She started her first day at in new school and hopes to get new friends.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Fantasy, Horror, Romance, Supernatural
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Beauty and the Vampire
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 25688
Read Count: 20851
Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 01/17/21
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Horror
Warnings: Child Abuse, Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 11 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 18208
Read Count: 444
Published: 09/30/18 » Updated: 08/08/20
This fic tells a story about depression and how Brian looses himself to it. It takes us along a journey of loneliness, abuse and drug use and the consequences that has. It is about Brian and how he nearly breaks on his problems and Nick, who tries to help him get through it.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Slash M/M, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 18 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 62161
Read Count: 2076
Published: 07/30/20 » Updated: 07/30/20
Suddenly Emilia dies and Nick suffers the loss months.
Year later from Emilia's death, Nick meets this girl Mary who looks a lot like Emilia.
Together they are going through some good and bad things.
Will love win in the end?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Horror, Romance
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: Fantasy Dreams
Chapters: 60 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 116579
Read Count: 9163
Published: 09/05/15 » Updated: 01/13/20
Rachel longed for a way out of the chaotic life under the roof of her alcoholic mother so she followed her best friend, Kristin, to Florida for college. After experiencing the culture shock of adult life, Rachel finds it difficult to juggle college and working full time. Just when the pressure was starting to get too much, her life suddenly takes an interesting turn when she finds herself in the inner circle of the Backstreet Boys. Rachel and Kristin's status as fans become more intimate as they both mingle with the boys and their girlfriends. Can their friendship out stand the chaos of the pop world or will it crumble under the pressure?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor, Romance, Suspense
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: All I Have to Give
Chapters: 10 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 40777
Read Count: 22024
Published: 02/22/09 » Updated: 08/15/19
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Nick
Genres: None
Warnings: Child Abuse, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 7415
Read Count: 7123
Published: 07/04/18 » Updated: 03/23/19
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 23 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 39040
Read Count: 2405
Published: 09/06/15 » Updated: 11/16/18
faith: noun; confidence or trust in a person or thing.
Jessi lost faith in Nick. The love in her heart for her husband became hate. Will the truth overcome that feeling? Or are Jessi and Nick destined to be apart?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Group, Nick
Genres: Drama, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 36407
Read Count: 42124
Published: 08/06/18 » Updated: 09/10/18
Struggling to find a bearable division between his tormented nightmares and his reality, Brian soon has to face that the monsters aren't coming from the outside to hurt him, but from within himself. Only when you've been found and brought to safety, do you realize how lost you truly are.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Brian, Group, Nick, Other
Genres: Angst, Drama, Horror, Suspense
Warnings: Death, Domestic Violence, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 25 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 36428
Read Count: 66179
Published: 04/25/16 » Updated: 09/19/17
Nick Carter had been feeling empty; like a shell as he did his daily routine with his band members. Things just weren’t the same anymore. He could feel himself slowly suffocating in his life as a Backstreet Boy. He wasn’t sure if he wanted an escape or just some time away from his overbearing “brothers.” It wasn’t until he saw her when he could feel the void within him slowly start to fill. He would do anything to be near her, anything to see her…even bail out on one of Backstreet’s biggest opportunities. He knew he had to get his act in gear and stop slacking off, but lately he didn’t care about anything. The only thing he cared about was her…suddenly he finds himself happy…a feeling he isn’t quite used to. He would do anything to keep this feeling; terrified of her learning the truth and losing this bliss…he did the only thing he could. He lied. He would do anything he could to shield her from discovering the cold, hard truth in which could ruin everything.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group
Genres: Drama, Humor, Romance
Warnings: Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 13 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 186411
Read Count: 1144
Published: 07/24/17 » Updated: 08/15/17
Can we ever escape the past, or does it haunt us forever?
Nick was living a life he grew accustomed to. A life filled with misery and loneliness he assumed he was doomed to live forever, until he met the man who wound up changing his life.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Alternate Universe, Angst, Drama, Romance
Warnings: Child Abuse, Graphic Sexual Content, Sexual Assault/Rape, Slash M/M
Series: None
Chapters: 19 Table of Contents
Completed: Yes
Word count: 48168
Read Count: 7211
Published: 05/15/16 » Updated: 05/19/16
AJ Mclean never really had an easy life growing up. He always told himself that when he got older he would be the best father and husband he could be. But one night of regret and mistakes changed all of that. AJ stared at the blue and red lights as they were lighting up his home. He was still holding his loved one in his arms as the police busted inside.
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: AJ, Nick, Other
Genres: Drama
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 4 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 6618
Read Count: 5679
Published: 03/28/16 » Updated: 04/05/16
When life gives you Lemon.... Everyone has a past and when Kevin's comes back to haunt him, he discovers a life he never knew he could've had. But will his fear keep him from making lemonade?
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Group, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Humor
Warnings: Death, Sexual Assault/Rape, Sexual Content
Series: None
Chapters: 6 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 8861
Read Count: 11681
Published: 02/13/16 » Updated: 03/03/16
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Brian, Group, Howie, Kevin, Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama, Suspense
Warnings: Sexual Assault/Rape, Violence
Series: None
Chapters: 33 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 58449
Read Count: 68018
Published: 12/12/12 » Updated: 08/28/15
Categories: Fanfiction > Backstreet Boys
Characters: Nick
Genres: Angst, Drama
Warnings: Domestic Violence, Graphic Sexual Content, Graphic Violence, Sexual Assault/Rape
Series: None
Chapters: 3 Table of Contents
Completed: No
Word count: 2850
Read Count: 4867
Published: 07/08/15 » Updated: 08/12/15