"Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn does down to day.
Nothing gold can stay. "
~Robert Frost
Rated: PG-13
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Other
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 24
Completed: Yes
Word count: 29315
Read: 57434
Published: 09/30/03
Updated: 11/10/03
1. Chapter 1 - Brian by: Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (1894 words)
2. Chapter 2: Harry by Maggie and Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1168 words)
3. Chapter 3: Kevin - by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (776 words)
4. Four - Lance by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (950 words)
5. Five - Nick by: Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (728 words)
6. Six - AJ by :Louise by Maggie [ - ] (879 words)
7. Seven - Alley Cats by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (194 words)
8. Eight - Kevin by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1074 words)
9. Nine - Brian by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (948 words)
10. Ten - Lance by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1063 words)
11. Eleven - Texas by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (927 words)
12. Twelve - Harry by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (547 words)
13. Thirteen - Kevin by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (2558 words)
14. Fourteen - Lance by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1918 words)
15. Fifteen - Brian by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (1442 words)
16. Sixteen - Howie by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (2636 words)
17. Seventeen - Nick by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (1423 words)
18. Eighteen - Brian by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (634 words)
19. Nineteen - Nick by Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (256 words)
20. Twenty - Lance by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1875 words)
21. Twenty One by Maggie and Louise by Maggie [ - ] (2333 words)
22. Twenty Two - AJ by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (1351 words)
23. Twenty Three - Howie by Louise by Maggie [ - ] (973 words)
24. Epilogue: Brian - by:Maggie by Maggie [ - ] (768 words)