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Summary: When a nightmare starts with a failed suicide attempt by one of his closest friends, Howie is determined to find out the answers to a story that doesn't make sense. What happens when suicide is not really suicide, but a murderer gotten loose? Howie is about to find out.

 


Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 33
Completed: No
Word count: 58449
Read: 34878
Published: 12/12/12
Updated: 08/28/15

1. Prologue by freedomwriter [ - ] (149 words)

just tell me if I should continue :)

2. 1. REASONS FOR BLAME by freedomwriter [ - ] (864 words)

If you still like it, please let me know. Reviews feed my soul. (and my muse)

3. 2. SECRETS TO KEEP by freedomwriter [ - ] (1398 words)

 

If you still like it, please let me know. Reviews feed my soul. (and my muse)

 

 

 

4. 3. SHAMPOO by freedomwriter [ - ] (2741 words)

If you still like it, please let me know. Reviews feed my soul. (and my muse)

5. 4. LOST AT MIDNIGHT by freedomwriter [ - ] (2593 words)

i don't know if i should continue. I had this whole idea for the story, but I'm just not sure if i can pull it off... What do you guys think? Let me know please, I'm desperate :(

6. 5. CALCULATIONS, OR: THE ART OF CONVICTION by freedomwriter [ - ] (3763 words)

if you still like the story, please leave a message :)

7. 6. OUT OF HAND, OUT OF CONTROL by freedomwriter [ - ] (1179 words)

I must admit that this is just a filler. But it does make the story more tense.

please review, it makes my day and sparks my motivation

8. 7. MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH by freedomwriter [ - ] (2046 words)

please review, it makes my day and sparks my motivation.

 

9. 8. DOING THE RIGHT THING by freedomwriter [ - ] (2834 words)

please review, it makes my day and sparks my motivation.

10. 9. CAUSE THERE'S NO CHRISTMAS WITHOUT MISERY by freedomwriter [ - ] (3115 words)

SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG, GUYS... JUST HAD TO DRAW INSPIRATION FROM EVERYWHERE, AND EVERYWHERE WAS NOWHERE TO BE FOUND...

HOPE YOU ALL LIKE THIS ENOUGH FOR ANOTHER CHAPTER...

11. 10. SAVE THE DAY by freedomwriter [ - ] (2374 words)

just a filler, introducing a new character. Tell me what you think please?

12. 12. REMEMBER PETER? by freedomwriter [ - ] (3196 words)

13. 13. MY DARK FRIEND by freedomwriter [ - ] (1517 words)

it's a little bit different than previous chapters, (a little lot), but I can say for sure that this is my favourite chapter so far :)

14. 14. Looking Back by freedomwriter [ - ] (1004 words)
I think this story needs a revival with a slightly different approach

15. 15. Two Types by freedomwriter [ - ] (937 words)

16. 16. As Long As They're Here by freedomwriter [ - ] (1438 words)
We are finally getting somewhere!

yes, Peter is definitely a creep

can you tell from this chapter what happened seven years ago?

I dare you, I double dare you :)

17. 17. Not Alone by freedomwriter [ - ] (895 words)

18. 18. Outrage by freedomwriter [ - ] (1773 words)
Hold on, I have somewhat of a plottwist in mind for this one, so hold on tight ^^

19. 19. Do It For Them by freedomwriter [ - ] (1760 words)
enjoy :D

20. 20. A Nice New Record by freedomwriter [ - ] (2020 words)
I guess we're back at Howie again. We're getting closer and closer to the truth now.

21. 21. Like It's 1999 by freedomwriter [ - ] (1417 words)
just a sneak peek really XD

22. 22. Not A Good Day by freedomwriter [ - ] (1438 words)

23. 23. Make Him Pay by freedomwriter [ - ] (1144 words)

24. 24. Destroy by freedomwriter [ - ] (1238 words)
This is so full of feels, drama and fluff, I can't even...

25. 25. Unmistakable by freedomwriter [ - ] (2044 words)
to understand this chapter a little better, I suggest you read chapter 21. Like It's 1999 again before reading this one. Just a tip

26. 26. The Most Fascinating Thing by freedomwriter [ - ] (1640 words)

27. 27. Not So Bad by freedomwriter [ - ] (1966 words)
He's just really feeling sorry for himself today

28. Chapter 28 by freedomwriter [ - ] (2229 words)

29. 29. To Make Sense by freedomwriter [ - ] (1014 words)

30. 30.The Bumps Along the Way by freedomwriter [ - ] (2810 words)

31. 31. Irresponsibility by freedomwriter [ - ] (910 words)

32. 32. Accident by freedomwriter [ - ] (1658 words)

33. 33. Moving On by freedomwriter [ - ] (1345 words)
so long time no see :)

I think I finally thought of a suiting ending for this story, so hold tight while I go and figure it all out.

Also, woot for Howie the detective.