Nicks big secret to his fans turns in to a love match for Kevin.

Nick has just broken up with alot of girlfriends and "one night" girls. He is feeling down when he meets the love of his life. But they break up within a year. Soon after he starts going after himself, can this new love come back and save him, or were all those promises of love, friendship, and faith, and believing in God, just lies? Can he feel love again? Will he respect himself again? Will he stop dreaming of being a lost priavteer and pirate at sea? Will he stop dreaming of his dreams and losing them? WILL NICK NO LONGER BE, LOST? LOST WITHOUT YOU?

Rochelle begins working as a make up artist for The Backstreet Boys on their tours and training during the Millennium Tour. But in between AJ going in and out of rehab hurting himself and those that love him. Can they make it last? We'll see. This is only rated R, by request of a friend, I like to call "Wheaties". There is some cussing and some adult actions NO ONE SHOULD EVER DO EXCESSIVELY OR ABUSE AS SEEN ON HERE. I CONDONE IT. TEENS AND KIDS, DON'T DO IT, IF YOUR READING THIS.

The Backstreet Boys are celebrating St. Patrick's and Easter, and their friends are celebrating Passover. Darn the luck, Nick is finishing his directoring and Photography degree as the group prepares for their Up Close and Personal Tour. Explains what he believes and why the world seems to hate them. Can Nick from the bullies, and save his relationship with his new girlfriend? Can he celebrate 3 holidays and still not get in trouble and pass his classes, before the next tour, find out?

Dedicated in the memory of Leslie Carter.