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Alias: Beautiful_Letdown [Contact]
Real Name: Claire
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11.24.07 

 Uggg. I've been out of writing since I don't know but I'm so inspired and ready to write now.

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Over My Head by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Left home today. Well what was left. I took Krissy with me ?cause I didn?t? think she understood why I burned the house down with Bryan in it. Krissy came to me last week and said Bryan was making her cry while mom was at work and I was at school so I knew he?d be sleeping on the couch like he always does. I started the fire by turning on the stove and pouring some oil in the burner. I had to do it. I had to do it for Krissy.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse
 Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 5405
Read Count: 6763


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Published: 03/07/06 » Updated: 04/17/06
Kiss The Rain by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Grace Dorough at the age of twelve watched her mother die in front of her eyes. Now she must restart her life with her uncle, a recovering alcoholic named Howard Dorough who is lonely and sucessful in the real estate business. Can they learn to survive around each other or will everything always be chaos and fall apart.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1524
Read Count: 388


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Published: 03/23/06 » Updated: 03/23/06
Fumbling Toward Ecstasy by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Life had an explanation for everything. Suddenly when your world falls around your feet, crumbling to an incoherant pile of mess you are left alone to clean up, you began to see things you never saw. The colors are darker, the air is thicker, the wind is colder. You feel smaller and ugly. Stupid, wasted. So after a sudden, intense pain, there is supposed to come closure with time. The ugly truth is time heals nothing.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Howie, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 2690
Read Count: 1078


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Published: 12/01/05 » Updated: 02/06/06
In The Rough by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Some say life makes people who they are. Whether it be good or bad.




Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Howie, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Content, Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
 Series: None
Chapters: 5 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 4557
Read Count: 3738


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Published: 01/18/06 » Updated: 02/06/06
Pieces of My Heart by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: Girl trying to make sense of a boy afraid to show emotion that she loves.
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 234
Read Count: 407


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Published: 02/03/06 » Updated: 02/03/06
Fumbling Toward Insanity by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: They met on a bridge as her life flashed before her. He recscued her from her own destruction, from her own demons. Shared demons is what lurches these two together. Can they survive and stay away from their past?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Howie, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape
 Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 2226
Read Count: 2193


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Published: 01/29/06 » Updated: 01/30/06
Tattooed by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: (Remade and Revised) How deep can a person's scars take? What personality traits does one gain from their life experiences? He was given for adoption and taken in by a women he called mother that abused him emotionally and physically. Can his therapist help him or are some waters too fast to swim.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 342
Read Count: 359


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Published: 01/30/06 » Updated: 01/30/06
Exposed by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: PG Liked [ - ]
Summary: He's exposed and now there's nothing he can do about it.
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Drama
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 292
Read Count: 414


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Published: 01/30/06 » Updated: 01/30/06
The Teenage Diaries by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Lincoln High was a good school for sophomore James Linburrow until A.J. McLean came. A.J. McLean was a God. All the right clothes, all the shoes, his father was near a millionaire and his mother was the most beautiful woman that walked the earth. Desiree is the love of his life and his reputation is threatened. He?ll fight till the dead end no matter how many lives he needs to ruin, how many people he has to step over or how many people he has to devastate. To him, these years are more than required years to being successful; this is the beginning of his life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Content, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1113
Read Count: 938


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Published: 01/02/06 » Updated: 01/06/06
Kill The Girl by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: Someone is trying to kill them. Slowly twisting and playing with their minds while they struggle to find their way out of a maze of cold, lonely woods where civilization could be miles away. Can they make it out alive or will he be able to slowly pick them off one by one to satisfy his sick lust.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 2 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 1943
Read Count: 1567


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Published: 12/16/05 » Updated: 12/19/05
Knockin On Heaven's Door by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: PG-13 [ - ]
Summary: (Novella)Everything was wrong. Everything wasn?t fair. There wasn?t one good soul left in the world. The motto was do what you have to, to get where you have to because it will be and forever be every man or woman for his or her self. Bullshit about marriage and love. Bullshit about family and friends?at least for his life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 3442
Read Count: 2724


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Published: 12/07/05 » Updated: 12/07/05
Lover's Revenge by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: Deep poem about someone deeply hurt by their lover's choice to walk away.
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 96
Read Count: 318


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Published: 08/05/05 » Updated: 08/05/05
Love by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: PG-13 Liked [ - ]
Summary: Some things are more confusing than others to some of the unfortunate. Nick Carter ponders love.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Humor
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1049
Read Count: 428


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Published: 07/13/05 » Updated: 07/13/05
Best of You by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: R Liked [ - ]
Summary: By the time it was realized it was too late. There was one way out of it. At least one way he?d except.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Violence, Death
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 1124
Read Count: 405


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Published: 07/06/05 » Updated: 07/06/05
Listening? by Beautiful_Letdown Rated: G Liked [ - ]
Summary: Song I thought of in like less than five minutes -)
Categories: Poetry/Songs
Characters: None
Genres: Angst, Romance
Warnings: None
 Series: None
Chapters: 1 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 253
Read Count: 471


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Published: 06/03/05 » Updated: 06/03/05