconds.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. If he were to leave I'd bawl.
Date: 02/04/15 Title: Chapter 4: Chapter Three
Oye vey. This shall be interesting. Kevin getting hit with chili cheese fries though - hilarious! Why are these moments not recorded? Lol. Yeah it's fiction, but oh that would be so damn funny to see!
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. His mother shall meet my pointy sticks shortly.
Date: 02/06/15 Title: Chapter 5: Chapter Four
Nick grow up. IT won't kill you to share a room with Brian. I'm sure you used to way back when. If you would calm the hell down and give Brian a chance to speak without jumping all over him things just might go a little better.
And Brian could try and not be so silently annoyed with him.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
Date: 02/06/15 Title: Chapter 6: Chapter Five
I wonder what was so important back in the day, when Brian pushed Nick out and slammed the door. It's gonna drive me bonkers now!
And the hookers thing was funny - I mean, it's Brian for crying aloud!
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
Author's Response: I wonder how many hookers would fit in a bathroom?
Date: 02/09/15 Title: Chapter 7: Chapter Six
Come on Brian, you two need to seriously just sit and talk it all out.
~Lenni~
Date: 02/09/15 Title: Chapter 8: Chapter Seven
Oh wow. I hope Nick tells him what it was that did it. I really want to know what he had wanted to tell Brian that night.
Glad Nick saved Brian from being hit.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
Author's Response: But now poor Nicky looks like an eggplant! Aw! Well read on! The next chapter's on it's way soon.
Date: 02/14/15 Title: Chapter 9: Chapter Eight
I hope Nick is able to help Brian and that his voice comes back and sounds the way it used to. We can dream, right?
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. My pointy sticks are aimed for nasty Lou Pearlman now!
Date: 02/18/15 Title: Chapter 10: Chapter Nine
Oye vey in a half shell Brian. You just told him you guys would not have any secrets and you don't tell him you were about to quit!?!?! I bet Jen tells him or he overhears it or something & then y'all have a big blowout & hate each other again. Damn.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. Nick's mother is now my pointy sticks target.
Author's Response: Your pointy sticks are quite busy.
Date: 02/18/15 Title: Chapter 11: Chapter Ten
I'm sitting here trying not to burst out laughing as I don't want my Mom asking what's so funny - lol. I feel for that poor girl, as that has almost happened to me a few times - luckily I manage to keep it in - lol. I'm glad they're getting along so well & hope it stays this way, though I've a feeling it won't.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. Well the idiots in the story like to keep my pointy sticks busy - lol.
Author's Response: I'm sure it's happened a lot more than any of the fans that it's happened to are willing to admit. I doubt the Boys would've been able to keep quiet in real life. lol... Personally, I've never had that happen but I've had other embarrassing things happen in front of them. They don't seem to check their reactions much for the sake of the fan, LOL. I'm sure they get a lot of laughs out of the stupid crap we do!
Date: 02/21/15 Title: Chapter 12: Chapter Eleven
Oh fuck. They shouldn't have frigin' emailed it, until they had Brian's consent to send it. People can and do change their minds. I had a sinking feeling that is why Kevin was calling him. Fuck fuckity fuck fuck. I really hope Nick doesn't flip out on him for it - Brian should've told him, but damn. They should have waited until Brian had told them he had talked to Nick because frigin' emailing the guys. Sometimes I feel their people are such assholes.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
Date: 02/26/15 Title: Chapter 13: Chapter Twelve
I get that Nick's pissed but he needs to give people a fucking change to explain before he jumps down their fucking throats. Yes Brian should've told him a helluva lot sooner and before Jen (the dumbass) sent out the new contracts. But jeez Carter. The man is your best friend and you need to let him explain - he's not like your fucking fucked up family.
~Lenni~
Date: 02/26/15 Title: Chapter 14: Chapter Thirteen
Oye vey in a half shell. Stubbornness doesn't always get you everywhere.
UPDATE!!!!!!!!!!
~Lenni~
P.S. I really hope they're able to fix things - I love them together.