I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there: to feel you
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Rated: R
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Kevin, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Slash M/M
Challenges:
Series: None
Chapters: 47
Completed: Yes
Word count: 155868
Read: 53767
Published: 10/25/20
Updated: 03/16/21
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1. Chapter One by Arok [ - ] (2442 words)
2. Chapter Two by Arok [ - ] (1751 words)
3. Chapter Three by Arok [ - ] (3106 words)
4. Chapter Four by Arok [ - ] (2776 words)
5. Chapter Five by Arok [ - ] (2275 words)
6. Chapter Six by Arok [ - ] (2714 words)
7. Chapter Seven by Arok [ - ] (3470 words)
8. Chapter Eight by Arok [ - ] (3789 words)
9. Chapter Nine by Arok [ - ] (2308 words)
10. Chapter Ten by Arok [ - ] (3578 words)
11. Chapter Eleven by Arok [ - ] (3204 words)
12. Chapter Twelve by Arok [ - ] (3004 words)
13. Chapter Thirteen by Arok [ - ] (3072 words)
14. Chapter Fourteen by Arok [ - ] (3368 words)
15. Chapter Fifteen by Arok [ - ] (2522 words)
16. Chapter Sixteen by Arok [ - ] (3609 words)
17. Chapter Seventeen by Arok [ - ] (3499 words)
18. Chapter Eighteen by Arok [ - ] (3135 words)
19. Chapter Nineteen by Arok [ - ] (4997 words)
20. Chapter Twenty by Arok [ - ] (3180 words)
21. Chapter Twenty-One by Arok [ - ] (3001 words)
22. Chapter Twenty-Two by Arok [ - ] (5080 words)
23. Chapter Twenty-Three by Arok [ - ] (3188 words)
24. Chapter Twenty-Four by Arok [ - ] (3137 words)
25. Chapter Twenty-Five by Arok [ - ] (4830 words)
26. Chapter Twenty-Six by Arok [ - ] (3224 words)
27. Chapter Twenty-Seven by Arok [ - ] (2921 words)
28. Chapter Twenty-Eight by Arok [ - ] (5048 words)
29. Chapter Twenty-Nine by Arok [ - ] (2394 words)
30. Chapter Thirty by Arok [ - ] (4301 words)
31. Chapter Thirty-One by Arok [ - ] (3503 words)
32. Chapter Thirty-Two by Arok [ - ] (3061 words)
33. Chapter Thirty-Three by Arok [ - ] (3257 words)
34. Chapter Thirty-Four by Arok [ - ] (4220 words)
35. Chapter Thirty-Five by Arok [ - ] (4141 words)
Merry Christmas! Thank you so much for giving me an outlet to deal with my stress and anxiety. I am so thankful you've been enjoying the story and the love between these two.
I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas! Let me know what you think about the Christmas gifts!
36. Chapter Thirty-Six by Arok [ - ] (5282 words)
37. Chapter Thirty-Eight by Arok [ - ] (3788 words)
38. Chapter Thirty-Eight by Arok [ - ] (2957 words)
39. Chapter Thirty-Nine by Arok [ - ] (3048 words)
40. Chapter Forty by Arok [ - ] (3510 words)
41. Chapter Forty-One by Arok [ - ] (2876 words)
42. Chapter Forty-Two by Arok [ - ] (2039 words)
43. Chapter Forty-Three by Arok [ - ] (3865 words)
44. Chapter Forty-Four by Arok [ - ] (3861 words)
45. Chapter Forty-Five by Arok [ - ] (2451 words)
46. Chapter Forty-Six by Arok [ - ] (3185 words)
47. Epilogue by Arok [ - ] (1901 words)