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I'm a 28 year old girl from germany. I LOVE writing and reading fictions. I started writing 6 years ago. I used to write the fictions in german but now i tried to do it in english too.

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Summary:

After betraying her trust yet again, Alyssa finally gave up on Nick. She moved on and began a seperate life far away from him. But there are some people that life just won't let you let go of. What happens when they find their lifes entwined once more? Now that the stakes are higher, will they risk losing everything they have for another chance? Sequel to Under my Skin.


Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Death, Graphic Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Not Like We Predicted
Chapters: 61 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 329529
Read Count: 160087


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11/13/07 » Updated: 11/12/08
Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/20/08 Title: Chapter 46: Chapter 43 -Fallen Soldier

that was really sad... and i can imagine that alyssa began to think pretty much about what happend to ian. but i really hope that she is not having some serious doubt that she should tell sean and leave him to be with nick. and yes, it is not good for the baby and not good for her to worry too much.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/20/08 Title: Chapter 47: Chapter 44 - You Know I'm No Good

in a way i can understand alyssa a bit. though i'm sure that it is going to be hard and alyssa to saty platonic friends. that never worked out for them.
oh and about katie... now i see. she had an accident and she and the unborn child died. very sad and i can understand that alyssa and nick felt guilty though it was not their fault at all.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/20/08 Title: Chapter 48: Chapter 45 - Coming Home

very strange the situation when sean get home... i mean cause nick was with her at that time.
first i was so sure that alyssa is going to change her mind and that she didn't want to tell sean any longer about her and nick when sean is realy back. but then when she thought she is going to that the other day i had some hopes. but of course then it get difficult again because of this nightmare and everything. i'm so sure that nick won't happy when she's going to tell him that she can't tell sean the truth at the moment.
and about shayla... let's see what exactly her plans are for this party.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/20/08 Title: Chapter 49: Chapter 46 - Hot and Cold

i totally understand nick's reaction. okay his words were hard and most of them came from the point that he was angry and hurt but i can understand him.
and who is sean to forbid her to go to that party? i think she should go. it is really important to get a chance for her to see nick and talk to him.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 50: Chapter 47 - Your Love is a Lie

OMG OMG OMG... this was the most exciting chapter of all. well, first it was really good that nick and alyssa geht to talk and that he in the end understands a little why she was acting like that.
i knew that sean will find out and i knew that it will be rough when he get to the party. it was so great to see how nick was defending alyssa and i could unterstand what he was into when the both men start to fight.
and yes... shayla... she is a bitch in my eyes. okay, it wasn't her detention to push her down the stairs. she lost control. but she could have think a little bit that alyssa is pregnant. and well... that was the end of both of their marriages, that is a fact now.
well, i have to go on with the reading tomorrow (i probably get till the end tomorrow) but i so can't wait to read more. and well... that was the end of both of their marriages, that is a fact now.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 51: Chapter 48 - The Waiting Game

omg omg omg...
first... i like how you describe the different feeling of nick, sean and shalya when they were waiting at the hospital. i can see that it was so hard for nick that he can't even show his real feeling cause they all don't know that he is the father.
than... the nightmare... and finally the whole story about katie. i can even unterstand his fears now better.
the talk with kevin was really good and i guess the way he reacted helped nick a lot.
and now... the baby didn't make it??? i guess... omg that is soooooo sad at all.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 52: Chapter 49 - The Hardest Thing

that is one of the sadest things i ever get to read. it is probably the worst thing that could happen to them :(
it was so sad to read that nick could not even cry about it but the moment he told alyssa and he heard her crying was the moment that i all came out :(
i can understand that alyssa is totally shocked right now after the news.
well, i really hope that nick gets the possibilty to be at her side. and not sean. i was hoping that it was nick to be with her when she woke up instead of sean.
oh and i forgot... shayla is so coward. but probably alyssa will remember what really happenend when the shock is over.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 53: Chapter 50 -Sick As My Secrets

Okay, i can understand at least a bit what alyssa was trying to say... but it is not the best thing to do to feel guilty about what had happen or to find somebody who is guilty for.
glad to hear that she is sick of lying now. and now on one hand i can understand that nick was a little disappointed that she doesn't want to be with him right now but on the other hand it really is not the best time maybe.
okay and finally nick told shayla that it is over and i'm warning him... don't crawl back to her!!!

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 54: Chapter 51 - The Truth About Lies

Whow... finally the truth is out. Well, I knew that sean is gonna freak out but that was rough how he made her feel.
the way the talk between alyssa and nick was sad :( but nick is kinda right. she is not the only one who lost the baby and she is not thinking about his feeling.
and actually, at this time she could need him to be around her. specially cause it will take some time till she is back to normal.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 55: Chapter 52 -Wake Me Up When It's Over

glad to see that it seems like nick reached a major breakthrough to her. she really can't go through this alone and all her friends are willing to help her. she can't go on pushing them all away. it probably won't be okay in just one day but now she has to start taking care of herself and take the help that they all offer to her.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 56: Chapter 53 - One Step at a Time

it really seems that alyssa is on the right track and that it only works step by step. it is hard maybe but nick has to be a little patient.
oh and i like the idea of nick at the valetine's day. was cute.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 57: Chapter 54 - Bringing Sexy Back

haha crazy idea that tricia and teri had but it seems to be a good one cause it makes alyssa starting feeling sexy again.
and good to see that she is opening more and more now in her therapy.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 58: Chapter 55 - A Change Would Do You Good

whow, i'm kinda "proud" of alyssa that she finally told everything to julia. and julia is so right, that is something special, that not many people find.
i loved it when nick told her that he's gonna wait as long as it takes for her!!!
and so good that finally she remeber who it really happened. yes, shayla made it even worse when she was lying about what she did. and the most important thing is that finally alyssa is not blaming herself anylonger!

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/21/08 Title: Chapter 59: Chapter 56 - Blindsided

YES she was blind... she had him right before her eyes... the man she always wanted to have. and yeah, probably most of the other guys would not have wait for so long.
finally she get to realize that and what else can i say than... now i can't wait to read which way she chose to show him that she is ready finally.

Reviewer: angelhunalex Signed
Date: 11/22/08 Title: Chapter 61: Author's Notes & Thank You's

THANK YOU for the story. and.. i LOVE your writing style. not many stories get me so into it like this story did. i almost had to think about it the whole time (i dreamt about some things three times this week i spent with reading it). and it made me laugh and made me cry.
and as i already told you, i hope that you really start the sequel soon.
much love, alex